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Hello, I'm Back :)

2012-02-05T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hello,

:)

Bye

2011-06-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

Hi, i'm bored :(
Saturday & Sunday is wasted by doing nothing at home.
Sian. Hmmm, i thought of getting driving license.
Should i ? LOL.
But once i get license no money buy car. Wasted lehs.
Hais :(
Try to save more ba.

2011-06-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

Anyone still viewing my blog ?
I guess there isn't any reader ba.
I change job or should say i'm fired from previous job.
Whatever it is, current job is much more better.
Better pay, better boss, better working environment, everything is better.
Okay la, stop talking about work le.
Yesterday, woke up at 7am just to iron clothes.
Iron till 11+ am & went to sleep till 2 pm.
Prepare & head down to Sim Lim, Bugis then Plaza Singapure.
Spent almost $300.
My sister happy, i heartpain :(
Bought lot of clothes.
HAPPY LA ! LOL
BYE !

2011-04-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Broken Heart is what i can describe myself now.
I shouldn't have asked why he is happy.
All i can blame is myself for loving someone soo easily.
Feel so lost now.
Thank for treating me soo good, be my listening ear when i need it, comfort me.
Thank for everything.
Now all i have to do is telling myself not to contact you.

2011-03-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

It been 2 month plus since i last update.
Will try to update as much as much.
Let start from tmr.
Night <3

2011-01-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

It 01 January 2011 mean i'm 19th this year.
It th first day of 2011 but i don't feel happy.
Somehow, i feel extra in this family.
I get the best & feel loved when they need me but i get the worst & feel unloved when they don't need me.
All they care is both their precious daughter.
Whatever goes wrong is my fault.
I work, i pay for my everything.
I need money, will they give me?
My sister work but they help her pay for everything.
In 2010, my birthday was lonely.
They don't remember.
I give up.

2011-01-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

2010 is over.
Everything is over.
Now reborn.
I will love myslllf more now :)

2010-12-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

Malaysia Trip With Sister on 21 December 2010

Picture uploaded at Fb.
Blogger too slow liao.

2010-11-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

我好想问你：‘你还爱我吗？’。
因为我觉得你没那么爱我了。
我对你的爱还是依然得那么深。
你打给我也越来越来得少了。
讲电话的时间也越来越来的短了。

2010-11-15T13:15:00.000+08:00

1st Malaysia trip with friends on 20 October 2010 :)

Super late post :)
Went malaysia with Xiu Zhen, 艳华 & her husband.
The purpose to go there is dye/reborn & celebrate 艳华 birthday.
Suppose to wake up at 5 am as i meeting them at bugis 7 am but i woke up at 6 plus am
Too happy till can't sleep.
So no choice, quickly bath & cab down.
Took bus into malaysia.
Reach there around 9 plus am.
Cab to the place name sentosa as 艳华 want to visit doctor.
Reach there but the clinic is not open yet.
So have breakfast first.
肉骨茶 for breakfast.
Super tasty :)
Went back to the clinic.
Wait awhile as the person not yet arrive.
Open & wait awhile.
While 艳华 & her husband is waiting, me & Xiu Zhen went shopping but mostly the shop not yet open. :(
Went waston bought afew thing.
Quite cheap.
Back to the clinic.
Still waiting.
By the time finish, it already 11 plus am/12 pm.
Cab to another place & bought ticket for bus.
While waiting for the bus, me & Xiu Zhen went toilet, 艳华 & her husband went to brought drink.
Bus came & it took around 45 minutes to reach the place.
Walk a small distance to the salon.
Me & Xiu Zhen dye while 艳华 reborn her hair.

艳华 :x

Me & Xiu Zhen done while 艳华 still not yet done.
Mine 108 rm mean aroud $50 like that.
While waiting for 艳华, me & Xiu Zhen went to buy bus ticket to singapore.
Back to the salon.
Everything done & went to buy cake.
Have lunch at a restaurant.
While waiting for the food, we have cut cake session first.

The Cake !

艳华 & her husband

艳华 & Xiu Zhen

Me, 艳华 & Xiu Zhen

Blow Candle

Cute Cake Time :)

The food came.
Overall the food quite nice.
Went to the waiting place to wait for the bus.
While waiting, me & Xiu Zhen went to shop around.
Bought some hair & phone accessories.

While waiting for bus.

I'm dead tired as i only slept for 2-3 hour.
Reach bugis around 9 plus pm.
By the time, i reach home, it already 10 plus pm.
K.O right after i reach home.

Finally Done :)

2010-08-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

为何要一次又一次的伤我的心？

我的心已翠得不能在粘回去了。

你即使才会珍惜我？

Hi, i'm here to update.
Just changed blogskin.
Nice right ?
Hahas.
Today woke up at 12 pm.
Prepared & went out with little sister :)
Cab to century square as i wanted to deposit money.
Meet mom at nearby MRT.
Little sister accompany mom to shop while i trained to dhoby ghuat.
Buy some stuff for work & movie ticket for " Old Cow Vs Tender Grass ".
Stayed at work place till 4 plus pm.
Went to plaza singapura food court to have some snack with lilttle sister.
Next is movie.
Nice show uhs :)
Movie ended around 7 pm.
Shopped around at BEST !
Guess what i buy ?
A pink, light & small lappy.
hehes.
Half my saving fly. :(
Now my next item to buy is phone.
Must wait till i off day then go see :)
8 pm went to work till 11 pm.
Homed & used lappy.

2010-07-07T08:45:00.000+08:00

Hi :)
I'm here again.
* laugh *
I'm awake thank to him ._.
Ask him wake up call me, he really wake up call me.
Somemore is 7 plus am.
Buay tahan him.
Talk on phone till fall asleep.
He so proooooo.
Okay, i just hanged up his call.
Sian.
I'm starting to save up now.
Nowaday, i keep spent spent spent. :(
Okay larhs, i want sleep back.
Tired :(

2010-07-05T07:36:00.001+08:00

It been two month since i last updated ！ :)
Life wasn't good.
Not happy with my job & those people who work with me.
I wanted to quit soo much that finally ( YES, finally ) yestersday i told boss that i want to quit.
But he seem that he don't want me to quit.
He say will find someone to replace my place.
After that say will let me rest a few day.
Awwww, i really want to leave man.
HELP !
He did say work till end of the year cause the contract of the shop will end at that end of the year.
But i have no heart to work for them already.
5 year & 1 month of working for this job already.
It tough to work for soo long.
Oh, i decide to leave potato :)
It heart breaking but no choice.
I guess he isn't the one for me, right WONG TIAN XIN ?
The next guy will be better !
* Laugh *
That what guan yin ma say.
Hope everything will be smooth for me from now on.
Just hope that he won't kana bully. :(
He's soo easily kana bully.
Really afraid that he will be bully.
What a silly guy.
Me, a silly woman love a silly guy.
* Laugh *
Okay okay, let not talk about him.
Now all i hope is him & everyone will be healthy & safe.
Okay lah, end till here.
Will update again when i have to update blog mood.
My tagbox is soo quiet :(
Anyone viewing my blog ?
Please tag !
Your tag will make me blog more if not no people view, update also no use right ?
Bye :)

2010-05-04T06:37:00.000+08:00

It been 18 day since last update.
Feeling down.
I really need to move out.
Can't fcuking staying in this house anymore.
Working with mom equal suck !
Hate working with her.
She freaking don't know that all the staff there & even those delivery man/woman don't like to work with her.
She too ZZzzzz.
This cannot that cannot where can tahan ?
Thought of renting a room but 大哥 ask me to stay at his house.
But i will abit 不好意思 & i don't wish to trouble them.
Hais.
Why must i have so fcuk up family ?
This few day, mom is freaking jealous with one of the worker.
Reason ?
Cause i too close to her & i say all my problem to her.
You know, sometime something thing can't tell your own family & you need someone you can trust to let out your problem right ?
She don't understand.
WTF !
Can't stand it !
As for relationship, i decide to give up on him cause i know even if we were together, you are unable to last cause of my mom.
All i want in a relationship is love me, dote me & pamper me can already.
The guy not rich nevermind atleast he love me right ?
Even if you with a rich guy, doesn't mean the guy will be faithful to you right?
I not those type that see money very very important.
I don't 计较 with friend or whoever okay.
Cause i know once talk about money will 伤感情.
Sometime, i treat those friend some food, mom will be very unhappy with me.
She take money very important.
I treat them eat, they also will treat ne back.
She don't know how to think lur.
& what wrong with dressing up for work ?
Dhoby ghuat is not like 201 can wear pant & t-shirt.
Dhoby ghuat is a shopping mall not coffee shop of course have to dress up right ?
Somemore, i'm only 18 year old.
I'm still young, need to dress up not like those auntie don't need dress up.
EVen some auntie dress up okay.
So what wrong with dressing up ?
Plus i didn't make up, only wear nice clothes lur.
& mom call me a bar girl.
Dam C*.
She should know that i'm over-sensitive person.
I can't take nasty comment.
I have no confidence for myself yet she say those nasty word.
Fcuk man.
Okay, i think i hasve to stop.
I'm starting to boil up. :)

2010-04-15T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hi :)
Just back home.
Woke up at 9.30 am.
Bath & went down with mother.
Have our breakfast & went to buy those i need for my porridge.
Bought watermelon too :)
Watermelon my ♥ :)
Now waiting for my porridge cook before puting in the meat & egg tofu.
Wonder will the taste be nice?
Hahas.
Anyone want some?
LOL.
Okay lah, i go see my porridge liao.

2010-04-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

He fall asleep again.
I hate that.
He gonna go back malaysia soon.
Cause the shop he working for is closing down soon due to the boss.
Tomorrow gonna ask boss whether he can come back to work. :)
But i miss ah hua too.
how how?
Gonna meet him before he go back malaysia :)
I starting to feel tired & stress of this job.
But everyday end of work, there is one msg from nicholas, i will be happy & forget the stress of the work.
But no, he treating me coldly this few day.
Hate it.
Hais.
你能对我好一点吗？

2010-04-13T02:42:00.000+08:00

Hi :)
Anyone miss me?
I think no ba as my tagboard is soo quieeeettttttt !
It been 1, 2, 3.......18 day since my laast update.
Every night i would talk to that potato but sometime we didn't get to talk as he was tired & fall asleep.
But what i hate him most is he talk till he sleep & snore ._.
Ass him.
It been 1 month & 13 day knowing him & 1 month 3 day telling me that he have feeling for me.
At first i have no feeling for him but every night talking to him since he quit on the 10 march, i started to have feeling for him.
I did told him that i have abit feeling for him but no move from him till now.
But i wating patient till 5 april.
I know a guy actually we know long time but neither did we chat nor talk to each other till 5 april.
Whenever i'mn bored, he accompany me & show concern & love toward me.
But i didn't have feeling for him as my feeling for potato is so strong.
Till 11 april, he sms me in " 想你晚安 "
I asked him he fall in love with me issit.
& guess what he reply?
"Yes" is what he reply.
At first, it hought he is drunk or playing.
So the next morning which is 12 april, i asked him whether yestersday night he drunk & those word is say is true.
He say he didn't as he was home the whole day.
This make me think whether should i wait for potato or accept this guy who show me his love, his concern & even confess that he love me.
Everyday, this guy would sms me.
Slowly, feeling started for him.
But I know that most of my feeling is for potato.
Today, i told him that i afraid for beiing with him.
Cause i afraid to do what mostly couple would be doing like hold hand, kissing & etc...
Awww, why am i writing those in here?
I guess only here i could express it :)
Now i all want is work hard & jogging everyday till i slim now but i need running shoe !

2010-03-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

为什么不打给我？
为什么不回复我的简讯？
为什么我叫你不打，叫你真的不打？
难道你不知打女人是口是心非？

2010-03-18T05:50:00.000+08:00

What is love?

-Love is everything & nothing

-It is silence & peace

I can't get back to sleep again.
I did not have any good sleep when there is no air-con for me.
That idiot didn't reply my text.
I really wants a boyfriend but it seem hard to find one that is
` nice
` romantic
` fun
` care for me
` love me as much as i do
` alway be there for me
` reply my sms whenever i text him
` text me automantic
` & MOST IMPORTANTLY, LIKE KID/BABIES !

hahas.
I crazy over having a family of mine own.
But now i have to earn as much money as i can so my future kid would not suffer. :)

2010-03-17T07:10:00.000+08:00

I'm awake since 4 plus am.
I watched Tom & Jerry, plurked, facebook-ing & listening song but still can't get back to sleep.
I hate it when being disturb when i sleeping cause once awake, i will have a hard time to sleep back.
Plus even if sleep back, i afraid potatoe & his friend wll call & disturb.
Awwww.
This job is stress.
I want to change a new job soon.

2010-03-15T02:12:00.000+08:00

Now i'm feeling confuse.
Cause of a guy whom i have alittle feeling & he have a alittle feeling to me too.
But there a few reason i couldn't be with him.

- He is 9 ytear older than me. * i know. age dosen't matter *
- He look like 30 plus year old uncle
- He is short & round
- His friend have feeling for me too * i don't want their friendship to be destroy by me *
- No matter how unreasonable am i, he just let me be or keep quiet * i know, this point of him is good *
- He is malaysian * what if he go back to malaysia? how about me? *
- I still in love with "s" so deeply pleasee * i don't want to bluff him *
- I'm very sure that my mom would disagree

Reader, tell me what i should do :)

2010-03-09T10:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 18 MONTHSARY TO WEIAI;LOVELOVE on the 5 MARCH 2010.

Hi :)
Thought of updating yestersday but too lazy & tired.

09032010
Woke up at 11 plus am.
Use computer till 12 pm.
Bath & prepared to meet mama at Tampines Mrt for lunch at Tampines Mall.
Went M1 to see whether any nice phone not as mama want upgrade her line.
After that went aijisen for lunch.
Eat till 2 plus pm.
Went inter to buy handphone pouch.
After that mama went home while i trained to work.
Reach work place around 3.30 pm.
Work till 10 pm & trained with boss to simei.
From simei cabbed to 201 to meet mama.
Saw "S" but i still didn't look at him.
Accompany mama to eat macdonald.
Reach home around 11.40 pm.
While outside my house, potatoe called me.
Chated with him for 43 minutes & auto kup cause card no money lur.
Used another phone to call.
Few minutes only, he auto kup & become his friend call me.
They two sibei disiao.
After that bath, use computer & sleep.

09032010
Woke up at 10 plus am.
Use computer & since i have time, i came to update :)
Ok, update till here.
I want to prepare & went go for lunch with mama now.

2010-03-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

I'm here again.
:)
I found out that "S" told a lie to me.
I asked him about something and he deny it.
Few day ago, i found that it was a lie.
I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him.
I don't know why i feel sad and hurt.
I should be angry and disappointed.
Yes, i still love him.
I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore.
I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them.
Oh, i'm confuse. :(
He say sorry today and i don't know why.
My heart went soft.
Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down.
I can't live without him for sure.
But i know it take time to forget him.
I can't for sure.
What can i do? :(

2010-03-04T02:57:00.001+08:00

I'm here to UPDATE ~!
Happy to see an update?
LOL
Changed new blogskin.
Nice?
Comment please.
& i stole lovelove animation * pointing to my tagboard *
Let start from sunday.

28022010
Work till 12 pm.
Bought food for both my sister & me.
Homed, eat & prepare to go out with small sister.
First, cab to Tampines Mall.
Went Both Isetan & Wallet shop to see wallet.
Wanted to get the Guy Laroche Wallet but out stock.
So see other type of wallet but same brand.
One of the wallet caught my eye at Wallet shop but it cost $109.
Consider first.
While considering, went back to Isetan to get a bag.
Bought $29.90 bag.
After that went back wallet shop to get the wallet.
Happy yet heart pain.
Bank in some money as bag and wallet is use net.
Trained to 313 at somerset.
Bought slipper @ Cotton On for $5 because i bought a charity bag at $2.
Then head to a shop that sell lot of hello kitty stuff.
Bought Coin purse @ $7.90 for mama & book @ $5.90 for myself.
Shop around & went FLYING CHILLIES for dinner.
Spent $40.45.
Spent quite alot.
Headed home, use computer & sweet dream.

01032010, 02032010, 03032010
Wake up, computer till 12 pm & bath.
Bus to inter & train to dhoby ghuat to work.
2 - 10 pm & home sweet home.

2010-02-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

It been 9 day since last update :)
Gonna start work in dhoby ghuat as full timer on the 1 March.
Salary quite good.
Boss say will slowly increase.
& i have 2 off day.
Mean 2 week off 1 time.
Hahas.
Actually it the same company i working at now.
Just that transfering there to work as full timer.

P.S: Going to change new number this time for real. Not going to give anyone except mom, boss and the people i work with. So don't bother contacting me.
P.S: I'm just a sparetyres to you. You quarrel/angry, you come to me. Once you two ok, you ignore me. I'm tired of it seriously.

2010-02-15T23:23:00.001+08:00

Overdue picture !

At East Coast Park with Tian Xin

At Singapore General Hospital visitibg Daddy when he is still alive

Update now.
It been long since i update.
i still can't accept that daddy is gone forever.
Regreted that i didn't accompany him as much as i could.
But i can't do anything now.
Today woke up at 8 plus am.
Mood wasn't good due to quarel with mum.
She dam unreasonable.
Went visit daddy at his resting place and off we went to grandparent place.
After awhile back home with grandfather as they playing majong at my house.
Slowly, Desmond kor and his family, Ah Chew uncle and his family came.
& it their MAJONG TIME.
I did sleep and went macdonald to buy dinner for myself and some other with cousin and etc....
Alvin cousin and his mum came.
8 plus pm went to play sparkle with cousin and those little ones.

Playing with Sparkie.
Make (Heart shape) & I (heart shape) U with the help of jasper cousin, alvin cousin & small sister.

Mummy, Kelvin kor, His wife(Sharon), Vincent Kor, Branda Cousin came.
Homed & played with computer and the little one.
They are soo cute!
Around 10 plus pm, desmond kor and his family went home.
One by one went off.
Left Shermin cousin, His Dad, Grandfather, Kelvin Kor and His wife (Sharon).
Now Shermin's dad, my mum, kelvin kor and grandfather playing MAJONG.
Sharon saosao watching TV.
So sianz lur.
Every new year is the same.
Tmr going vivo for a movie with Tian Xin and see the sea.
LOL.

2010-02-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

True Legend

Just back home from watching True Legend with Tian Xin.
Woke up at i-Don't-Know what time.
Use computer and slacked till 2 pm.
Prepared & cab to Tampines Mrt to meet Tian Xin.
*See, i soo fast reach*
Bought 4.05 pm show.
Ate long john silver before enter the cinema.
Show lasted for 2 hour.
Nice show.
But hor that tian xin keep pull my clothes.
HUMPH!
After that home sweet home.
Hahas.
I off first.
Later continue update if there anything.
Bye.

2010-02-02T17:46:00.001+08:00

01022010
Daddy left us.
He left us without seeing anyone of us.
Daddy, i'm sad that you left alone without leting me to see you one last time.
How could you?
But atleast you went peacefully and i'm glad about it. :)
Oh, and you finally not going to suffer from all those painfullness.

R.I.P, Po Hok Sing.

02022010
Daddy, it the second day you left us.
Wonder how are you now?
Are you alright?
Daddy, remember what mummy have told you and you have to remember it carefully.
If not, mummy and all of us will be sad.
But i know, you will remember cause you never once want us to be sad.
Daddy, i really hope you could let me know how you now.
Oh, don't worry about mummy cause she is alright now.
But i only could ensure you till thursday cause friday you will be burn and i guess she will be crying.
Don't worry, just go and find a better family that love you and dote you.

2010-01-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hope daddy is alright.
Seeing him make my heartache.
How i wish i could take his place.
I don't bear to see him suffer all this.
I know daddy is still hanging on.
I know he love chinese new year.
Daddy, please stay strong.
You know we need you and can't bear you to leave.
Please daddy, please.
You treat me like your real blood daughter and you are just like my real blood daddy.
Whenever i need help, you will alway be there for me unlike my real blood father.

2010-01-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

Gonna update.
Blog dieing soon.
Yestersday work till 10 am instead of 12 pm.
Thank to 小馒头 for letting me off as he wanted to off too.
Meet Tian Xin at 12.20 pm at simei.
Bought glass bottle at popular.
Bus 38 to bedok and from bedok bus 40 to east coast.
Sat the wrong bus.
So walk to parkway parade to east coast park.
Rent a bicycle for 4 hour. (2 hour free 2 hour)
The cleaner over there say we are china. ._.
And something happen only tian xin know.
Tian xin Shhhh horrrrrr.
So no choice cycle to parkway parade and bought something.
Cycle till pigu pain.
Tian xin also.
She need AHEM to help her pigu. :x
We put our wishes in the glass bottle and put some sand in.
I have 20 wishes and hopes.
16 for my 笨蛋, 1 for tian xin, 1 for xdd and 2 for myself.
Threw it into the sea.
Cycle till 6.40 pm and we went hongkong cafe for dinner till 7 plus pm.
Bus to bedok and bus to tampines.
Bought fried rice and water as mother want.
I thought i saw 蜜蜂．
But i'm supper tired and never wear any spec or contact lens so couldn't see clearly.
Homed and sms him.
Yes, it him whom i saw.
Bath and sleep after that.

As for today, i woke up soo early.
I suppose to woke up at 11.30 am.
As i have work at 12 pm.
Don't know why i wake up so early.

2010-01-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

Gonna update ~
Haha.
Anyone miss me?
Let update from Monday.

18012010
Work till 10 am.
Homed, sleep (think so) and prepared to go out.
Out at 12 plus/ 1 plus pm.
Searching for red sock everywhere as helping people buy.
Found and train to dhoby ghuat and pass her the sock.
Saw Weijian.
Hate him man.
Train to bugis to meet tian xin.
She accompany to search for new year clothes.
KFC for dinner and simei next to search for clothes too.
Bus 9 home.
Reach home at 9 plus pm.

19012010
Work till 12 pm.
Homed, prepare and meet mum.
Going to Singapore General Hospital to visit god daddy.
He dam skinny now.
Heartache.
How i hope i could suffer those for him.
He left 6 month to go.
When i knew it, i feel like crying but i hold it back.
Cbhinatown next to search for clothes and buy grandmother clothes.
Grandmother is another one.
She become quiet not like last time so nagging.
Bought her 4 clothes for new year.
Train to dhoby ghuat at 7 plus pm.
Homed around 10 pm.

20012010
Work till 12 pm.
Homed and thought of going out but when asked for mama money she !@#$^&*()_.
Sister ask can, me cannot.
Angry her the whole day.
Did nothing.
Only computer, sleep and cooked maggie.

21012010
Work till 12 pm.
Home and sleep till 5 plus pm.
Mama bought a pigghy handphone puch for me.
So cute.
Match my piggy key holder and piggy pouch.
Went to tampines mall shopping at 7 plus pm till 9 plus pm.
Pack my closet and use computer.

2010-01-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

Mistakes are a fact of life.
It is the response to error that counts.
- Nikki Giovanni

Had a great cry and i'm fine now.
Having Friend/Family or without is the same.
I rather not have friends and family.
I rather be alone so no quarrel and unhappiness.

2010-01-16T22:10:00.001+08:00

To be successful,

the first thing to do is fall in love with your work.

- Sister Mary Lauretta

Busy with work * Finding excuse for not blogging *
I rebond-ed my hair and snip off my fringe on tuesday.
I snip off my fringe * My Precious * to those like can be bang or push to the side.
New year, cut away the bad luck.
Everyone say nice even my friend who work in salon say nice too.
But stupid weijian and sister say not nice.
Those who is close to me should know, i take people word in hearts.
I care for what other think about me and it made me feel regret.
Oh ya, my love towad love is not as deep as before already.
CHEERS !
Awww, stomache.
* BRB *

* Back *
My Father dam cb ok.
He wanted to borrow my second sister laptop but she not at home.
So he ask small sister;
Him: " Where the laptop? "
Her: " Don't know. "
Him: " In room lahs ! "

Sister went in the room and take give him.
Her: " I don't know got battery not lehs "
Him: " Take charger "
Her: " I don't know where the chager "
Him: " Everytime don't know. Next time ask for money i also say don't know " *In a fcuking Tone *
Him : " @^&()_@#$^*()@$&*() "
Keep on kpkb.

Me: " KP lah ! " * Went into the room & close the door very hard *
I can't lock the door, maybe spoilt.
So i stand behind the door if not he sure come in and beat me.
And yes, i guess it correctly, he knock and the door hard and
say: " YOU BETTER COME OUT OR I SMASH YOUR HEAD ! "

He still say he won't give mom allowance.
Don't give don't give lor.
So less where enough.
So fcuking stingy !
To other woman not stingy.
Since sec 2 i start working, no money is given to me.
New year clothes, phone bill all i pay myself.
Oh, even phone i buy myself.
He never buy a phone for me before.
I remember clearly my first phone was second hand which cost 50 buck only.
Primary School only give 1 buck.
50cent for food ,50 cent for drink.
Enough mehs?
My mother have to pawn for jewellery often to have money buy food and thing for us.
No matter how we not enough money, mother will alway give us the best.
I remeber Primary 4 or 5 i steal money from him.
Who ask him so stingy give so less?
I steal is steal 50 buck or more.
After a sometime, he found out and trying to use a knife to chop my hand.
Whenever he is around, we never had a good life.
Even shopping or have dinner outside.
Shopping must walk fast fast cannot see thing.
Got one place can walk slow slow is those place that sell cheap and second hand thing.
Dinner cannot talk or drink water.
Fcuk lor.
Don't know why i have this father.
But since i steal money, he gave me 10 buck a week.
Alittle better right?
Last year, i have police case.
He didn't help me.
He afraid he might lose his job.
Know why?
Cause he work as an officer at changi prison.
Only my good daddy help me all the way.
Drive me to clementi HQ.
He is much much much more better than my real blood father.
His temper dam good too unlike my real blood father.
Family and relative should know his temper.
FCUKER !
One more time and i gonna report police.
He threaten me lot of time.
Since young, he threaten to use iron to iron me and lot more.
I guess very soon, i will leave this house.
No longer wanting to stay in this house.
Gonna work hard and buy a house for my mother and sister.
Bye, shall end here.
Have to work tomorrow.

2010-01-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

Don't give me hope if you don't mean anything

I tried The Chinese Zodiac on my phone singtel menu.
I see whether me and him if together good not.
Guess?

If i'm not wrong he is Dragon and 22 year old.
It say " They are very compatible and will be happy together as they share a good relationship "

I tried Rabbit too cause maybe he is 23 year old.
It say " The snake? Charm will attract the monkey. Howeveer, the monkey might not be happy in this relationship and eventually leave the snake. "

I hope he is 22 year old.
LOL.
His mum told me he is 22 year old.

Romance: Long awaited good luck arrives and will be filled woth joy
Health: Take things easy and keep your spirits up.
Travel: Good and Bad fortunes come in pairs, beware.
Studies: Stick to your principles and you will be safe.
Wealth: Be forgiving to avert misfortunes.
Career: You will reap unexpected gains.
Family: Strike while the iron is hot.
Disussion: Good deeds will be reciprocated.
Aspiration: Your efforts will be futile.

2010-01-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

It seem that you don't love me.
And what your buddy and brother say were fake.
If you really love me, you wouldn't act like nothing happen when your brother say another person like me.
You just stand there and laugh.
From the start my little feeling to you was wrong.
So wrong.
Reader, what would you do when someone told the person you like that another person like her?

2010-01-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SISTER.
May all your wishes come true.

Sister, we have been together as sister for 7 Month & 10 Day.
From Stranger to Sister without being friend.
You came to my blog, knew that i'm a baby lover and tag me saying you are baby lover too.
After that added each other in Facebook and continue chatting through facebook msg.
From Facebook, we chatted till msn and we exchange number.
We are sister for 7 Month & 10 Day but we never meet for once.
We still don't know how each other look like in Real-Life.
When i have some problem and need someone to talk to , you the one who will listen to me and give me advise.
Thank for everything, sister.
Sometime you make me feel that i'm irritating to you.
You make me feel that maybe i should not bother you and leave you alone.
[No Offence]

Will update tomorrow if i'm not tired.

2010-01-02T22:39:00.000+08:00

Update update.
That star hor from don't know when say will update till don't know where lehs.
Today wake up at 4.30 am.
Tired you know.
Bath and prepare and headed to work.
Work was okay.
Mum asked weiliang to move the Rice Tub cause very heavy, he say why don't ask me.
._.
Wait till his next life is girl then will know.
Boss not feeling well.
Having gastric problem i guess.
He keep calling love but no answer.
Love came around 9.45 am.
Boss say by the time love came, the coffin already burn and melt already and love only came to put 3 joss stick.
Love laugh.
Boss went home.
小馒头came early too.
Love and 小馒头 came early not good.
It make the time go slower.
Mum went home at 12 pm.
Weiliang came.
小馒头 cook chicken wing and put on plate.
Weiliang ask me take don't know which chicken wing and i ignore him.
He say i gong gong.
Zzzzz.
Around 12 plus pm went Weiliang's mum shop to take two tray of egg.
When i reach the shop, i wanted to go in but both weiliang and weijian inside i don't dare.
Weijian keep call me but i ignore him cause i know what he want me to do.
I tell auntie "两个鸡"
Auntie reply "huh"
LOL.
Weiliang's mum ask me go in but i don't want.
She say "不要怕。没有陷阱. "
I went in and weiliang pass me 2 tray of egg and say " 怕什么？不会吃掉你的 "
Then weijian keep call me, i run away.
Weiliang's mum at there laugh.
Off work at 2 pm.
When to 1 dollar shp to buy thing and buy chicken rice for sister.
Home, bath and sleep till 6 plus pm.
Use computer till 8 plus pm and cook rice and fry lunche meat with egg.
After that use computer till now.

2010-01-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

In 2010,
I want
- Slim down
- Find a good boyfriend
- Find a good job with good pay
- Clubbing
- Pub
- not to be soft hearted anymore

Today woke up at 8 am.
Use computer till 8.30 am and went to prepare for work.
Work from 9 am till 11 am and chase home by boss.
I asked mum to fill my water bottle and she don't want help.
I have to serve customer and will be thirsty somemore my throat pain.
After awhile then she help me.
I say " Make people angry liao then help "
Boss chase me home and ask me go die because of this.
I been working for 3 year and 6 month.
Work so hard and this is what i get.
Skipping school just because they need people.
Work from morning till night just because they need people.
I very tired but never once say or reject whenever they need people.
Working so hard for them and this is all i get.
Since from the start i work, boss have been saying nasty thing but never once i talked back.
Mum alway want me to hack care him as he have to work so early in the morning at 4 am.
Still remember that time i want to be nurse, yes i really want to be.
But he say " You be nurse sure kana patient slap "
After that i give up on being nurse.
Yes, i admit my temper is bad.
But i control it already unless the customer is super cb one.
Everyone have limit but for mine even if it reach the limit i still keep quiet.
I never once defend for my self except for mum.
Whenever mum say me, i will say back.
But other say me, i just let it go.
I gonna give up sooner or later.
I can't take it anymore.

2009-12-31T19:57:00.001+08:00

4 day never post.
Can't blame as i working early in the morning at 4 am and have to wake up at 3 am.
Tired.
Update from yestersday ba.

30122009
Woke up at 3 am.
Bath everything and headed to work.
Work till 12 am.
Didn't talk to Weiliang for few 1/2 day already.
Cause he too vuglar.
Home, eat and sleep awhile.
Bath and went to work to take otah for dhoby ghuat.
Cab to tampines MRT to meet sister and headed to dhoby ghuat.
Weijian at there.
He bully me again.
Xiao di give me one box, not real one.
Between us got a glass.
Weijian scare i beat him, he quickly lock the door.
Head to tampines back with sister and mum.
Waited for boss to pick us up and headed to joon chiat to buy thing.
Me and sister went to eat roti prata while they buying thing.
Cab home after that at 6 plus pm.
Use computer for few minutes and sleep all the way to morning 5.30 am.

31122009
Woke up at 5.30 am.
Bath and headed to work.
Work was okok nahs.
Weiliang did talk to me.
LOL
Asked Love whether he read what i sms to him but actually is sent wrong.
We talked lot of thing.
Finally i get to find someone i could talk with work matter.
小馒头 went to have his lunch at 1.30 pm.
Suddenly lot of customer and i have to serve all of them alone.
And i get very irritating and fustrated.
Love ask me slowly.
I told him to shut up.
Weijian came and call me 肥婆.
I say shut up, i no mood.
Off work at 2 pm.
Went Yes super market to buy 1 tube of chocolate ice cream.
Craving for it.
LOL.
Home, have my lunch and still till 5 plus pm.
Bath, tidy my thing and use computer till now.
~~Going out soon with sister to vivo city.~~
Not going anymore.
So early go for fcuk.
CCB.

2009-12-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

Update again :D
Woke up at 4.35 am.
Bath and headed to work.
Weiliang came to pack Nasi Lemak at 6 am.
Ask him say slowly what he want and he purposely say fast fast.
Serve him can die.
Business was bad.
Love came at 11.30 am.
He is late for half an hour.
Ask him not to touch my Lunche Meat but he still touch.
Off work.
Went to Yes SuperMarket to buy some bread and sour plum.
Suddenly feel like eating sour plum.
After that to out coffeeshop wait for mum to off work.
12 pm, mum off work.
Went to Weiliang's Mum shop to pay those goods.
Weiliang wasn't there but Weijian is there.
He call me 肥婆, i call him 肥公.
He keep asking me to show him my phone.
Opposite auntie came to ask my where is Weiliang.
LOL
Weijian say my face and ear red.
Weiliang came back.
Weijian ask to see my phone and wink at weiliang.
Weiliang ask him issit want my number.
So funny please.
After that Weijian quickly run away cause he know that his mum going to ask him do something.
He run soo fast lur.
Home.
Cooked 5 half boil egg to eat with bread.
Bath and sleep till 7 plus pm.
Use computer till 8 plus pm and cook cup noodle.
Help mum to arrange those coin and continue using computer till now.

2009-12-25T21:30:00.001+08:00

Let update ~
Mixed Feeling

24122009
Work at 4 am as mum when to hougang to celebrate 4th Aunt birthday.
Woke up at 3.20 am.
By right should be 3.00 am but last night i work till 10.00 pm.
Tired as i only have 2 hour plus of sleep.
Work till 10.30 am.
Work was fun.
Love came at 10.30 am.
He bought drink for all of us.
When i told him i going home, he look at him with that *WHAT* face.
Everytime love bought drink for me, he have to force me to drink but you know i don't want him to buy for me cause he need to save for wedding.
Yes, he going to marry on January.
Why i know?
Cause i talk to boss about it that he want to take off for 3 day on January.
Home and eat.
Sleep till 3 / 4 plus pm.
Watch tv till mum is back.
Mum pack curry rice from bugis.
Eat and sleep till 7 plus pm.
Watch tv till 9 pm and went to bath.
Bus to Tampines Inter and train to dhoby ghaut with sister.
Thought of finding ahliang and etc but shop close.
Train to orchard.
Reach there at 11 plus pm.
Waiting for 12 am.
Bought 12 can of spray.
Someone touch my waist.
Dam it.
I sweep away his hand.
Walk around till 1.30 am and went to hong kong cafe to have supper.
Cab home after that.
Cab fare super expensive.
$22 plus.
Home at 2.30 am.
This year christmas not fun.
No mood at all.

25122009
Woke up at 7.30 am.
Bath and head to work.
Reach work, boss say 9 am.
Awww.
Went 264 to buy lor mee for mum.
Home and use computer till 8.50 am.
Went to work.
Work was soso.
Weiliang super bad please.
The rubbish soo heavy and he don't want help me and still laugh at me.
He know i don't know what is left and right in chinese.
He laugh again.
Bad !
Work till 2 pm.
Home and eat.
Sleep till 7 pm.
Bath and watch tv till 9 pm.
After that computer :D

2009-12-23T09:46:00.000+08:00

I wanted to update but i forgot all about it.
Mean hor i really must everyday if not i forget everything.

2009-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 4.30 am.
Dam freaking tired please.
Work at 5 am.
I wore grey colour while that rascal wore dark blue.
But still boss say we still couple.
Cause i wore light colour while rascal wore dark colour.
Awwww.
You know what that rascal say when boss say we are couple?
He say okay lur you say what is what lur.
So funny please.
If i were him, i will denied all the way right?
But he didn't.
Just like yestersday he laugh while taking the stock.
I wonder what he thinking?
I really want to know.
He like to bully me.
Just like today.
He want to pack Nasi Lemak and he choose those dishes.
He say so fast till i take wrong dishes.
Still say i stupid.
Work was fine.
Time pass quite fast.
Love came late today.
He seem no mood.
I'm hurt please.
He seem to ignore me.
He don't feel like talking to me.
What i done?
He should know whatever he done/say will effect me.
When he no mood = me no mood.
His mood = my mood.
What should i do?
I'm like another him.
He take over my mood.
Sometime i feel like crying to him and say whatever i have to say but i have to keep it all by myself.
Cause i told his buddy before that i treat him as brother.
But the fact is no, i can never treat him as brother.
I never love a person for soo long and deep.
I know no matter how long i love also not a matter.
It matter that how deep is it.
But now all i want is he could treat me like last time and not time soo cold and hurt.
Okay, i should stop saying all this.
Off work at 12 pm.
Bought fish & chip for me and sister.
Have a quarrel with weiliang's brother weijian but is fake one.
Mum told me weiliang love gentle girl.
Should i be gentle to him?
Yes, only him.
But hor he super naughty please.
Home, eat, bath and sleep till 7 pm.
Order pizza.
Hehe.
Finally get to eat pizza but i craving steamboat more.
Pizza came at 8 plus pm.
Waited for mum to be home but she home at 9.30 am.
Eat finish and use computer till now.

2009-12-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

LET UPDATE !
Today woke up at 4.30 am.
Work at 5 am.
Today again wear smae clothes with him.
And kana disiao by mum and boss.
Laugh.
Mum say we issit plan together waer what colour clothes.
LOl.
He say i crazy woman.
Sad die me.
Boss ask me to pack those stock.
So i say to weiliang : OI, quick lahs.
So funny please.
Tomorrow gonna wear pink clothes cause he don't have pink.
Work till 2 pm.
Dam tired.
I sort of angry with love.
I don't know why.
Pack food for small sister and me.
Home and eat.
Sleep from 3 pm to 7 pm but still kind of tired.
Wake up bath and use computer.
Wrap those item as i need to post them out.
6 month 12 day, feeling is still as deep as the sea.

2009-12-17T17:09:00.001+08:00

Baby, i just need one hearts.
Just one hearts, that is your hearts.

I feeling moody again.
I read a story and it make me moody.
Here the story:

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。
　　
我：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？　　
他：好，等我五分钟。　　
我：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。　
他：我总要打扮一下啊。　　
我：好啦，快一点喔。　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？
呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
　
我：怎么这么慢？　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。　
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？
我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。　　
他：对不起。　　

这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。　　
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。　　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。　　
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。　　

我：你最近怎么了？　　
他：没有啊。　　
我：那你为什么心情不好？　　
他：没有啊。　　
我：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？　　
他：...对不起。　　
我：我不要听你说对不起。　　
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。　　
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。　
　
我：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？　　
他：他休学了。　　
我：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？　　
他：他已经一个月没来了。　　
我：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？　　

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。
　　
阿立：喂，你还在干嘛啊？　　
我：什么？　　
阿立：ㄚ伟在医院啦。　　
我：真的？他怎么了？　　
阿立：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。　　
我：我马上去。　　

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。
　　
我：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。　　
我：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角　　
他：...对不起...。
说完，他闭上了眼睛。　　
我：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。　　

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。　　
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。　　
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？
第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　................................ 　　............................ 　　................... 　　................ 　　........... 　　......... 　　..... 　　
第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
一百张照片。

16122009
Woke up at 4.30 am.
Kinda tired as i slept at 2.30 am.
Work till 10 am.
Home, sleep all that.
Actually i forget what i do lahs.
I only remember i slept at 1 pm to 4.30 pm.
Wake up and bath.
Work till 10 pm.
Work was fun with love and 小馒头.
Love alway use the trick that i will give in whenever he want me to drink the water he bought.
Baddie.
Slept at 1 am.

17122009
Woke up at 12 plus pm.
Finally get to sleep so late.
I mean i alway sleep till 8 plus am or 9 plus am but today 12 plus pm lehs.
Wake up with a headache.
Use computer, tv and computer again.

Edit-ed Post
Just Back sometime ago.
5 plus pm went down to have dinner.
Home to change and head to dhoby ghuat.
Rach there at 7.30 pm.
Work till 9 plus pm ate nasi lemak.
Cab home after that.

2009-12-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry didn't update as i was too tired.

14122009
Woke up at 3 am for work.
Prepare and went to work at 3.30 am.
Work quite slack as i done almost everything.
At first the weiliang wear same colour and clothes with me.
After that become grey.
He scare wear same colour with me.
You know why?
Cause everytime kana disturb by my boss and some people.
We alway wear same colour clothes lor.
We didn't arrange to wear same clothes.
So funny.
I disturb boss with that auntie that their previous life is couple.
Really lor.
Boss say don't disturb him and that auntie or he disturb me with weiliang.
Don't went mama told me that weiliang's mum like me cause i hardworking keep work.
Opposite auntie who sell those noodle, laksa all those tell mum about that.
Hahas.
But now i don't know as something happen before.
Tell mum about it that weiliang suddenly change to grey clothes is it because he scare wear same colour with me?
She laugh.
Work till 12 pm.
Home, rested and went to bath.
Went down with mum to print thing from my thumbdrive.
After that cab to Tampines MRT and train to dhoby ghuat.
Thought i was late infect i early by 10 minutes.
Waited for sister to off work.
Shop at plaza singapura and movie after that.
Watched 2012.
Yes, finally watched.
There still sometime left so went to arcade.
Play basketball most all the time.
FUN!
Time for movie.
Bought nacho combo and share with sister.
Movie was nice but regret watching it.
Cause i don't want the world to end.
TOO CRUEL!
Heavy heart.
Movie ended 6 plus pm.
Arcade awhile before heading back to sister work place to find mum.
Sister work place is also HUP LEE the place i working.
Boss also there.
My cousin wad there as he working the same place.
Hate him man.
Like very proud like that.
Even sister hate him too.
Liangliang asked why i hate him too.
Told him.
Liangliang quite nice.
He may be my future brother-in-law.
Hahas.
Helped out and train back to tampines.
Shop awhile till 9 plus pm and cab home.
Sister went home while me and mum went 201 to find boss to pass him his item.
I ate too.
Thought of seeing love but fail.
Miss him.
Home after that.
Oh, sms with jason from moring till i sleep.
We have been sms-ing for few day.

15122009
Woke up at 10 plus am.
Shiok.
Use computer awhile and watch tv.
Hungry but lazy to cook maggie.
Wanted to order mac not enough cash.
So half boil egg is the best.
LOL.
~~Stop here will continue at night~~.

Edited Post
Feeling moody.
Stay whole day at home.
Either sleeping, computer or tv that all.

2009-12-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

I'm here again.
Mood wasn't very good.
Woke up at 4 am as the shop late open.
Not we late open is the owner of the coffeshop late open so everything is late.
4.30 am reach work place.
Business wasn't good too.
Around 6 am, weiliang came to buy Nasi Lemak.
I asked him want eat here or packet.
He say i ask extra lor.
Sad die me.
Pack finish, he ask me how much.
I say you want pay how much then pay nor.
You know how much he give?
20 cent. -.-
He wanted to give more after that but it okay la.
Finally he talked to me as in lot of sentence and let me serve him.
Oh, he soo gay please.
Finger nail soo long.
10 am, love came.
Love seem like no mood and didn't talk to me.
It make me no mood too.
Work till 11 plus am.
Pack Nasi Lemak.
Home and sister order KFC.
Have ny share too but due to too full i save it for dinner.
Sleep till 4/5 plus pm.
Bathed and use computer i think.
7 plus pm, make my KFC hot and eat it.
Eat already continue use computer.
Tomorrow gonna wake up at 3 am as mum off for 5 day.
Need to suffer 5 day.
Bye.

P/S: Seeing you still puting a heart beside my name, i'm happy.

2009-12-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'm here again.
Gonna update everyday without fail.
I trying to keep it alive.
But if i really busy or no time to update, don't blame me.
Hmm, today woke up at 4.40 am.
Should woke up at 4.30 am but lazy.
Bath all that and went to work.
Mood was very good.
Cause of love lahs.
Love ate the baked rice i bought for him yestersday.
Happy from yestersday till now.
Weiliang came to sent those goods.
He placed it on table and i say which rascal put here.
And he use his finger pointing himself and say he is the rascal.
Upper cute man.
Business for today were bad.
10 am, love came.
The auntie say i got mood already ah.
LOL
I say ya cause i late sleep and wake up early not so tired.
Love say i'm a weird person [怪胎].
Sad uhs.
Home around 11 plus am.
Withdrawn money and bought something from yes supermarket.
Bought strait time too.
Homed, cook white rice.
Sleep till 12 plus pm and watch tv.
Ate white rice with peanut and salted egg.
Continue watching tv all the way till 3 plus pm.
Bath and went to sleep till 8 plus pm.
Watch tv and look for job on strait time all the way till 9.30 pm.

P.S: Finding job for myself and intro you some job but you don't seem to appreciate it.

2009-12-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Changed my blogskin.
Nice not? =]
I thinking of finding job when Chinese New Year is over.
Or maybe now slowly find.
Love suggest me to go study a course so i could get a job easily.
I shall think about it,
Today woke up at 9 plus am.
Wanted to sleep more but can't get back to sleep.
Use computer for awhile.
Sweep and mop the floor, wash me and sister blanket and iron my clothes.
Done those chore don't till what time.
2 plus pm went to bath and prepare going out.
Bus to Tampines Interchange and train to dhoby ghaut.
Reached dhoby ghaut and went to the stall own by HUP LEE company which i currently working as part time under their compant located at 201.
Went there a few time and even work before.
The people over there was fun.
Pack 3 packet of chicken baked rice for love, 小馒头 and jenny auntie.
Went to buy some crystal while ah meng, the chef preparing the food for me.
Total cost of the food cost me $16.50.
Actually, ah meng only want to take $12 but i insist he just keep the money.
You know they are doing business also so i can't let them loss money right?
Around 4.30 pm left and train back to Tampines and bus back to 201.
Saw 小馒头 buying water.
Stare at him cause he look at me.
He give the "scare" expression.
Told him that his food have arrive.
He say bring to work place.
Went in to work place, put the food down.
Off i went out and bought myself a drink before heading home.
Was thinking whether love will eat the food i bought?
Cause yestersday, i asked jenny auntie whether she want to eat baked rice as she want to eat it for quite long so love say pack one for 小馒头 too as 小馒头 keep eating 201 food and will get tired of the food.
Asked love whether he want it too, he don't want.
But if 小馒头 and jenny auntie eat and he don't have like very out.
So bought one for him too.
Hope he will eat it.
Homed and change clothes.
Use computer all the way till now.
Inbetween did eat and toilet too.
I just recieve cecilia sms.
I asked her to ask her mum who is jenny auntie whether love ate the food i bought.
And yes, love ate it and finish the whole packet.
Super happy.
Oh my my, i too happy till i not sleepy anymore.
I still have to wake up at 4.30 am.

P.S: Love is not my stead. He is the guy i loved for 6 month 5 day and he gonna ROM soon with his 7 year of relationship wife-to-be.
P.S.S: I envy his wife-to-be. She get to be with him and he dote on his wife-to-be very much.

2009-12-10T02:59:00.000+08:00

Look at the time now.
I couldn't sleep.
I'm worried i couldn't find a job.
我好烦！

2009-12-07T18:13:00.004+08:00

I'm here to update.
05122009 ; friday

Satursday work till 2 pm.
Homed, have my breakfast cum lunch.
Went down buy strait time and fetch pig pig.
She wanted to eat mac.
So went to buy.
Show her the guy i love.
She keeping looking lor.
I will jealous de hor pig pig. =<
Homed, bath while she eating.
Bath finish and begin to find job from strait time.
Found some and called but due to too far so cannot.
After that when down to yes supermarket as they finding part time cashier but no more lur.
Bring pig pig to a shop selling psp all those as they finding people too but due to lot of guy, pig pig scare her boyfriend not happy.
Slack and went sushi shop for some sushi and blended ice.
After that bring her to take bus.
Homed.

06122009 ; Sunday

Work till 11 plus am.
Homed.
Online using phone.
People came to install a dk what into the wall,
Sleep till dk what time.
Use lappy, went down to find mama and eat.
Homed, tv and sleep.

07122009 ; Monday

Work till 7 plus am.
Homed, use lappy and sleep till 12.30 pm.
Bathed and went to work till 2.30 pm.
Working with him and matou is fun.
Take number from clinic and homed.
Use sister lappy till 5 plus pm.
Cooked maggie while sister using lappy.
Both sister went out with mama so i use her lappy again.
Tried a puff.
Some should know what it mean.
The "s" brand taste like chocolate taste.
LOL.
Which brand taste better?

If you don't want help that fine with me.
You don't treat me as friend.

2009-12-03T14:34:00.004+08:00

i here to rant again.
I'm supper angry.
don't mama know that i have sensitive skin?
and is better not to share cosmectic with other people yet she borrow it to cousin.
Everything think of them then me?
At work my skin got abit of cooking oil jiu red liao.
i have those supper sensitive skin.
Watch, earing, necklance also cannot wear if not have rashes and redness.
I hate sharing my thing with people.
If in that case, i buy again.
I hate using people use before item.
Ccb !

I been cough for few week.
Today smama say want buy cough medi for me, end up saying she is busy and need to cook.
Everything is important than me.
Totally nothin i'm nothing to her.
All she know is blame me for everyhing.
I'm tired of living.

2009-12-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

Last day of school.
Now gonnna find a full-time good pay job.
But it seem hard to find a job. ><
Anyone got job intro ?

2009-11-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

feeling very down now.
every time i asked mummy something or what, she didn't care.
Everything in this world is much more important than me.
She admit twice.
I really don't know what reason to live on anymore.
I told her something and she don't believe.
I don't know what i am to her.
I'm never important to her.

2009-11-27T17:22:00.003+08:00

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2009-11-26T08:37:00.000+08:00

Before i went out to meet sabrina and nurrahaan, let me just post abit to keep my blog alive.
Woke up at 7 am.
Wake up call to sabrina and nurrahaan.
Use sister lappy till 7.30 am and went to bath.
Called sabrina but no answer so continue using lappy till she call/sms me.
8 plus am, she called me.
She overslept.
Can't blame her.
She working at orchard yestersday night.
Hahas.
I think i haing flu soon.
Keep on AH CHUZXZXZXZ !
My cough not ok yet come MR FLU !

2009-11-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hi,

It been 6 day since i last posted.
Didn't went to school since friday.
Awww.
No interest in school and studying so go also no use right?
Tomorrow going to Tm/Cs to find full time job.
I plan already.
Then every month give her 200 buck and phone bill all pay by myself not like now.
Now is every month give her 200 buck that include my phone bill too.
Mama nagging now.
Awwww.
Nagging because left 1 week till exam and no school already.

Bye bye

2009-11-13T23:49:00.001+08:00

Really glad to know back some of my primary schoolmate back.
Especially AHWENNN !
I glad that whenever i tell her some of my unhappiness, she will surely be there for me.
I so gonna start eating dieting pill, jogging and eat healthy food.
Gonna really start slimming down.
JIAYOU AHWENN AND ME !!!

2009-11-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

MOTHER IS GETTING MORE AND MORE SUCK !
ALL SHE THINK IS ABOUT HERSELF !
EVERY MONTH GIVE HER $200.
ONLY $50 IS FOR PHONE BILL.
SHE $$ FACE !
I USE MINE OWN MONTH TREAT SISTER AND MYSELF HAIR TREATMENT ALSO CAN'T.
I WONDER I'M HER REAL DAUGHTER ?
TODAY ME AND SISTER AT SALON DOING TREATMENT.
SHE CAME TO SALON AND BEAT US.
SHE DON'T GIVE US FACE YET WANT US GIVE HER FACE !

2009-11-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hi, i back to school to study already.
Sian nor.
I get to contact back Analiza, Valerie Heng & Valerie Cai already.
Hahas.
We get our PSLE result and we didn't contact till now.
4 year plus already.

P/S: Does anyone know any matter of slimming down ?
Tag me if you know.

fucking irritating !

2009-11-04T10:00:00.001+08:00

can't i have the right to quit school?
even my mama let me quit lor.
But teacher fucking irritating keep call.
I have no more interest in study.
I prefer working than study.
I want quit mean i think through it and have decide on it.
Now saying that want come my house.
Hate it man.

SUPER DUPER WEIRD DREAM

2009-10-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

Guess what i dream ?
I dream that i pregnant for 3 month.
At that time, dk why like water bag bust.
I so scare.
But end up nothing.
I sayang my tummy say must guai guai.
My baby reply me.
Baby even talk.
I kana shock till fall down.
I talk again and baby reply very soft.
I was so scare that that fall will lose my baby.

P/S : w love baby too.

2009-10-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

We were given:

Two hands to hold.

To legs to walk.

Two eyes to see.

Two ears to listen.

But why only one heart?

Because the other was given to someone else.

For us to find.

I found mine but his heart doesn't belong to me.

So now i still have to find a new one that totally belong to me.

Lappy have sented to hospital.
Awww.
Poor lappy.
So gonna buy a new one once i have earn enough money.

希望在能梦到你。

2009-10-28T11:36:00.000+08:00

The day before yestersday, i dream of me and that small little 16 year old boy together.
We even slept together.
Yestersday, i dream of w and the one i love.
Such a sweet dream.

明明还是爱着你但一直在欺骗自己。

2009-10-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

Yes, i still love him.
Yet i'm bluffing myself that i no longer in love with him.
It really hard to forget him and stop loving him.
He so handsome, nice and perfect in my heart.
He mine everything.

P/S : W is soo cute.

Edited Post
Now 2.18 am.
Day pass by, the more i think i'm not their real blood daughter.
Mother say yes, second sister exam is more important than me.
Mean i totally not important i'm her heart,
I'm nothing in her heart.
Whenever i have exam, i still have to work no matter what.
But sister can don't work cause of exam.
I having bad sore throat.
My throat is pain like fuck.
She don't even know.
Even i'm sick i still have to work.
i'm just a girl who she pick up from somewhere.
She pity me so i get to stay with them.
Two of her daughter is much more importabt than me.
I'm nothing to her. nothing to this family.
On my birthday, she gave me $60.
Today, she keep saying over and over that her money drop to the sea.
Since she gave me for my borthday, why she keep repeat it?
Everyday, i will be sad or even worst cry to sleep.
I just hope i could leave this place, this world.
She don't understand me at all.
All she know is hurt me like nobody business.
I going to 离家出走。
Any place for me to stay for the time being?

我已经把你给放下了。

2009-10-23T08:06:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Woke up late for work.
I woke up at 4 am.
Quickly rush.
Work till 7 am.
Work finish help mother take thing home.
Using lappy now.
Later going out with tian xin.

Am i their real blood daughter?

2009-10-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

Now 12 plus am already.
Birthday over.
Why parent will forget about my birthday?
Issit i'm not important or i'm just nothing in their heart?
Just now thought of commit suicide.
Forget my birthday nevermind but mum say does hurtful thing.
Am i their real blood daughter?
I been asking myself this question for year.
I never once feel that i'm one of them.
Never did i feel loved by this family.
I really feel like commit suicide.
So i won't feel sad & unhappy.
Why can't they let me feel loved in this family.
Anything goes wrong, i would be the one scolded by father.
Even if is sister wrong, i'm the one who get scolded.
I have been unhappy for day & noone know.
Mother alway thought that i trying to run away from work cause of him.
But no matter how much i explain, she keep on repeat that i don't work cause of him.
I don't know what i suppose to do nor say already.
I gave up.
I no longer could stand it.
I could say that if i really cmi, i would commit suicide.
I promise i will.
I'm soo left out.
My family alway make me think that they are one family instead of me in it.
I really don't know what to do.
Why should me be the one who suffer from this?
Friend & family are the same.
Friend make me feel soo extra and left out just like my family.
I soo stress.
I want to run away from all this.
I hope god would take me away.
My birthday wish would be " Please god, take me away from all this and i would be happy."
Now i crying like a mad woman.

Edited Post

I suspect that i might have collen cancer.
Collen cancer have two type.
the two type are Local Colon Cancer and Systemic Colon Cancer.

Symptoms of Local collen cancer are
•Changes in your bowel habits, such as bowel movements that are either more or less frequent than normal
•Constipation (difficulty having a bowel movement or straining to have a bowel movement)
•Diarrhea (loose or watery stools)
•Intermittent (alternating) constipation and diarrhea
•Bright red or dark red blood in your stools or black, dark colored, "tarry" stools
•Stools that are thinner than normal ("pencil stools") or feeling as if you cannot empty your bowels completely
•Abdominal (midsection) discomfort, bloating, frequent gas pains, or cramps

Symptoms of Systemic collen cancer are
•Unintentional weight loss (losing weight when not dieting or trying to lose weight)
•Loss of appetite
•Unexplained fatigue (extreme tiredness)
•Nausea or vomiting
•Anemia (low red blood cell count or low iron in your red blood cells)
•Jaundice (yellow color to the skin and whites of the eyes)

I have some of the Symptoms such as
•Bright red or dark red blood in your stools or black, dark colored, "tarry" stools
•Diarrhea (loose or watery stools)
•Abdominal (midsection) discomfort, bloating, frequent gas pains, or cramps
•Unexplained fatigue (extreme tiredness)

I just woke up not long and now i feeling sleepy again.
I keep telling myself that cannot be de.
Even if yes, that great.
Can die early.

2009-10-21T08:37:00.003+08:00

Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow

Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead,

Just walk beside me and be my friend

Today is my birthday.
But it seem like noone remember it.
Even mama too.
Every year, before she goes to work, she will make red egg for me.
Now none.
I'm very sad.
Feel like crying too.
Only
Guan hao[see my facebook & when counting down to 16 day than wish me. Mean 5 october already wish me.],
Gracia [See my msn nick yesterday] &
Bee [Yestersday see my facebook] wished me.
Today he not in singapore too.
He went back to malaysia.
Don't know why he choose to off today.
Sad die me.
Make me feel life soo meaningless.

Edited Post

Parent forget about my birthday.
1 pm out of the house & bus to tampines interchange.
Shop alone till 4 pm.
Meet angie for sushi tei.
She bought a mini medoly cake.
So nice of her.
Wanted to watch movie but the timing cmi.
Shop around till 7 plus pm & went home.
Msg dad that is my birthday and whether he could buy me this

Which i want it dam long.
But no reply from him.
Oh, i want this too.

Sister say want buy for me but never.
Sad lahs.
I still feeling sad & unhappy.
Sometime i feel that i not their real blood daughter.
Their action & sometime their word make me think & feel soo.

Special thank to : Alvin, Guan Hao, Gracia, Bee, Tian Xin, Hong Zhi for wishing me & Angie for accompany me.

原来，遗忘也是一种祝福，转身也是一种深爱。

2009-10-20T00:51:00.004+08:00

Ello,

See the time i blogging right now?
~~Today~~ nono Yesterday, woke up at 9.30 am.
Use lappy till 10.30 am.
It like OMG gonna late soon.
Bath all that & cabbed to school.
School was okay :D
School till 4.30 pm.
Cab home as later working.
So home & sleep awhile.
End up overslept.
So didn't went to work as sister helping me.
Bath & study for BEO.
Headache sia cause i hate this subject.
Study till 11.30 pm.
Was like hmmm hungry.
So went to put water on the wok & on fire.
Second sister heard it & offer to cook for me.
Really touch by her.
Almost cry.
Thank sister.
I love you althought your temper is bad.
Really hungry till within few minutes i finish it.
Pack my thing & off i use lappy.

简单的生日愿望是能见到他就开心了。
对，我是每天多能见到他。
但星期三他没做工。
好想和他说话。
好想见到他。
好想像过去一样。

2009-10-19T01:15:00.004+08:00

Ello,

Thing are alright now *I think so*
Just hope that we could be like the past.
Birthday is coming soon.
But i have to work on that day.
I alway wish that on my birthday, someone i love or someone who love me came to me with two ticket.
Guess what ticket is that?
Is Singapore Flyer ticket.
He drive me there or we cab there.
That is super romantic.

现在事情都没有问题 *因该是 *
只是希望我们能够像过去一样。
生日即将到来。
但那天我得做工。
我一直希望在我的生日那天，我爱的人或爱我的人拿着两张票来找我。
猜猜是什么票？
是新加坡摩天轮门票。
他驾我或做的士去那里。
这是超级浪漫。

2009-10-14T09:41:00.003+08:00

No longer friend
So what for contacting?

Didn't went to school again.
Thing happen yestersday.
Don't know how to face him anymore.
Cry so badly about it.
I need a break.
I need someone to be there for me.
I alway waiting for my birthday & soo happy for it but now not at all.

2009-10-12T09:52:00.007+08:00

Me & two four year of friend are no longer friend anymore.
I mean it.
They are too much.
On 2 october, we already no longer friend.
Everything is obvious at 3 plus pm.
They rather want her than me.
I know what the answer i alway wanted to know.
Thank.

Going school soon.
I'm still in holiday mood.
T.T
Woke up at 3.30 am.
Work at 4 am till 6 am.
My pig suppose to work at 6 am but he late lahs.
F.Y.I: We are not together nor he know i love him.
Home, eat my nasi lemak & sleep till 9.30 am then bath.
Finally get to eat.
Me since Satursday night never eat till this morning then eat.
Awwww.

Edited Post

Now 12.45 pm.
Just read my past post & i cry.
Awww.
after school going to buy contact lens with ANGIE

2009-10-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ello, came to post before sleeping :}
Woke up late for work.
Suppose to wake up at 4.30 am but wake up at 6 am.
Mama called me.
Bath all that & went for work.
Work was fine just that i don't know why i keep give the wrong change to customer & forgeting the price.
Work till 11 am.
Homed & use lappy till 1 plus pm.
Order Mcdonald.
Sleep at 2 plus pm & woke up at 3 pm.
Bath all that & went to work.
Working with him was fun okay.
If he don't mention the girl name lahs.
He mention & i won't talk to him so he don't dare mention.
'She' visit me today.
Sian nor.
Work till 10 pm & home sweet home.

2009-10-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

Love someone who love you & not you love him/her

I'm here to post!
Anyone miss me?
I hope there is.
Hoping for more tag pleasee.
Today woke up at 8 am due to stomache.
Use laptop till 9 am & went to bath.
9.40 am went to work.
Work was fine just that that idiot like to use a girl who work in dhoby ghaut who name as ah yue to make me.
I alway angry because of that.
Around 4 plus pm, i say forever don't want talk to him & he say sorry blablabla.
But i still angry.
Oh ya, mama called me around 3 plus pm to tell me that weiliang's mother ask her what is my surname.
And weiliang finally talked to me.
But he called me siao zabor it mean crazy woman.
5 pm ended work & packed mac home.
Eat & watch tv till 8 pm.
Went to bath & use laptop.
Facebook, plurk & check email.
:D
That all.

2009-10-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

4 month 2 day,

i still loving you deeply

Finally finish changing my blogskins.
Nice?
Hmm, 3 more day to school reopen.
Don't like no no is Don't want school reopen.
Hate school and those friend around me.
Not all friends only some.
But i know Angie and Tian xin will alway lend me their ear when i'm unhappy or something.
I love them to the max pleasee.
Shall post till here.
Have to wake up at 6 am to have breakfast with second sister & work at 10 am.

You guy no longer no friend.
You guy take me for granted.
You guy rather listen to 4 month of friend then 4 year plus of me.
I'm dissappointed and sad.
But no matter what, i have enough of it.
Good bye, my friend.

2009-09-23T12:27:00.002+08:00

About 8/9 day no update already.
Now having 3 week holiday.
Working for this 3 week holiday ba.
Earn more money.
This year study finish, maybe quit school already.
Cause i afraid of knowing new friend & those monster.

2009-09-14T19:32:00.002+08:00

I feel that they don't want me as friend anymore.
Sms them no reply.
I feel that she totally replace the place i'm.

2009-08-31T16:25:00.003+08:00

Ello,

i'm here just to wish

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Babe, stay pretty & strong forever. :D

2009-08-29T14:55:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog again.
I'm soo happy to know that actually i have many true friend.
On thursday, that india girl find problem again.
I go to school myself, lesson & lunch break with angie.
Unless lesson that need group work then i will join them.
But she still not happy with it.
When i with nurnur & sabsab, she trying to kick me out of the group.
Now i with angie, she want to kick me out of the class.
I break down.
But lucky this thing happen cause i found out that actually i have alot of good friend by mine side.
I know Ahyeen, Susanna, Sabsab & Nurnur will alway be there for me.
But since this girl came, i tend to feel that nurnur & sabsab have been a stranger to me.
But lucky i have ANGIE with me.
She will alway be there for me.
I know whenever i need her, she will just be there for me without saying any word.
Whenever i ask her out, she will go out with me without any reject.

Here are what i want to say to them althought they might not see it.

ANGIE
Thank for being there for me whenever i need you.
Whatever i do, you would be there to give me your support.
Whenever i ask you out, you would alway say yes without any reject.
Thank god for letting me to know you.
I never have such a great friend just like you before till i enter ITE & met you.
I Never or should say very less that i talk to people my problem & unhappyness.
You the first one.
I'm happy to know such a great friend.
I LOVE YOU.

Ahyeen
Thank for being there for me too.
Since that girl cry on SBM lesson, i thought that you helping her all the way.
You even say to nurnur & sabsab that they have to talk to her or you will kill or whatever to them.
I thought that that girl cry & you find her innocent & all is mine fault.
Sorry that i have wrong you.
Thank my friend.

Nurnur & SabSab
Dear friend, i miss the past.
I really miss the past badly.
We laugh loudly, talk nonsense & whatever we do will alway be today.
But since that girl came, everything change.
Yes, i'm very unhappy since the girl came the second day.
But what can i do?
I thought that you guy say bad thing behind my back.
You guy keep helping her.
But all wrong.
You guy actually scold her for causing me to skip school, cry & went home.
Friendship for 4 year plus but till i'm not strong enough to maintain it.
Now it seem that you guy are stranger to me.
I'm sorry.

Susanna
Thank for being there for me that thursday.
I alway thought that you're irritating & noisy.
Yes, you're still irritating & noisy but you're a good friend.
Thank :D

I realise that i have actually a few good friend.
Hope it not late to know it now.
Let stop here, i can't stop myself from dropping tear.

P.S: Hope everything will stop between me & ela.

2009-08-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

Ello,

Here to update.

25 August 2009

Didn't went to school.
Actually i already wke up at 6.30 am & prepare.
Prepare finished & msg nurnur & sabsab.
But they no reply.
So called sabsab house, she say she on MC.
So called nurnur but no answer no matter how many time i called.
She 8 plus/9 plus am then reply me saying that she gastric pain, going to see doctor & will msg me after that.
So after like 1 hour or so, i msg her whether still going orchard & hope she can.
But no reply.
So went to sleep till 11 plus am.
See phone but no reply from nurnur.
So nevermind.
Msged Angie whether she want to go orchard.
She say she going movie with wendy & asked me to join them do.
So okay norhs.
Went to bath & bus 291 to Tampines interchange.
Meet them at MRT station.
Went to buy ticket for Orphan.
Since we still have about 1 hour to eat so we went food fourt for lunch.
Ate finish & we still have time so shop around.
Time for movie & i bought drink in.
First part of the show quite scary.
Watch this show & i felt the time pass so slow.
I wish the time pass quickly cause the show very scary.
But overall quite nice.
The show finished at 4 pm.
Went to toilet & goodbye to wendy as me & angie going orchard shop.
Quite happy.
We shop till 8 plus pm & home.
We every 2-3 wewek go out one time & have good meal. :D
Train-ed back.
I alight at City Hall & Angie Alight at Raffle Place.
Train-ed back & bus 3 to work place as i have to take thing.
Saw him ♥.
But no mood to see him cause very tired as next day have work at 4 am.
Home-d, use lappy & went to sleep.

26 August 2009

Woke up at 3.30 am.
Feel dam hot & thirsty si i drank four vintagen.
So bath & went for work.
Work till like 5 plus am & suddenly stomach pain.
Quickly chiong to toilet.
Work till 6.30 am.
Actually 6 am but helped out abit.
Went to buy thing as mama want me to buy.
Saw that wei jian.
He say my boyfriend just went out.
So asked him who my boyfriend & how come i don't know.
He say is wei liang.
Diao lorhs.
Sort of quarrel with him.
Those play play type.
His mama asked us not to quarrel.
I say him meimaos :X
Home-d & stomach still CMI.
So decide not to go.
So help mama out.
Went down with her.
Buy everything & sat down wait for mama as mama still have thing to buy.
Saw that wei jian again.
He going to sent stock to shop.
He stopped & quarrel again.
Play play again.
Keep chase him off.
After awhile & he came back again.
He say how come i know today he meimaos.
He say i should see handsome whether got mao anot.
LOL
I beat him but my hand dam pain nor.
He say who ask me want beat him.
I say him & wei liang skins same one.
Home-d & help out till 11 plus am.
Have lunch & went to sleep.
Nurnur & ahyeen dam irritating.
Keep msg me about that bytch.
Ask me go school to settle with her.
I don't even wish to talk to her.
I having diarrhoea & still insist me to go school.
WTF sial.
I going crazy already.
Thank to that bytch.
Lucky i still have angie by my side.
12 plus pm sleep till 1 plus pm.
Went to bath & continue to copy my work.
Have dinner at 4 plus pm.
Continue copy & sleep till 8 plus pm.
Watch tv & useing lappy.

2009-08-24T12:30:00.002+08:00

23 August 2009

Wasn't good day for me.
I angry with everything.
Angry with what i wear, what i'm & everything.
Work till 11 am.
Home, used lappy & went to bath.
Bus 291 to tampines library & change to bus 27 to hougang.
Train to orchard & shop around ION & far east.
Wanted to bus home but something happen between sister & the bus driver.
Overall is the bus driver wrong.
I gonna make a complain & demand a apolgy from the bus driver.
Train home & something happen again.
The door closed on me.
Home at around 5 plus pm.
Use lappy awhile & fall asleep till 10 pm.
Woke up, change clothes & use lappy.
Changed blogskins for almost 2 hour.
Sleep at 1 plus am.

24 August 2009
Woke up at 8 plus am.
Use lappy till 9.30 am & went to prepare for school.
Meet nurnur at 10.30 am.
Sab didn't went to school as she's sick.
Hope she is fine.
Reach school at 11 plus am.
Now POA lesson doing project yet i'm here to blog.
Oh ya, i just now helped nur to create a blog.
Hehe.
I shall continue if there is anything to add.

2009-08-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

Lot of thing happen today.
One whole night keep thinking that all this happen is mine fault.
If i'm okay with her all this won't be happening.
But i can't force myself to like or okay with her.
I don't know how to face them and those friend.
Everyone is seem helping and siding her.
Maybe i out of their group and life everything would be fine.
But i still can't face them.
Sorry...

2009-08-19T07:25:00.002+08:00

I cry after reading sabsab blog.
I can't bear to break the friendship with both of you too.
Whereever i need someone is school, you both will be there for me.
Yes, since that bytch came, i feel being neglect.
I miss the time when we talking nonsense & laughed.
But since she joined us, everything change.
Change to i rather be quiet than talking nonsense & laugh.
Change to i rather went home straight than going shopping, eat or anywhere.
I rather be alone if she is with us.
I rather be quiet if she is with us.
I rather not ask her to join us since she came from the first days if i know she's a attitude & etc girl.
Now i rather be alone, doing thing alone & everything cause i don't want that bytch to be with us so i choose to be alone.

2009-08-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

I think i feeling fine already.
Maybe is only temporary.
To say the truth, i want that india girl out of the group.
I don't want her.
I want everything back to normal.
:D
Today have a good chat with Angie.
But that bytch keep stare at her.

TO THAT BYTCH :
I KNOW YOU WILL BE VIEWING MINE BLOG.
I DON'T GIVE A DAM.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU & OUT OF OUR GROUP.
& STOP STARING AT ANGIE UHS.
STOP ALL YOUR LIE.
KEEP SAY THAT YOU WILL CHANGE.
END UP?
CHANGE YOUR CB MAN !
I REALLY WANT TO OUT OF OUR LIFE.
I HATE YOU TO THE MAX.
MAX TILL EXPLODE !
CHAGE YOUR CB.

2009-08-17T11:11:00.008+08:00

Sometime i feel like leaving this world.
Maybe i would be more happy when i'm in the other world?
All i know is leaving this world would be the best.
The only thing i wish for.
I will be privating my blog soon or change my url.
Reason ?
Cause that bytch seem to know mine URL.
Starting from tomorrow?
I don't want anyone to read mine blog.
Blog is the only place where i can write all mine unhappy thing in it.
Maybe those who want me invite them can leave their email address on mine tagboard.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Now 1.20 pm.
I angry/sad or whatever emotion.
I feel that they are torturing me.
I can't take it anymore.
I giving up soon.
I giving up on the friendship with them.
I can't stand it anymore.
I wish to continue my friendship with them but they seem to be geting far from me.
Not that close anymore.
They are more close to that bytch.
The bytch trying to chase me away from them.
I will let her win.
Cause i can't take it anymore.
This is not mine fault.
Or i should say blame me for all this.
Since the day when the bytch join us, everything change.
I know they are talking bad about me.
We are FRIEND FOR 4 YEAR but till can't compare they & the bytch are friend only few month.
I feel like quiting school.
No more meaning to stay right.
but lucky i still have ANGIE.
ANGIE will alway be there for me, am i right angie?
Let stop here i guess.
Now i'm in Multi- media & i can't hold mine tear back.
Maybe i causes this to happen.
Once i leave them, everything will be alright i guess.

Let take it that i rather run away then facing problem.

2009-08-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

Dear blogger,

I have no one to turn in so i came to blog.
I cry but i don't know i'm angry or sad.
Quite sad and angry cause they say me & her dislike each other & very troublesome.
Seriously sometime i think i'm their dog than friend.
I also don't know what i'm to both of them.
I feel that they don't even care mine feeling.
Cause mine feeling is nothing to them.
I'm just a nothing to them.
Everytime they want go where, nevermind follow.
I want go where, you all don't want or say see first.
Is you guy make me dislike school.
Make me dislike everyone around me.
Cause i'm a nothing!
I love school actually but i starting to hate school cause of you guy.
Want me to commit?
Say i not interested in study but please commit?
What are you guy trying to say uhs?
Seriously you guy make me thing that life suck.
I feel that i'm not part of you guy anymore.
That bytch have become part of you guy.
Not as close as before already.
I'm nothing already.
You guy make me feel that alone is better.
Alone in my world and stop facing the world & human being.
I rather run & hide than facing it.
I rather staying at home than facing human being.
I rather lock myself up than facing the world.
Noone ever care about mine feeling.
Guess i should blame myself.
Cause i hide all my feeling even thought i'm sad, angry, dissapointed but i still give a smile.
Even though sometime i give the sad, angry, dissapointed face, i still say nothing.
I should blame myself cause i afraid being alone, being left alone, being in the dark so friend are important to me.
But would they be there for me?
No !
NO !
Really hate mine parent for bringing me to this world.
But what can i do?
I should stop already.
The more i continue, the more tear i drop.
I want be alone for the rest of mine life.'
I don't want any friend & human being step into mine life.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Edited Post

Now 11.55 am & yet i'm still wide awake.
Was thinking about it & tear drop down whether thinking about it.
Maybe end this friendship would be better?
I don't know.
Feel like ending my life.
Hope GOD would take me away now.
& i would be happy.

2009-08-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

1 month 28 days & still loving you

3 day to 2 month

我爱死你

She say sorry to me.
Big fcuk?
I don't give a dam.

2009-07-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

1 month & 26 days

& i still loving you deeply

Ello again.
I need someone to help me change my blogskins.
I see until sian liao.
That why don't feel like blogging.
Today school was very very fun.
LOL
Know why fun?
Cause i crazy mahs.
Woke up late.
I set wrong alarm.
Called sab & went to bath.
Sab also late.
Went to her block to find her.
Althought we are late but we still went for mac breakfast.
After went to school.
SMB lesson sibei fun.
I beat teacher.
He say beat is love 打是爱.
He say bread talk & ask me not to think of bed talk.
LMAO.
I strangle him cause he call me pig !
He call me maid also cause i never wear shoes.
Fun right?
I have a new baby.
But my baby is weird.
Instead of making baby sound, she make MEOW sound. ( hor sheila? )
TOday that india dam cb again.
I say the pic dam nice & she straight away just say not nice.
Fuck right?
She better not me fed up or else i BOMB & she gonna get a scolding/shouting from me.
TEACHER LIKE MY IDEA OF PASTEING CRYSTAL ON THUMBDRIVE & I GIVE ANOTHER IDEA IS CUSTOMER WANT PUT CRYSTAL ON THEIR OWN ITEM, WE HELP THEM PUT ON SPOT.
TEACHER LIKE LEHS.
WHOOOOOOOOOO !
THAT FUCKING INDIA SURE ANGRY LEHS.
HER TASTE SOO SUCK BODOH !
Ok, enough of her.
Cab to 201.
Wait for sister & went to check our eyesight for contact lens.
We trying out the 1 month contact lens.
Mine $25, sister $30.
LOL.
Home & use lappy.
Sleep till 8 pm.
I say mama name is KAN CHIONG.
She say mine name is lan [ rotten ] jiao.
& I SHOUT MY NAME IS LIE LAN JIAO.
Hehes.
Okay larhs that all.
Mine phone from E71 become E63.
Awww.

2009-07-28T20:03:00.001+08:00

Ello,

I'm here to blog.
If not someone say i no blog ( hor tian xin ? )

Yesterday 27 july 2009

Work at 3.30 am to 8 plus am.
Mama call me when i already outside the house.
She asked me to buy food from mama shop at house downstair.
But i don't want cause tired.
Went to room & play lappy.
Mama still haven off air con.
I talk to her she don't want reply cause i don't want buy food for her.
GUESS WHAT I DID THEN SHE REPLY ME ?!
I farted. :X
Sleep till 12 plus pm.
Use lappy then went to bath.
Bus to tampines inter & train to raffle place to collect thing.
After that train to somerset.
Waited for tian xin nuer.
While waiting, i went to bought food from 7-11.
But hor eat liao stomach pain.
Tian xin nuer came & off we went buy ticket for murderer at 4.25 pm.
Shopped around.
Bought pop corn & nanchoo.
Went in & watch show liao.
Me keep use my half cardi cover my hand.
Tian xin nuer touch me twice & i kana scare !
Movie finished at 6 plus pm.
Shopped around & went hong kong cafe for dinner.
After that shopped again till 8 plus pm & train home.
Went work to take my bottle.
Xiao di at work place.
He say ' girl, you wear till so pretty never ask me bring you out. '
Hahas.
Went home & mama ask me bring coin down.
Bring down & my love keep see me but i ignore him.
Back use lappy.
Put mask & went to sleep.

Brb.
~~to be continue~~

Edited Post
Now 11.11 pm.
I'm back to continue my post.

28 July 2009

Woke up at 8.30 am.
Use lappy till 9 am.
Went to bath & meet nur at inter at 10 am.
Bus to school.
Was late for half an hour.
BEO having exam.
Exam finish off we go.
Cab to 201 find mama & home.
Went down with mama.
Mama want change phone.
But end up is i change to E71.
LOL.
But kinda not use to it.
BLABLABLABLA ~~~~~~~~~~
Lazy liao.
Bye.

2009-07-20T13:21:00.005+08:00

Ello,

Didn't went to school.
Not interested in school.
Don't like go school too.
Feel like quiting school.

Edited Post
Now 4.38 pm.
Feeling moody.
Cause birthday in 2 month plus.
But every year is a lonely birthday.
No present, no anything.
This year birthday, i wish for lot of present but the best pressent i wish for is him to celebrate with me.
But i know is impossible.
Hais.
Dam fucking moody now till want cry.

MAMA WANT ME TO FIND BOYFRIEND.
._.WHO WANT BE MY BOYFRIENDS?
BUT I TELL YOU FIRST, NO FEELING DE PLEASE.
ONLY MY ♥ WILL ALWAY BE IN MY HEART.

2009-07-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

Does anyone know where sell cheap SWAROVSKI CRYSTALS ?
Do tag me if you know okay?
Thank You.

2009-07-12T19:25:00.002+08:00

Just came back not long.
Hmm, work till 11 am.
Waited for mom to end work till 12 plus pm.
Homed & lappy till 2 pm.
Went to bath & continue using lappy.
Wake mom up at 3.30 pm.
Went to tampines mall.
Went to eat din tai fung eat.
I pay for it.
Cost $40.
After went to find buy hairband.
I bought 7 of it.
Cost $40.
Then went to collect mom watch.
I bought a necklance watch for $115.
As i'm allergic to those watch wear on wrist.
Shop-ed around till 6 plus pm.
Went to aunt house take thing & cab home.
Today spent total of $200 & Mon to fri spent $90.
Total spent $290 for this week.
Broke lurhs.
AWWW.
START SAVING LIAO LARHS.

2009-07-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

OneMonthFourDays

I feel like i pregnant like that.
Cause everyday i will crave for food.
It like yesterday feel like eating chicken wrap, today feel like eating prawn.
If i crave for it, i MUST get to eat it.
Just like today afternoon, i crave for sour plum & i really went to buy 4 packet of it.
Mother ask whether i pregnant not.

2009-07-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

OneMonthThreeDays

Shall do a proper update?
Woke up at 6 am.
Bath-ed & used lappy till 7 am.
Walked to Mama shop to meet mine beloved nurnur & sabsab.
Although sometime i really fed up with them but they are the one that i can go crazy with them.
But sabsab was late so me & nurnur went first.
I wasn't in mood.
Cause i having headache.
Lesson was fun.
Have lunch with nurnur, sabsab, eva, susanna & the new india girl.
WOAH, say till this india girl i dam angry can.
She cb siahs.
The second day she came, me, sabsab & nurnur ask her to join us sit together & have lunch together.
So that time i still okay with her.
But yesterday, when having SBM lesson, teacher ask us the think five idea/suggestion on what to sell.
Because we going to think, make a proposal give teacher, teacher will help us make some changes, pass the proposal to the head master or what & if the proposal approve we will get $500 to start the business.
So i give an idea of selling cute thumbdrive & she reject it.
F.Y.I : Me, sabsab, nurnur & her is in a group.
CB siahs.
You see cute thumbdrive seldom sold in singapore.
You know what her idea?
More worst than mine.
Her idea is go airport, buy the chocolate & pack them into smaller packet.
Walao.
As you know item that sold in airport is much more expensive right?
People is buy cheap thing, decorate it & sell at much higher price.
She?
Buy expensive thing & sell it in cheap price.
So we will lose money instead of earning.
As those money we earn. will divide among overself.
She dam bossy lorhs.
Hate her man.
Today BEO lesson, sabsab & nurnuur went to toilet.
They came back & that india girl told them don't know & say is teacher say.
But i never even heasrd teacher say anything at all.
Nurnur pass a paper & place it on my book & say read.
I wanted to take it & read, she snatch it.
& everytime walk from class to class or anywhere she will push me away from sabsab & nurnur whenever i walk beside them.
CB siahs.
I hope sabsab & nurnur will not believe her norhs.
FCUK OFF MAN.
School ended at 2.30 pm.
Went to toilet & cafe 1 to buy ice cream.
After that meet nabilah & waited for nadrah.
Bused 38 home.
While walking home, saw boss & small sister at coffee shop eating so went to sit with them.
Saw xiao di infront of us.
He still the same.
After that go toilet & home with sister.
Sister bluff boss say i push her go in the coffee shop to see xiaoxiao di.
AWWW.
Boss say it mine advantage.
Homed, use lappy awhile & sleep till 8 plus or 9 plus pm.
Watch tv till 10 plus pm & went to bath.
& now here i'm using lappy.

KENND DIDI GOT GIRLFRIEND DON"T WANT ME LIAO.
SAD DIE ME !
SOBS

P.S: Sorry for the long post.

2009-07-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

I crazy over bag.
I bought 4 bag on blogshop.
Hehes.

2009-07-02T16:41:00.001+08:00

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I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him

BOY, I MISS YOU LAHS ! D=

2009-07-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

Thought of going daddy house to visit him with mom.
But afraid that we might cry infront of him.
Really hope everything will be fine for him. :D

2009-06-30T10:05:00.005+08:00

Feel like doing hair extention.
But it like very waste money.

Edit-ed Post
Heard a bad news from my aunt.
Aunt called & said dadddy is have cancer with tear.
" My uncle is diagnosed with final stage of lung cancer... " <- Taken from my cousin.
Daddy's a very nice person.
Whenever i have problem, he will be there to help me.
He will be there for everyone.
Just like when i having police case on the chinese new year.
He came to the police station to help me as i don't want mine dad to know about it.
You know, chinese new year go police ststion is kind of bad luck.
But he still came to help me.
He even drove me to clementi regarding about this police case.
He such a nice person, why god must let him suffer from this?
Now what can we do?
" He is having final stage of cancer... He can't even haf operation to remove the cancerous part as the cancer cell already spread in his body... He can't even do therapy now coz doctor dun even noe whether his body can tahan all this not... My uncle is only 50 over of age lor..... " <- Taken from cousin.
I really feel useless.
As his gan nuer, I can't do anything.
Few day ago, me & mom went to visit him in the hospital.
He look fine.
Everything is alright.
He dosen't look like he having cancer.
How i wish i could take his place.
But could i?
Why god soo cruel?
Why must he be the one suffer?
I really wish that me is the one who have it instead of him.
Now all i can do is to accompany him & be by his side.
Really hope there is miracle.

Decide to buy camera tomorrow cause i have not take any photo with daddy before.

2009-06-29T12:39:00.002+08:00

THE 100 QUESTIONNS .
1. Real name - Yeeling/Catherine
2. Nickname(s)- Ah girl
3. Star sign - Libra
4. Male or female - Female.
5. Elementary - What this?
6. Middle School - What this?
7. High School - What this?
8. Hair color - Brown-black
9.Long or short hair- Long
10. Loud or Quiet - Quiet
11. Sweats or Jeans - None
12. Phone or Camera - Both please
13. Fruits or fried foods- Fruit
14. Drink or Smoke? - Drink what?
15. Do you have a crush on someone? - Yes
16. Eat or Drink - Both
17. Piercings - Ear
18. Tattoos - No
19. Been in an airplane - No
20. Been in a relationship - No
21.Been in a car accident - No
22. Been in a fist fight - No
23. First piercing - Ear
24. First best friend - I don't know
25. First award - I don't know
26. First crush - I don't know
27. First fashion sense - Huh?
28. First vacation - Genting
29. Last person you talked to - Mom
30. Last person you texted - Unknown guy
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with - Sister
32. Last food you ate - Big breakfast
33. Last movie you watched - Forget already
34. Last song you listened to - I don't know
35. Last thing you bought - Ice Milo
36. Last person you hugged ? - Forget
37. Food - What food?
38. Drinks - What drink?
39. Clothing - I don't know
40. Books - I don't know
41. Musics - Alot
42.Flower - Rose :D
43. Colours - White, pink, red, purple.
44. Movies - Horror, sad & romatic (:
45. Positions - Mean ?

SIN 2008..... I
47. [ ] kissed in the snow
48. [ ] celebrated Halloween
49. [x] had your heart broken
50. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [ ] came out of the closet(i was playing hide-n-seek)
53. [ ] gotten pregnant
54. [ ] had an abortion
55. [x] done something you've regretted
56. [x] broke a promise
57. [x] hid a secret
58. [x] pretended to be happy
59. [x] met someone who changed your life
60. [x] pretended to be sick
61. [ ] left the country
62. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] cried over the silliest thing
64. [ ] ran a mile
65. []went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [x ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating - No.
68. Drinking - No.
69. I'm about to - bath
70. Listening to - nth(:
71. Plans for today - Nothing
72. Waiting for - For th day to come(:
73. Want kids? - YES !
74. Want to get married? - YES !
75. Careers in mind - Housewife ?
76. Lips or eyes - HUH ?
77. Shorter or taller? - Abit taller then me
78. Romantic or spontaneous - ????
79. Nice stomach or nice arms - Who dont want both ?
80. Sensitive or loud - SENSITIVE D:
81. Hook-up or relationship - Huh ?
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant - Huh ?
83. Lost glasses/contacts - No
84. Ran away from home ? - No
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense ? - No
86. Killed somebody ? SIAO
87. Broken someone's heart ? No ?
88. Been arrested ? NO
89. Cried when someone died ? - No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself - No
91. Miracles - 100 %
92. Love at first sight - Yes
93. Heaven - 50 %
94. Santa Claus - No
95. Sex on the first date - No
96. Kiss on the first date - Maybe
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Yes !
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - Not really
99. Do you believe in God - No
This is the 100th and last. -
Tag 10 ppl to do this quiz:
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J

2009-06-21T15:39:00.002+08:00

I dream of him & me.
Me having his baby.
Hopeing that this dreaam was real but ...
Create a blog to post about me & him.
Private it cause there some reason i cannot be with him so i private it & say the reason in it too.