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为什么不打给我？ 为什么不回复我的简讯？ 为什么我叫你不打，叫你真的不打？ 难道你不知打女人是口是心非？

What is love? -Love is everything & nothing -It is silence & peace I can't get back to sleep again. I did not have any good sleep when there is no air-con for me. That idiot didn't reply my text. I really wants a boyfriend but it seem hard to find one that is ` nice ` romantic ` fun ` care for me ` love me as much as i do ` alway be there for me ` reply my sms whenever i text him ` text me automantic ` & MOST IMPORTANTLY, LIKE KID/BABIES ! hahas. I crazy over having a family of mine own. But now i have to earn as much money as i can so my future kid would not suffer. :)

I'm awake since 4 plus am. I watched Tom & Jerry, plurked, facebook-ing & listening song but still can't get back to sleep. I hate it when being disturb when i sleeping cause once awake, i will have a hard time to sleep back. Plus even if sleep back, i afraid potatoe & his friend wll call & disturb. Awwww. This job is stress. I want to change a new job soon.

Now i'm feeling confuse. Cause of a guy whom i have alittle feeling & he have a alittle feeling to me too. But there a few reason i couldn't be with him. - He is 9 ytear older than me. * i know. age dosen't matter * - He look like 30 plus year old uncle - He is short & round - His friend have feeling for me too * i don't want their friendship to be destroy by me * - No matter how unreasonable am i, he just let me be or keep quiet * i know, this point of him is good * - He is malaysian * what if he go back to malaysia? how about me? * - I still in love with "s" so deeply pleasee * i don't want to bluff him * - I'm very sure that my mom would disagree Reader, tell me what i should do :)

HAPPY BELATED 18 MONTHSARY TO WEIAI;LOVELOVE on the 5 MARCH 2010. Hi :) Thought of updating yestersday but too lazy & tired. 09032010 Woke up at 11 plus am. Use computer till 12 pm. Bath & prepared to meet mama at Tampines Mrt for lunch at Tampines Mall. Went M1 to see whether any nice phone not as mama want upgrade her line. After that went aijisen for lunch. Eat till 2 plus pm. Went inter to buy handphone pouch. After that mama went home while i trained to work. Reach work place around 3.30 pm. Work till 10 pm & trained with boss to simei. From simei cabbed to 201 to meet mama. Saw "S" but i still didn't look at him. Accompany mama to eat macdonald. Reach home around 11.40 pm. While outside my house, potatoe called me. Chated with him for 43 minutes & auto kup cause card no money lur. Used another phone to call. Few minutes only, he auto kup & become his friend call me. They two sibei disiao. After that bath, use computer &am

I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(

I'm here to UPDATE ~! Happy to see an update? LOL Changed new blogskin. Nice? Comment please. & i stole lovelove animation * pointing to my tagboard * Let start from sunday. 28022010 Work till 12 pm. Bought food for both my sister & me. Homed, eat & prepare to go out with small sister. First, cab to Tampines Mall. Went Both Isetan & Wallet shop to see wallet. Wanted to get the Guy Laroche Wallet but out stock. So see other type of wallet but same brand. One of the wallet caught my eye at Wallet shop but it cost $109. Consider first. While considering, went back to Isetan to get a bag. Bought $29.90 bag. After that went back wallet shop to get the wallet. Happy yet heart pain. Bank in some money as bag and wallet is use net. Trained to 313 at somerset. Bought slipper @ Cotton On for $5 because i bought a charity bag at $2. Then head to a shop that sell lot of hello kitty stuff. Bought Coin purse @ $7.90 for mama & book @ $5.90 for mysel