1 January :

Work till 1 pm .
Home-d with mom .
Actually going out but don't know why mom sleep .
So ask tian xin nuer out .
We go vivo shop shop .
blablablablabla .
Then went to don't know what place & we chat alot of thing .
Saw a couple kissing .
Kiss quite long siol .
Althought i say disgust-ing or whatever shyt , i wish to kiss that long too .
I told her about xiao di wor .
Hais .
Monday jiu school liao .
Can't see xiao di liao .
Only sat & sun can see him .
Then went home .
Reach-ed home at 11.30 pm .
Use-d lappy till 2 plus am & went to bed .

2 January :

Today no work .
Woke up at 9 am .
Hang clothes .
Bath & went down to have breadfast .
Bus-ed to simei as mom want buy tray .
Shop-ed there .
Actually today go out is buy my thing cause monday school .
End up never buy .
Should say never even see or care about it .
Hais .
No mood all the way .
Go 201 .
Boss give ask me what happen .
Cause i listen song plus no mood .
Read newspaper .
Make my mood more worst & nearly cry .
Hais .
I don't wish to go school nar .
I really miss tian xin nuer & zhi ying sunnu .
It like school reopen & less time to meet lur .
I plan to run away from home .
I really don't want go school .