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01022010
Daddy left us.
He left us without seeing anyone of us.
Daddy, i'm sad that you left alone without leting me to see you one last time.
How could you?
But atleast you went peacefully and i'm glad about it. :)
Oh, and you finally not going to suffer from all those painfullness.

R.I.P, Po Hok Sing.

02022010
Daddy, it the second day you left us.
Wonder how are you now?
Are you alright?
Daddy, remember what mummy have told you and you have to remember it carefully.
If not, mummy and all of us will be sad.
But i know, you will remember cause you never once want us to be sad.
Daddy, i really hope you could let me know how you now.
Oh, don't worry about mummy cause she is alright now.
But i only could ensure you till thursday cause friday you will be burn and i guess she will be crying.
Don't worry, just go and find a better family that love you and dote you.

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