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Hi :)
Anyone miss me?
I think no ba as my tagboard is soo quieeeettttttt !
It been 1, 2, 3.......18 day since my laast update.
Every night i would talk to that potato but sometime we didn't get to talk as he was tired & fall asleep.
But what i hate him most is he talk till he sleep & snore ._.
Ass him.
It been 1 month & 13 day knowing him & 1 month 3 day telling me that he have feeling for me.
At first i have no feeling for him but every night talking to him since he quit on the 10 march, i started to have feeling for him.
I did told him that i have abit feeling for him but no move from him till now.
But i wating patient till 5 april.
I know a guy actually we know long time but neither did we chat nor talk to each other till 5 april.
Whenever i'mn bored, he accompany me & show concern & love toward me.
But i didn't have feeling for him as my feeling for potato is so strong.
Till 11 april, he sms me in " 想你晚安 "
I asked him he fall in love with me issit.
& guess what he reply?
"Yes" is what he reply.
At first, it hought he is drunk or playing.
So the next morning which is 12 april, i asked him whether yestersday night he drunk & those word is say is true.
He say he didn't as he was home the whole day.
This make me think whether should i wait for potato or accept this guy who show me his love, his concern & even confess that he love me.
Everyday, this guy would sms me.
Slowly, feeling started for him.
But I know that most of my feeling is for potato.
Today, i told him that i afraid for beiing with him.
Cause i afraid to do what mostly couple would be doing like hold hand, kissing & etc...
Awww, why am i writing those in here?
I guess only here i could express it :)
Now i all want is work hard & jogging everyday till i slim now but i need running shoe !

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