It been 18 day since last update.
Feeling down.
I really need to move out.
Can't fcuking staying in this house anymore.
Working with mom equal suck !
Hate working with her.
She freaking don't know that all the staff there & even those delivery man/woman don't like to work with her.
She too ZZzzzz.
This cannot that cannot where can tahan ?
Thought of renting a room but 大哥 ask me to stay at his house.
But i will abit 不好意思 & i don't wish to trouble them.
Hais.
Why must i have so fcuk up family ?
This few day, mom is freaking jealous with one of the worker.
Reason ?
Cause i too close to her & i say all my problem to her.
You know, sometime something thing can't tell your own family & you need someone you can trust to let out your problem right ?
She don't understand.
WTF !
Can't stand it !
As for relationship, i decide to give up on him cause i know even if we were together, you are unable to last cause of my mom.
All i want in a relationship is love me, dote me & pamper me can already.
The guy not rich nevermind atleast he love me right ?
Even if you with a rich guy, doesn't mean the guy will be faithful to you right?
I not those type that see money very very important.
I don't 计较 with friend or whoever okay.
Cause i know once talk about money will 伤感情.
Sometime, i treat those friend some food, mom will be very unhappy with me.
She take money very important.
I treat them eat, they also will treat ne back.
She don't know how to think lur.
& what wrong with dressing up for work ?
Dhoby ghuat is not like 201 can wear pant & t-shirt.
Dhoby ghuat is a shopping mall not coffee shop of course have to dress up right ?
Somemore, i'm only 18 year old.
I'm still young, need to dress up not like those auntie don't need dress up.
EVen some auntie dress up okay.
So what wrong with dressing up ?
Plus i didn't make up, only wear nice clothes lur.
& mom call me a bar girl.
Dam C*.
She should know that i'm over-sensitive person.
I can't take nasty comment.
I have no confidence for myself yet she say those nasty word.
Fcuk man.
Okay, i think i hasve to stop.
I'm starting to boil up. :)
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