It 01 January 2011 mean i'm 19th this year. It th first day of 2011 but i don't feel happy. Somehow, i feel extra in this family. I get the best & feel loved when they need me but i get the worst & feel unloved when they don't need me. All they care is both their precious daughter. Whatever goes wrong is my fault. I work, i pay for my everything. I need money, will they give me? My sister work but they help her pay for everything. In 2010, my birthday was lonely. They don't remember. I give up.