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It 01 January 2011 mean i'm 19th this year.
It th first day of 2011 but i don't feel happy.
Somehow, i feel extra in this family.
I get the best & feel loved when they need me but i get the worst & feel unloved when they don't need me.
All they care is both their precious daughter.
Whatever goes wrong is my fault.
I work, i pay for my everything.
I need money, will they give me?
My sister work but they help her pay for everything.
In 2010, my birthday was lonely.
They don't remember.
I give up.

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