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Broken Heart is what i can describe myself now.
I shouldn't have asked why he is happy.
All i can blame is myself for loving someone soo easily.
Feel so lost now.
Thank for treating me soo good, be my listening ear when i need it, comfort me.
Thank for everything.
Now all i have to do is telling myself not to contact you.

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