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Didn't sleep for whole night . Feel like vomit-ing & stomachache . So stay at kitchen use-ing lappy so don't need rush to toilet . Went to work . Feel-ing giddy . My leg & hand no strength . Sat at there for 1 hour plus . Was late for ITE thingy . Ask dad to accompany me cause i not feel-ing well . Cab-ed there . BLABLABLABLABLA . $ 153 for school fee & $ 106 for uniform . Cab-ed to polyclinics . See doctor . Doctor ask i okay mar cause my heartbeat . Then went to eat . Dad order wanton noodle for me . I ate dam slow cause every bite make me wan't to vomit . Cab-ed back home .

MIA ! Lot of thing happen & my heart unable to take it . I tend to cry in my heart but noone know . All i know was to cry secretly . I'm a useless . I afraid of everything . I have no gut to do anything . I feel like killing myself . I thought of opening the window & jump down but i afraid of pain . I thought of drink-ing shampoo or detergent but no gut to drink . I thought of runing away from home but i couldn't bear to leave my mom . I thought of quit-ing school . ITE haven start , i'm already stress . I ate 36 diet pill . I feel like vomiting . While bath-ing , i cry . Sister heard it . But none of them seem to care . I ask-ed dad to accompany me to ITE but he told me not to worry , the people there will tell me what to do . I ask-ed friend to accompany me but none of them willing . I really very stress . I really hope tomorrow will not come . Just hope time will stop . But it's impossible . Why can't my mom understand me ? My stomach hurt now . I have a

Sorry forget what had happen today . Really sorry .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Mom went back to work place to do thing . Left me & boss alone . Chat-ed with boss lot of thing . LOLs . He keep see whether mom is back not . Cause we talk something which mom dosen't know . Home-d & lappy . .... & i forget what i do liao . PS .

Yo . Get to know which course & ite i get into . I get into simei ite & my first choice which is office . :D Woke up at 6 am cause have to go study food & hygiene de . So bus-ed to tampines inter . Mom call xiao di to ask whether wake up le ma . LOLs . After that again call . He say he make up ._. So ask-ed him to meet at bedok MRT . Reach Bedok MRT wait for him . He reach . He wear singlet & white jacket . Handsome lehs . Train-ed to Lavender . Meet those work place auntie there . Those auntie say me & xiao di very match cause i wear-ing tube & black jacket . Me & xiao di all the way stay together . Eat & study also together . He keep bully me . He fall asleep ._. Saliva .............. Went bedok eat . 8 pm reach-ed home . I ♥ FONG KWAI MENG <3

AHH ! Finish work at 10 am . Tired siol . Hmm , home-d , eat & lappy . Sleep . Wake up , lappy . Then sleep again . Mom home-d & kpkb so no choice have to bath . Eat panadol . Lappy & now got to sleep .

Tired yet fun Hi . Just finish eat-ing . Work till 1 pm . Work was fun nar . Cause xiao di keep disturb me . I ask him date that girl out cause they know each other mar . He say he rather date me . Auntie say fat him want mer . He say can give birth more baby mar . LOLS . I kick him . Mom say i no manner . After that mom ask me that to rubbish to throw but xiao di help me . I ask that fat auntie to accompany xiao di cause he lonely . Xiao di ask me what time . LOLS . Shyt him nar . I began to have feel-ing for him nar . DEAD . Muahahas Nevermind . Ok lar . I go bath liao then go kallang meet di liao . Oh ya , his brother suck lar . I call his house then the brother say wrong number . Then i msg his brother he say he kup one . Nevermind . Later he gonna get it . Bye , got to bath . Edit-ed Post * Cab-ed to tampines inter as it already late . Train-ed to kallang . Sister bought the wrong ez-link & expire . So no choice bought standard ticket . Reach-ed kallang & wait-ed for that

Work till 1 pm as Xiao di is off . Home-d & lappy . Fall asleep . Mom & both sister went to 4th aunt house . Sleep till don't know what time lar . Then continue lappy . Went to bath & lappy . Went down to buy food . Home-d & realise my food suck . Uncook lar . Then continue lappy & sleep .

Work till 10 am . During work stomach cramp . Keep pain . Then home while eating breakfast also pain . So went to bath . I don't know mom came back & kana shock went she sit-ing down in kitchen . Went to sleep . Out for dinner . But somehow the pain still bug me . D:

Work till 2 pm . Tian xin came to my house at 5 plus pm to help me do thing . But there something wrong with my internet . So went to lan . Reach lan but there no in charge . So went toilet & dinner . Back to the lan saw desmond . LOLS . What a surprise . Play-ed 1 hour . Keep heard desmond shout-ing . Mom call-ed to ask me buy cigg for her . So after that went work place to find XIAO DI to help me buy . He say i cannot buy myself mer . I told him i 16 nia . He say later people thought he buy give me smoke de . LOLS . I smack-ed him . Then went 7-11 as tian xin want buy thing & home-d

Work till 2 pm . Packet food home . Lappy & sleep till 7 plus pm . Bath-ed & cab to tampines inter to shop . Then cab back to 201 to meet tian xin to pass her christmas present . Home-d & maple . & sleep at 10 plus pm .

AHHHHHHHHH ! Very stressful cause have to choose course . Slept at 2 am . Woke up was kinda tired . Went to work . Packet carrot cake for both sister . Never packet for myself cause MY BLOODLY TEETH HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4 FEB 2009 then can check up . Home-d & lappy . Bath-ed & try to sleep but can't . Read the booklet & try to choose the course but i don't know what the course about . STRESS ! Okok , i going to sleep .

Slept till 11 am . Use lappy & off to bath . Couldn't find my school shoe so have to buy new one . Went down meet tian xin nuer at my work place there . Went to buy school & went to eat . After went home since we walk-ing pass my house . Put my slipper & take rubber band . Walk to school . Side of my stomach pain . But bear with it . Reach school & went to Mr tony / Mr ow office . Miss them lar . Saw Mr tony . Chat-ed awhile & off we went canteen . Bought drink & chat-ed about bytch . Went hall saw Mr ow . He say no more Ah-mi-tou-fo . I laugh cause that what i say when saw him . He say he got sing song later which is fake . Sat-ed down & chat with Mr ow . Bytch was with us too . We did talk but wasn't the same as before . I understand why she say i copy her . Cause she extend hair too with tian xin nuer but i didn't know at all . Even tian xin nuer didn't brief a word about extend-ing hair in her blog . Was like want-ed follow tian xin nuer

Hi , i just came back . Hmm , work till 10 am . Infact is 10.40 am cause xiao di came late . Buy shampoo & went home . On the way home , some lao tiko keep see me cause i wear-ing quite short de short . I was think-ing to wear long or 3/4 pant to work . Home-d & lappy . Eat my lunch & lappy awhile . About 12 plus pm bus-ed to tampines inter . Train-ed to dhoby ghaut . Wait for kenny di inside the MRT station . He ask us to go purple line . End up wrong is green line . So meet outside the station . Smack him for being late . Late for 11 minutes . Muahahas . Went to bunk and on 3 com . Me , sister & him . Play till 4 plus pm . Bunk $ 4.50 each . I promise to treat him . LOLS . Train-ed to tiong baru . Then bus-ed to the TEENS company . Kenny di went there to interview . End up me , sister & his di also kana . Fun siol . They keep take photograph . They give us gift . & take as group photo . On the way to busstop , i accidently step my sister slipper & spoil :x

Hihi . Yesterday sleep at 11 plus pm . Was iron-ing my clothes . Sat down , think-ing of him & what he say make me laugh . I want him Nevermind . Woke up at 5.30 am . Work till 10 am . I tell Xiao di he's dangerous & i scare of him . He say he more scare me & i more dangerous cause i accident-ly touch his backside . LOLS . Went out of work place & xiao di ask me walk carefully . He afraid i might touch other backside . Shyt him la . Packet carrot cake for sister & myself . Home-d , eat & lappy . 12 pm went to bath & read story book . Slept till 6 pm . Woke up , lappy till 7 pm & went down with sister for dinner . After that went pasa malam to walk but now de pasa malam sucky . Bought candy floss for sister . On the way home , saw my niece [ My cousin daughter & my god parent granddaughter ]. Both of them were so cute . They play-ing bubble . Both of them will-ing to share share . I wish i have baby too . I don't might being single mom cause

Today work till 2 pm . Dam funny nor . First is boss hang swing & touches my mouth . LOLs . Second is i accidently hit xiao di backside . :x Xiao di say i must be responsible for it . Boss ask xiao di don't stand near me cause that time i take plate acciendtly hit boss de didi . LOLs . Then when xiao di taking thing i move aside . He say he touch tio me will responsible de . LOLS . When i pass him thing he say want touch me back . He's joking . LOLS . After that the uncle that came to restock the box , paper , chopstick , spoon & plastic de came . When he put box , all the box drop on him . I laugh at him the loudest . Then he walk pass me & touch my backside . Then another uncle come restock chicken wing all that de came . The trolley overturn , i at there laugh . I want-ed to use rubberband to shoot the uncle who touches my backside de but fail . Have lunch with mom , boss & sister . Home-d & lappy awhile Bath & sleep . 19 year old de keep spam call &a

Hi . Work till 2 pm . Both sister upgrade their mobile plan . They have new phone . ._. Then have lunch with boss , mom & both sister . Then went to slack & eat chestnut . Home-d & bath . Lappy till now . Talk-ed with that 19 year old guy again . 4 hour plus of talk-ing . :D . I still fuck-ing fed up with that bitch . PCB .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy . Bath & talk-ed on phone with 19 year old small kids . He .... me . ._. But i can't find the love feel-ing . I don't know to love liao .:x . CB BITCH BACKSTABER . READER YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAY ? SHE SAY I COPY HER PIERCE EAR WHICH I DIDN'T EVEN PIERCE YET . SHE SAY I TELL TIAN XIN NUER & ZHI YING SUN NU THAT SHE COPY THEM BUY BAG . SHE TOLD ME THAT IN MSN . CAUSE I SCOLD-ED HER . SHE SAY I STAB AH LIAN . OH MY . I BEEN WORKING & SELDOM WENT OUT , HOW DO I STAB ? I WENT TO ASK TIAN XIN NUER . SHE SAY NEVER . THEN SHE TELL TIAN XIN NUER THAT I SAY SHE , ZHIYING NUER & TIAN XIN NUER VERY FAKE WHICH I DIDN'T . SHE ALSO SAY THAT EVERYTIME I WALK BEHIND HER . MACHIAM I DOG SIOL . CCB BITCH . THEN HOR SHE STILL SAY EVEYTIME I WAN'T BUY THING , SHE PEI ME THEN SHE WAN'T BUY THING I SAY I WANT GO HOME . SORRY LOR , I NOT THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE DE . WAN'T MAKE ME & TIAN XIN NUER QUAR

I AM SO HAPPY ! LOLS . HIHI ! Hmm , work till 1 pm . Xiao di never work . But mom & boss quarrel so mom went home early . Home-d & lappy . BAth & again continue lappy till now . Reader , you know why i happy ? Cause me & tian xin nuer ok lerh :D Thank to that bitch say about me ! PCB . Thurday meeting nuer together go school . Then satursday together eat dinner . I <3 nuer larhs . I miss her ton can . I thought she would believe that bitch . I thought she rather believe then ask-ing me . Lucky i went to talk to her & everything is fine . Bitch , i serious hate you the the core . Oh ya , i chat-ed with this 19 year old guy . Yesterday & today we chat . He fun to bully . Then today while chating with him also pei him play maple . He suddenly say ' I <3 YOU ' LOLS . SHOCK ! But he say he tell-ing the true . But he haven break voice . :x He everything also let me . So good of him . But i don't believe in love liao . :D Bye reader . I <3 you read

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . Bath & continue lappy . Saw what " SHE " write . I cry . Yea , she call-ed me a " bitch " but me call her " SHE " . YOu see sec 1 me & her close . Sec 2 me & zhi ying close . Sec 3 & 4 she & zhi ying close so me & jackie close . But even if i close to jackie , she still backstab me . No matter how close , she still will backstab . She's 2 faces human nor . Ya , now you & her close . So ? Doesn't mean she won't backstab you . She told you about me . Why don't fuck-ing come & ask me whether is it true ? uh ? PLEASE LAR . ASK BEFORE SAY-ING ME CAN NOT ? Last time you all say me on blog , i diam diam nia . Now i won't liao . Cause i not afraid to lose a friend or what cause can find new de friend . But now i say-ing all those is just to tell you , she want to believe her or what is up to you . I can't do anything . I'm just afraid she might hurt you . Cause i hav

Hi ~!! Woke up at 8 plus am . Lappy & went to bath . My dad is CRAZY !! He say don't wan't help me pay book end up give me $ 400 buy book . & $ 100 pay my phone bill . But bill only $ 60 niahs . LOLS . Later going amk wor . I want buy bag !! Edit-ed Post * Cab-ed to AMK . Sister see doctor for her leg . While wait-ing , went to have breakfast . Mom push-ed me & i knock-ed a LAOAHPEK . The LAOAHPEK diao me . I say my mom but she deny . I told my mom that in work those LAOTIKO keep touch-ing my hand when taking the money . But she don't believe & scold-ed me . Tear began to roll down . Then bus-ed to AMK MRT . Train-ed to city with mom while both sister train-ed to bedok . Went city hall buy donut . Bought old chang ki for mom & myself . When i tell her i bought for food , she say wait larhs , choosing donut . Then train-ed to bedok to help sister buy book . Then cab-ed home . Maple-d all the way to 9 plus pm then off to bed . But almost 11 pm then sleep c

I fuck-ing sad & no mood . D: Woke up at 7 plus am . Down for breakfast with mom . Ate carrot cake & drink soya bean . Kana force to drink soys bean . Mom don't let me drink cold drink / coconut drink . Only allow me drink cold soya bean . Home-d & lappy . Mom went to salon for a wash . She wan't us to bath & go out . End up it all a lie . Yesterday , she promise to go out but now she say her leg pain . Why she break promise ? Why ? Why ? Why ? I cry & fall asleep . Sister wake me up to go out . But i don't wan't . Mom PROMISE to go out . Guess what ? End up she go out don't know with who . Why she went out when she say her leg pain ? Why don't rather go out with me than going out with other ? Cry again . Eye swollen & hurt . I hurt myself by use-ing my fingernail to scratch myself . Hurt-ing myself is nothing . Cause what hurt the most is my HEART ! Now the scratch-ing mark is still with me . Maple-d & cook maggie . Sister home-d &am

Work till 1 pm . Morning can't find my key & sister don't wan't to help find . BLABLABLABLA . A china man give my paper instead money . LOLS . Buy thing give paper not money . He found out & say tmd ._. Scolding himself . Home-d & lappy awhile . Bath-ed & audition . Maple-d . From lvl 30 , now lvl 34 le . Today lvl by 4 . :D . Bye . I'm tired . Tomorrow & tomorrow de tomorrow off .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy while mom & sister went out . Fall asleep & wake up at 6 plus pm . Bath-ed & continue lappy . Someone knock-ed the door & i thought is ****** . I was scare . End up is sell ice cream . I bought chocolate ice cream for $ 12 . Continue lappy till now & i going to sleep .

Work-ed till 2 pm . Boss keep disiao me . Cause i accidently done something . LOLs . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy . Sleep awhile & went to bath . Continue lappy & sleep at 9 plus pm .

Woke till 2 pm as xiao di off . I have a dream . I dream of a guy who i saw his picture on someone blog . He married . Age 21 . LOLS . I dream that we tickle here & there . It seem that the relationship between me & him is close . Is very close one . GRRR ! & we went out with his wife . OMG . Third party ! I hate it ! Nevermind , it just a dream . Home-d , lappy & bath-ed . LALALALAs . Sian lar . Meow coming to tampines to work . Muhahahas . Can go disiao . :x My audition couple is crazy . He's 14 , me's 16 cannot be tgt de .

Finish work at 10 am . Bought food for sister & home-d . Home-d & lappy . Make yesterday food hot & eat . Maple-d & sleep . Woke up , maple-d & bath . Eat dinner & lappy till now . Now all you do is believe her . Somehow i feel that i'm the one you say-ing . If is me , why don't ask me whether is true or not . Know / find out the true before say-ing it .

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . 12 plus pm went to bath & cab-ed dwm to Tampines Mrt with sister . Went to buy glue that paste crystal on phone . Then went to have KFC with sister . After that went Tampines mall & cs shop . Then went to auntie house take thing & cab-ed home . Sleep till 9 plus pm . Meow want to jio me back . But sorry , i don't trust love neither & have given up on love . Eat the food which mom bought but eat abit & keep it in 冰箱 . Audition till now . Play-ed with couple . Ok , i have to go to sleep . Edit-ed Post * I just cry finish & i'm here to post what happen . I found out my $ 200 have gone missing . I have $ 250 in my pocket . Four $ 50 & Five $ 10 . But only saw the five $ 10 on the floor . I was so scare as all my saving is $ 250 . From $ 1000 left $ 250 . I didn't anyhow buy thing . Remember i bought ipod nano for me & mom so left $ 500 . Make hair extention $300 . So left $ 200 & $ 50 is my work pay for

Work till 10 am . Went to bank to make a new bank book . Was blur as dam long never go bank . The people who serve customer were nice . :D Home-d & lappy . Bath-ed with cold water again . Lappy & sleep . Wake up & continue lappy . That ben came our house again . I hate it can ? He lie on my parent bed . Dam him . At there kpkb . & yes , i scold-ed him . Hope he don't come again . !

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . Went to bath . Went down with sister to sent her lappy to the shop . Wait-ed for mom & sister to come down . They came & went coffeeshop to eat . Only sister ate . Bus-d to tampines inter & train-ed to orchard . Went to the salon . Mom curl her hair while i cut abit of my hair . That day the kor kor help me extend hair one help me cut . He ask cut short ar . I say you cut short i kill you . They all laugh say he so handsome , i bear to kill him mer . Wait-ed for mom . Read newspaper . Korkor say the pose very nice . LOLS . Went to shop & eat . The long john silver suck . Can't eat finish . The fish was hard . Then blablablabla & bus-ed home .