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Started to hate my life. Started to feel that life is meaningless. Feel like ending my life. Could i?

Woke at 4 am. Cause mom woke up late so i have to go down early. Tired okay. Work till 12 pm. Home, lappy & eat ba zhang. Bath & continue lappy till now. Bye. I dream. My dream was weird. Tian Xin nuer & Wei Siang future son-in-law was in my dream. In my dream, i saw Wei siang future son-in-law & run away. He chase me. I don't know why. So i hide in a bubble tea shop. I hide in the counter inside. I saw him but he never saw me. Soon, i saw him with nuer siting in the bubble tea shop together. I even ask the auntie to teach me make bubble tea. LOL Weird dream.

Yo! Woke up at 3.30am. Went down to help & let mom sleep more. work till 6 am. Mom came at 5 am. She thought 6 am already. Pack food home to eat. Sleep at i-don't-know what time till 11 plus am. Use lappy & bath. Meet tian xin at about 1 pm. Bus to bugis. Went new shopping centre. Wanted to watch The Uninvited but don't have so went bugis junction. Also don't have so we watch Terminator Salvation at 4.30 pm. Shopped around, looking for bag for mom birthday but nothing is nice. Bought nancho & went in. Dam cold siahs. But the movie is nice. Watch till 6 plus pm. Toileted & shop aat bugis street. Bus home after that.

Emily is my best sister on the 27052009;2005. We both love baby & want a baby asap. From passerby to best sister. Sister ♥ LET UPDATE! 27052009 Woke up at 7am. Thank to my sister._. Didn't went to school again :X Teck leng; Maple dear asked for stead. But i didn't accept. Lappy the whole day. But also got do homework larhs. 10 plus pm went to sleep. 28052009 Woke up at 3.30am. Went to work cause boss watching soccer will be late. LOL Mean he never sleep.Work till 6am, eat & homed. Use lappy till 8 plus am. Went to sleep till 11 plus am. Woke up & help-ed mom. Play-ed happy farmer at facebook. Qiliang alway sabotage my plant. Keep put worm on my plant. I admit i put worm also but everytime feel guilty then go tell him. LOL. Later then update. Edited Post Now 8.47 pm. View & read other blog to kill my time. Click it I was sad to read this. Why those parent who give birth to their own baby but abuse them? Bite mark throughout her whole body. Her mother bite her. Fa

Hi. Woke up at 9 am. Lappy till 11 plus am. Iron clothes. Okay larhs. One side iron clothes, one side lappy. 12 plus pm went to bath. Prepare & went down find mama. Mama went to market buy thing & cab-ed to hougang. Went 四姨 house. Then blablablabla. Don't wish to say soo much cause i'm tired. Bused home at 8pm. I went to buy thing before finding mama & boss. Homed at 9 plus pm.

Woke up at 8 am. Try to sleep back but can't. Stone awhile & mom is back to bath & go back work again. She bought ji zhong fan for me to eat. She went back to work & i use lappy. Hang clothes. Mom back at 10 plus am. I use lappy till 4 plus pm. Mom went out at 11 plus am. Went to bath & out with 三妹 to tampines mall to shop. Meet 二妹 at Tampines 1. Mom came to find us. Bought 4 bird nest mask ($15.80), 1 hand cream($15.50) for mom, nail polish($4.90), Pen/ruler($7 plus). Spent almost $50. Heart pain. Nvm. i almost using net for eveything. :D Cab back at 9 plus pm.

Woke up at 5.30 am instead of 5 am. Work till 12 pm. Homed & eat lor mee. Sleep awhile & went to bath. Went back to sleep at 3 plus pm till 9 plus pm. Used lappy & now eating zhong zi. I read etrini blog. I read this till cry. 七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。 男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。 ——纯纯的“对不起”。 男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。 ——“对不起”的快乐。 大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗

Hihi :D Let update now. 21 May Woke up at 4 am again. Work till 6 am & went home. Felt too tired & went to sleep. Never went to school. Sleep till about 12 pm. Helped mom to prepare for lunch/dinner. 3 plus pm went to meet meimei at interchange. Shopped around & went popular to buy thing. Zhiying scared me by putting her hand on my shoulder without me knowing. Sihao scared me too. AWWW. After that went to collect thing from aunt. Bused home. Used lappy all the way till 10 plus pm & off i went to sleep. 22 May Woke at 4 am againnnn. Work till 6 am. Homed & lappy. Bathed & continue using. Addict to facebook game. Awww. Okay larhs. Later continue. I go play games first. Edited Post School till 11.30 am. Bused to tampines inter. Wait for Tian Xin nuer. Off we went to shop awhile while waiting for Zhiying sunnu & Sihao. They came & went to eat Yoshinoya. After that shopped awile & went to take MRT. We alight at Bugis & Zhiying sunnu & Sihao dk ali

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: "Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine. Isn't this story touching? Aww. My heart ...... after reading it. I also don't know to say out. I sleep less than 4 hour. Cause my mom woke me up at 4 am to go down work. Tired ti

100 truths 001. Real name → Catherine Heng Yee Ling 002. Nickname(s) → Meow (Nuer called me that) 003. Birth Date → 21 October 1992 004. Zodiac sign → Libra 005. Male or female → Female 006. Elementary → What that ? 007. Middle School → huh ? 008. High School → No high school 010. Hair color → I don't know 011. Long or short hair → Long hair 012. Loud or Quiet → Both 013. Sweats or Jeans → Don't like 014. Phone or Camera → Both please 015. Health Freak → No 016. Drink or Smoke? → No 017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes ! 018. Eat or Drink → Both or will die ! 019. Piercings → Currently 4 ear pieceing 020. Tattoos → NO ! 021. Righty or lefty → Righty 022. First surgery → No 023. First piercings → When i'm a baby 024. First friend → Don't know 025. First award → Don't know 026. First pet → I scare of it 027. First vacation → Genting 028. First teacher → Who will remember ? 029. First sport → Don't know 030. First crush → Don't know -Missing question- NO

Answer it Honestly. 1.Honestly, are you happy right now?- Mixed Feeling 2. Honestly, what color is your underwear?- I don't wear underwear but a pantie 3. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?- Him. Nuer should know 4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?- Doing this quiz 5. Honestly, what did you do today?- I don't know 6. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?- No. I don't think so 7. Honestly, have you done something bad today?- Yes 8. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?- Nope 9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?- No 10. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?- I don't know 11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?- No 12. Honestly, what is your mood right now?- Mixed Mood 13. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?- No 14. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?- Yes. Him. 15. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?- Secret don't have. But got Dark Chocolate 16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?- Yes 17.

Thought of blogging tomorrow but scare forget . But i dk what to post . PLUS FLU & COUGH IS BACK ! D:

Hi Reader. Wait wait wait . Is there any reader uhs ? I don't think so lehs . Nevermind . Today woke up at 9 am due to need toilet urgently . Use lappy till 11 plus pm . Mama called & ask me down to eat . So quickly bath & went down . Very rush cause i meeting Sabrina & Nurrahaan at 12.15 pm . Mama bought kiwi ! So i say left two for me . She say $2.60 . One kiwi cost $1.30 . So expensive larhs . After went to withdrawn money . Broke soon siahs . Then went 7-11 before going to meet them . Weather dam hot siahs . Went to have burger king first before going to school . Not me is Sabrina & Nurrahaan . School-ed & went library till 4 pm then attend class . Blablabla & end-ed school at 4 plus pm . Bus 31 with Sabrina . Sabrina went home & i went to buy my thing at TM & CS. Went 201 find mama & have dinner . Homed & hack audition with nuer . After that hack with Lem . Hack till 11 plus pm . But hor while hacking, i eating kiwi . Hohos .

I don't know what mom angry about . I say sorry to her but she dosen't give a dam . i dam upset . I keep thinkiing whether she is my mother ? She the one who make me think that i not her daughter . She the one who make me feel that i doesn't belong to this world . She the one who make me feel that this family has no love for me . She the one who make me feel that i die is a better choice . She the one who make me crying alway . She the one who make me feel like moving out of the house . She the one who make me feel that life isn't meaningful . Yesterday, i feel like going to my kitchen, opening the window & just jump down . But i couldn't . Why Why ? Since i don't belong here . Since i couldn't find any family love . I swear i will jump now one day . I even think that to call my mom & ask whether i'm her daughter & just jump down .

Hi . I haven been updating my blog for about 1 week . I'm getting lazy uhs . But also no ppl read my blog so what for i update ? Give ghost see ? Ok larhs . Today woke up at 3.30 am as i have to work at 4 am . Work till 8 am & home . Went 264 to buy lor mee & tea for her . See i so good . Raining till go buy for her . Home-d & use lappy . Sleep till 12 plus pm & decide to skip class today . So use lappy again till 2 plus & went to bath . Meet second sister to eat MAC . Went home & continue use lappy . Sleep awhile & went to work at 6 plus pm . Work was fun cause got ♥ marhs . Work till 10 pm . Buy food for Stupid small sister & home . Yesterday see lot of mummy blog & i bu shuang this mommy . Cause she write in her blog till she is the most wei da mommy . This is what she blog : Friday, May 1, 2009 I guess majority SG teen mums are hopeless already.. I was blog hopping yesterday and see alot of teen mums blog.. There is one there act pai kia and