I don't know what mom angry about .
I say sorry to her but she dosen't give a dam .
i dam upset .
I keep thinkiing whether she is my mother ?
She the one who make me think that i not her daughter .
She the one who make me feel that i doesn't belong to this world .
She the one who make me feel that this family has no love for me .
She the one who make me feel that i die is a better choice .
She the one who make me crying alway .
She the one who make me feel like moving out of the house .
She the one who make me feel that life isn't meaningful .
Yesterday, i feel like going to my kitchen, opening the window & just jump down .
But i couldn't .
Why Why ?
Since i don't belong here .
Since i couldn't find any family love .
I swear i will jump now one day .

I even think that to call my mom & ask whether i'm her daughter & just jump down .