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03062009
Woke up at 8 am.
Use lappy till 9 am.
Prepare & going to meet nurrahaan & sabrina at 10 am.
Sabrina texted me say meet at 10.15 am.
So okay lorhs.
So ended sabrina say her dad drive her to school at 10.30 am.
I called nurrahaan she say just bath finish.
After texted me say meet at school.
I told them i hate being alone.
Yes, tear falling down.
They hurt me lot of time.
First few, i forgive and forget.
Slowly, i forgive but couldn't forget.
Now i can't forgive and forget.
I treat them good but they take it for granted.
This is what i get from them.
Ended up they cab to school together.
So i cab to school norhs.
Texted Angie.
Meet her at level 3 indoor sport hall outside.
But i feel guilty.
Everytime i angry/sad/disappointed/fedup, i will find Angie.
But to say the truth, Angie group make me feel that i'm part of them.
:D
Exam till 1 pm.
Minutes of meeting dead.
30 mark gone.
Aww.
Cab to 201.
Bought Mac and home.
Eat & went for work till 5 pm.
Xiao di came.
We stare at each other and he wink at me.
._.
Xiao xiao di is married with 1 kid <- that is what he told me.
Homed & watch tv.
Home cooked chicken rice for dinner.
Bath & use lappy.
Hang clothes.
Play maple.
Went down to buy thing & homed.
Lappy till 1 plus am and off to sleep.

04062009
Woke up at 8 plus am.
Used lappy till 12 pm and went to bath.
Meet mama at home downstair voiddeck.
She brought food for me.
And i'm rushing to work.
Work till 5 pm.
Xiao di came again.
I ask him what he want and he answer say want me.
I happy but i know he is joking.
Xiao xiao di say he himself got 3 kid.
their name is da mao, xiao mao and meimaos.
LOL
Laugh die me.
Maomao.
I called that weiliang stupid.
FYI, i call him meimaos.
He use a cloth and put at the paper and the paper fly.
So i called him stupid but he say i stupid back.
Homed, eat & lappy.
Went to bath & bus to tampines mall with mama.
Eat dk what & shop.
I wanted to buy branded bag but nothing caught my eye.
Shop shop shop, shop till 9 plus & cab with mama & sister.
That all.
Hais, xiao di going malaysia already.
He cancelled his work permit.

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