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Feel like doing hair extention.
But it like very waste money.

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Heard a bad news from my aunt.
Aunt called & said dadddy is have cancer with tear.
" My uncle is diagnosed with final stage of lung cancer... " <- Taken from my cousin.
Daddy's a very nice person.
Whenever i have problem, he will be there to help me.
He will be there for everyone.
Just like when i having police case on the chinese new year.
He came to the police station to help me as i don't want mine dad to know about it.
You know, chinese new year go police ststion is kind of bad luck.
But he still came to help me.
He even drove me to clementi regarding about this police case.
He such a nice person, why god must let him suffer from this?
Now what can we do?
" He is having final stage of cancer... He can't even haf operation to remove the cancerous part as the cancer cell already spread in his body... He can't even do therapy now coz doctor dun even noe whether his body can tahan all this not... My uncle is only 50 over of age lor..... " <- Taken from cousin.
I really feel useless.
As his gan nuer, I can't do anything.
Few day ago, me & mom went to visit him in the hospital.
He look fine.
Everything is alright.
He dosen't look like he having cancer.
How i wish i could take his place.
But could i?
Why god soo cruel?
Why must he be the one suffer?
I really wish that me is the one who have it instead of him.
Now all i can do is to accompany him & be by his side.
Really hope there is miracle.

Decide to buy camera tomorrow cause i have not take any photo with daddy before.

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