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Broken Heart is what i can describe myself now. I shouldn't have asked why he is happy. All i can blame is myself for loving someone soo easily. Feel so lost now. Thank for treating me soo good, be my listening ear when i need it, comfort me. Thank for everything. Now all i have to do is telling myself not to contact you.
It 01 January 2011 mean i'm 19th this year. It th first day of 2011 but i don't feel happy. Somehow, i feel extra in this family. I get the best & feel loved when they need me but i get the worst & feel unloved when they don't need me. All they care is both their precious daughter. Whatever goes wrong is my fault. I work, i pay for my everything. I need money, will they give me? My sister work but they help her pay for everything. In 2010, my birthday was lonely. They don't remember. I give up.
我好想问你:‘你还爱我吗?’。 因为我觉得你没那么爱我了。 我对你的爱还是依然得那么深。 你打给我也越来越来得少了。 讲电话的时间也越来越来的短了。
1st Malaysia trip with friends on 20 October 2010 :) Super late post :) Went malaysia with Xiu Zhen, 艳华 & her husband. The purpose to go there is dye/reborn & celebrate 艳华 birthday. Suppose to wake up at 5 am as i meeting them at bugis 7 am but i woke up at 6 plus am Too happy till can't sleep. So no choice, quickly bath & cab down. Took bus into malaysia. Reach there around 9 plus am. Cab to the place name sentosa as 艳华 want to visit doctor. Reach there but the clinic is not open yet. So have breakfast first. 肉骨茶 for breakfast. Super tasty :) Went back to the clinic. Wait awhile as the person not yet arrive. Open & wait awhile. While 艳华 & her husband is waiting, me & Xiu Zhen went shopping but mostly the shop not yet open. :( Went waston bought afew thing. Quite cheap. Back to the clinic. Still waiting. By the time finish, it already 11 plus am/12 pm. Cab to another place & bought ticket for bus. While waiting for...