Hi ~ ! . Was not feel-ing well . D: . Hmm , work till 1 pm . Was hav-ing headache and i feel cold . Auntie say i going to have fever soon . Hope it true . Another fat auntie say cause xiao di never come so i going to fall sick . Went home , lappy awhile and went to bath . Sister cook and ask-ed me want to eat . Actually don't want but mom ask-ed me to eat . I ate abit jiu full , couldn't finish it but force to eat finish . Maple awhile and went to sleep . Dam cold siahhs . Woke up and continue to maple . That all . Tomorrow i off . Actually want-ed to ask tian xin to go out but she ask me to stop ask-ing question . Hais . Friend began to change to a person which i don't really know . What happen-ing ? Maybe going batam cause mom there derhhs relative call her to go . I miss them larhhs . Especially that cousin . I love him before but i now we are impossible cause he batam i singapore . I want go larhhs . Hehes . If can i want stay there don't want come back singapore . Hmm , i miss the guy that work in coffeeshop too . He's the coffeeshop boss derhhs son . I still remember boss also say that is lifu . ._. That guy shuai larhhs . Hehes . <3
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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