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YO ~! . I just wake up . Hmm , i woke up at 7 plus am . Actually can sleep longer derhhs but mom find thing very noisy . Use lappy awhile then play maple and audition . My audition kana hack . Thank to my new couple . _l_ . PCB . I decide to quit audition . Thank to him ! 9 plus am went to wash up and bath . Then cab-ed down to blk 138 to have breakfast with mom and both sister . It was fun . Having lot of joke . :D . Then cab-ed home . Maple awhile and went to sleep till 2 plus pm . Woke up , i cry cause i dream that my dad die and my mom don't ♥ me lerhhs . I cry till sleep . And wake up again at about 3 plus pm . Hais .

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Now going to 10 pm lerhhs . Just came back not long . Hmm , bus-ed to tampines inter . Then shop shop shop . Eat dinner and continue shop . I been wear-ing jacket . I feel-ing cold . I don't know why . Hais . Anyway i kana hack , i'm sad instead of angry . Sad because why must he did this to me ? I totally no mood even i bought somthing i like . Went minibits bought 2 hairband and some rubberband . $ 32 siol . I pay myself . Rubberband is mom derhhs . Mom bought me 2 pant and 2 bra . Hmm , when buy-ing bra . Have to try first then the sale person came into my change-ing room to see whether suitable for me . She want-ed to adjust for me but i scare . LOLs . I even take photo inside WITH clothes . Bus-ed home . Lie at mom shoulder think-ing that one day she might leave me . I almost cry . hais . I afraid one day , i might have no more mom love . T.T

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