Just came out of audition . :D . Hmm , work till 2 pm . I want-ed to put my water bottle into the 冰箱 at work derhhs but boss tell xiao di if clean the 冰箱 then throw my water bottle away ._. So i put at somewhere . Xiao di say he will throw away derhhs . Then i ask xiao di when want to hug fat auntie then he say he want me bao bao . Hehes . SOO cute ~! I beat & smack him . He say 打是爱 ， 骂是爱 so he call me beat more . AHHHH ~! Went to have lunch with mom , boss and two sister . LOLS . Boss eat-ing saw a china girl infront the table . Her armpit lot of hair . Boss say see lerhhs jiu can't eat , like seaweed . Just nice i eat-ing seaweed . Zzz Then went home play audition . Hehes . Boy , i keep think-ing of you even daylight i dream-ing of you . You know how much you mean to me ?
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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