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Came to blog as now have BPF lesson .
Every Friday is research day .
LOLS .
Force myself to wake up at 6.20 am .
Was dam fuck-ing tired as i slept at 2 am .
Bath-ed & use lappy awhile .
Went out of the house at 7 am .
Sabrina & Nurrahaan was late .
So sat at the mama shop there .
Suddenly stomach pain so went home to use toilet & take my spec too .
Meet up near Pasir Ris Secondary School .
Cab-ed to simei ITE but we alight at one of the busstop near 201 .
Cause have traffic jam & the taxi driver don't know the way to Simei ITE .
Take bus 12 to school .
We was 1 hour late .
Lucky teacher never scold .
Lesson end-ed at 10 am & now having BPF !
LOLs .
BYE, nothing to blog already .

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Now i in school library doing my Cover Letter for job interview .
LOLS .
I done it .
Sianhs lehs .
I don't feel like going home .
I hate home !
But what can i do uhs ?
Boy ah boy, i miss you badly . =x

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Just watch finish 十分爱 .
Quite touching that i cry .
I really hope i have the gut to tell the guy i love ' i love you ' like what the lady in 十分爱 do .
LALALALALAS .
Afternoon when to library & off we went to eat .
Oh ya, my life have shorten cause sabrina scare me till i jump .
After bus-ed to inter & bus-ed home .
Home-d, change clothes & use lappy awhile .
Went to sleep after that .
Sleep till 8 plus pm & use lappy .
See people blog & watch that 十分爱 .
The guy in 十分爱 so handsome siol .
* Jealous *
GRRRR !
Okay larhs, stop here.
Wait Wait Wait .
I have confirm with mom, she going to taiwan on 4 April .
Hais .
1 more month before she go .
Can't bear to let her go .

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Mom just came back .
I talk-ing to tian xin in msn .
& she want to see .
Don't know what she suspect .
& small sister bought food home for me but never tell me .
I really hate my life now .
One side eat, i side think why sometime she treat me so good that i feel the love from her but sometime she treat me don't like what that i feel so unloved by her and even think that i'm not her daughter .
This few day have been crying .
Hais .
Bye, got to sleep .

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