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you the one i still love as much as before .

Just came back not long .
Wasn't in a good mood .
School till 4.30 pm .
Bus-ed to simei & train-ed to bedok .
Wait-ed tian xin at mac .
She reach-ed & walk-ed to block 111 to find my audi couple .
But me & him wasn't that daring to walk over to each other .
So he want away & we continue slack-ing in the playground .
Went Weisiang house below .
Weisiang ask-ed to go out his house .
We have no gut to go in .
LOLS .
After that tian xin went into the house & i went off .
While walk-ing to get a cab , i think of the past .
The past of me & you .
I cried .
Why will i cried for you ?
Why ? Why ?
Me & you wasn't possible to be together .
Althought you wasn't the first guy i cri-ed for but you'r the first who i think the past of you & me that make me cry .
I realise my feel-ing for you is still as deep as before .
I realise Xiao di & the guy i accept-ed was the replacement of you .
I thought i have forget about you but no .
Hais .
Boy , i talk-ing about you .
Please let me forget about you & continue with my life .
Gastric pain now . D:
I hate gastric !
Alway make me want vomite !

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