Came to blog before going to sleep .
Wake up at 6 am .
Dam tired cause i slept at 2 am .
Bath-ed & all then went down to get my lunch box .
I ask-ed mom to take bee hoon again .
So i call-ed her & she forget about it .
I cry cause it the third time she forget about it .
First & second, she forget that i need to eat .
Third is she forget i ask her to help me take been hoon .
I now keep on suspect that i not her daughter .
Really very hurt when my close one especially my parent forget what they say / promise to me .
Meet sabrina & nurrhaan .
Bus-ed to school .
Reach-ed at 7.30 am .
All the way, i felt no mood but still i pretend to give a smile .
All the way, i keep quiet .
Until CRN lesson, i give a no mood face .
I shall not say what had happen in CRN .
Whatever it is, it already a past .
I can say i felt angry & irritated till i want to cry .
Have chicken wrap for my break time .
After that bought 4 packet of mamee but i bring home eat .
Lesson lesson lesson till 1.50 pm .
Went cafe 1 to find tian xin nuer & zhi ying sunnu .
Awhile, then they cab-ed to tian xin nuer house & i bus-ed home .
Reach-ed home & eat my mamee .
Use lappy awhile & went to sleep .
Sleep till 7 plus pm .
Play-ed maple till 8 plus pm .
Play-ed audition with tian xin nuer .
Zhiying & her sihao came too .
I didn't play after that .
I felt lag & soo extra .
I cry again .
Hais .
Nevermind .
Once die, everything will be alright .

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Now 11.40 pm .
Just ate finish my maggie .
Actually want-ed to sleep but stomach keep grumbling .
So went to cook maggie .
Cook-ed & eat it .
Guess what ?
I ate a little & i don't feel like eating & i want to sleep .
But i still force myself to eat it up .
Wash all the plate & pot .
Wash my face .
GOT THUNDER & LIGHTNING .
I scare momo [ monster ] may come .
Quickly rush to my room .
SCARY !