Didn't post for yesterday .
LOLs .
I'm lazy .

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Skip 2 lesson if i'm not wrong .
Went to shop at tm & cs with nurrahaan .
Went to have mac .
I didn't eat cause i have already eaten .
11.45 am went to take bus .
Attend 12.30 pm lesson .
Finish at 4.30 pm .
Last period CRN lesson, i was sleeping .
First time sleeping in class .
Bus-ed 38 home .
Home-d & use lappy .
I play-ed with my make up .
Play till my eye pain .
Eat & play till mom home .
Mom pack-ed food home for herself as we eat already .
I steal 5 of her fish ball to eat .
LMAO .
Chat-ed with my maple bf at around 8 plus pm or 9 pm .
He love to make me jealous .
He don't whether i angry with him not .
ROAR !
But he never fail to make me laugh .
He make my laugh like mad .
10 pm hang-ed & went to put mask to sleep .
12 plus am wake up cause of vibration .
Audition couple spam me the same msg .
Nonono, should say ex audition couple .

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Woke up at 6.15 am .
See my phone & ex audition couple spam-ed 248 msg .
I reply him that he already break me in audition .
& he never reply me lurhs .
248 msg + 173 msg = 421 msg liao .
Sot siahs .
Bus-ed to school .
Sabrina never come .
Have OSA exam from 8 am to 9 am .
Went to cafe two cause next lesson at 10 am .
I was angry can ?
I talk-ed to nurrahaan alot of time & she didn't reply me .
I shout-ed at her went she talk to me .
i shout-ed ' Don't talk to me '
Went for CRN till 10 plus am & went to library to use computer .
Which is now i in library .
Next lesson OFC at 12 pm .
But we go slightly late .
Sian Sian .
i angry with my maple bf .
He say me lame .
I hate it uhs .

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Now 10.03 pm .
Today i went home at 1 pm instead of 2 pm .
Want to know why ?
Cause i take my book so i 顺便 take for nurrahaan .
She can just went to the other class & left me all alone .
I call her & she can just hang my call half way .
I went to the class she was in & i pass her the book .
I told her ' I help you take book & you can left me alone . I call you & you can hang my phone '
I went off the class & put my book back .
I went out of the school & call my tian xin nuer .
Ask her want meet marhs as i was crying so she agree to make .
Meet at eastpoint and eat kfc with nuer .
Zhi ying came & give me back my mp3 !
Shop around & went to buy food for mom .
Bus-ed home .
Home-d use lappy & fall asleep .
Wake up & change clothes .
Weiyuen sot derhs .
He can msg ' Fuck you ' to me for nothing .
Iron clothes & mom bought tom yan for me & second sister .
Eat lurhs & using lappy now .

I can't stand my friend already .
Everytime i did something, i will think of them .
I treat them as friend .
But they don't treat me as the same i treat them .
Whatever i did for them, never once they appreciate it .
It okay if they don't appreciate it .
But whatever they did, never once they think about me .
They keep on talk malay & i don't understand .
It okay but sometime they can even talk to me in malay .
They alway make me feel lonely & left out .
I meet them & they always late, did i ever say anything about it ?
No, never once .
Just like today, i told nurrahaan that i need to go toilet .
She can just talk to her friend & ignore me .
I told her i want go cafe 2 but she ignore me & just go library .
Maybe i should just left them & join other group of friend .
I don't want to feel being left out & lonely anymore .
I DON"T WANT !
I always treat my friend sincerely because in life, we need friend anywhere .
That why i treat them sincerely .
AHH !
I'm sad .
I hate ITE life !