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Ello, i'm here just to wish A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Babe, stay pretty & strong forever. :D

I'm back to blog again. I'm soo happy to know that actually i have many true friend. On thursday, that india girl find problem again. I go to school myself, lesson & lunch break with angie. Unless lesson that need group work then i will join them. But she still not happy with it. When i with nurnur & sabsab, she trying to kick me out of the group. Now i with angie, she want to kick me out of the class. I break down. But lucky this thing happen cause i found out that actually i have alot of good friend by mine side. I know Ahyeen, Susanna, Sabsab & Nurnur will alway be there for me. But since this girl came, i tend to feel that nurnur & sabsab have been a stranger to me. But lucky i have ANGIE with me. She will alway be there for me. I know whenever i need her, she will just be there for me without saying any word. Whenever i ask her out, she will go out with me without any reject. Here are what i want to say to them althought they might not see it. ANGIE Thank f

Ello, Here to update. 25 August 2009 Didn't went to school. Actually i already wke up at 6.30 am & prepare. Prepare finished & msg nurnur & sabsab. But they no reply. So called sabsab house, she say she on MC. So called nurnur but no answer no matter how many time i called. She 8 plus/9 plus am then reply me saying that she gastric pain, going to see doctor & will msg me after that. So after like 1 hour or so, i msg her whether still going orchard & hope she can. But no reply. So went to sleep till 11 plus am. See phone but no reply from nurnur. So nevermind. Msged Angie whether she want to go orchard. She say she going movie with wendy & asked me to join them do. So okay norhs. Went to bath & bus 291 to Tampines interchange. Meet them at MRT station. Went to buy ticket for Orphan. Since we still have about 1 hour to eat so we went food fourt for lunch. Ate finish & we still have time so shop around. Time for movie & i bought drink in. First part

23 August 2009 Wasn't good day for me. I angry with everything. Angry with what i wear, what i'm & everything. Work till 11 am. Home, used lappy & went to bath. Bus 291 to tampines library & change to bus 27 to hougang. Train to orchard & shop around ION & far east. Wanted to bus home but something happen between sister & the bus driver. Overall is the bus driver wrong. I gonna make a complain & demand a apolgy from the bus driver. Train home & something happen again. The door closed on me. Home at around 5 plus pm. Use lappy awhile & fall asleep till 10 pm. Woke up, change clothes & use lappy. Changed blogskins for almost 2 hour. Sleep at 1 plus am. 24 August 2009 Woke up at 8 plus am. Use lappy till 9.30 am & went to prepare for school. Meet nurnur at 10.30 am. Sab didn't went to school as she's sick. Hope she is fine. Reach school at 11 plus am. Now POA lesson doing project yet i'm here to blog. Oh ya, i just now helped

Lot of thing happen today. One whole night keep thinking that all this happen is mine fault. If i'm okay with her all this won't be happening. But i can't force myself to like or okay with her. I don't know how to face them and those friend. Everyone is seem helping and siding her. Maybe i out of their group and life everything would be fine. But i still can't face them. Sorry...

I cry after reading sabsab blog. I can't bear to break the friendship with both of you too. Whereever i need someone is school, you both will be there for me. Yes, since that bytch came, i feel being neglect. I miss the time when we talking nonsense & laughed. But since she joined us, everything change. Change to i rather be quiet than talking nonsense & laugh. Change to i rather went home straight than going shopping, eat or anywhere. I rather be alone if she is with us. I rather be quiet if she is with us. I rather not ask her to join us since she came from the first days if i know she's a attitude & etc girl. Now i rather be alone, doing thing alone & everything cause i don't want that bytch to be with us so i choose to be alone.

I think i feeling fine already. Maybe is only temporary. To say the truth, i want that india girl out of the group. I don't want her. I want everything back to normal. :D Today have a good chat with Angie. But that bytch keep stare at her. TO THAT BYTCH : I KNOW YOU WILL BE VIEWING MINE BLOG. I DON'T GIVE A DAM. I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU & OUT OF OUR GROUP. & STOP STARING AT ANGIE UHS. STOP ALL YOUR LIE. KEEP SAY THAT YOU WILL CHANGE. END UP? CHANGE YOUR CB MAN ! I REALLY WANT TO OUT OF OUR LIFE. I HATE YOU TO THE MAX. MAX TILL EXPLODE ! CHAGE YOUR CB.

Sometime i feel like leaving this world. Maybe i would be more happy when i'm in the other world? All i know is leaving this world would be the best. The only thing i wish for. I will be privating my blog soon or change my url. Reason ? Cause that bytch seem to know mine URL. Starting from tomorrow? I don't want anyone to read mine blog. Blog is the only place where i can write all mine unhappy thing in it. Maybe those who want me invite them can leave their email address on mine tagboard. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Now 1.20 pm. I angry/sad or whatever emotion. I feel that they are torturing me. I can't take it anymore. I giving up soon. I giving up on the friendship with them. I can't stand it anymore. I wish to continue my friendship with them but they seem to be geting far from me. Not that close anymore. They are more close to that bytch. The bytch trying to chase me away from them. I will let her win. Cause i can't take it anymore. This is not mine fault. Or i should

Dear blogger, I have no one to turn in so i came to blog. I cry but i don't know i'm angry or sad. Quite sad and angry cause they say me & her dislike each other & very troublesome. Seriously sometime i think i'm their dog than friend. I also don't know what i'm to both of them. I feel that they don't even care mine feeling. Cause mine feeling is nothing to them. I'm just a nothing to them. Everytime they want go where, nevermind follow. I want go where, you all don't want or say see first. Is you guy make me dislike school. Make me dislike everyone around me. Cause i'm a nothing! I love school actually but i starting to hate school cause of you guy. Want me to commit? Say i not interested in study but please commit? What are you guy trying to say uhs? Seriously you guy make me thing that life suck. I feel that i'm not part of you guy anymore. That bytch have become part of you guy. Not as close as before already. I'm nothing already.

1 month 28 days & still loving you 3 day to 2 month 我爱死你 She say sorry to me. Big fcuk? I don't give a dam.