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I'm back to blog again.
I'm soo happy to know that actually i have many true friend.
On thursday, that india girl find problem again.
I go to school myself, lesson & lunch break with angie.
Unless lesson that need group work then i will join them.
But she still not happy with it.
When i with nurnur & sabsab, she trying to kick me out of the group.
Now i with angie, she want to kick me out of the class.
I break down.
But lucky this thing happen cause i found out that actually i have alot of good friend by mine side.
I know Ahyeen, Susanna, Sabsab & Nurnur will alway be there for me.
But since this girl came, i tend to feel that nurnur & sabsab have been a stranger to me.
But lucky i have ANGIE with me.
She will alway be there for me.
I know whenever i need her, she will just be there for me without saying any word.
Whenever i ask her out, she will go out with me without any reject.

Here are what i want to say to them althought they might not see it.

ANGIE
Thank for being there for me whenever i need you.
Whatever i do, you would be there to give me your support.
Whenever i ask you out, you would alway say yes without any reject.
Thank god for letting me to know you.
I never have such a great friend just like you before till i enter ITE & met you.
I Never or should say very less that i talk to people my problem & unhappyness.
You the first one.
I'm happy to know such a great friend.
I LOVE YOU.

Ahyeen
Thank for being there for me too.
Since that girl cry on SBM lesson, i thought that you helping her all the way.
You even say to nurnur & sabsab that they have to talk to her or you will kill or whatever to them.
I thought that that girl cry & you find her innocent & all is mine fault.
Sorry that i have wrong you.
Thank my friend.

Nurnur & SabSab
Dear friend, i miss the past.
I really miss the past badly.
We laugh loudly, talk nonsense & whatever we do will alway be today.
But since that girl came, everything change.
Yes, i'm very unhappy since the girl came the second day.
But what can i do?
I thought that you guy say bad thing behind my back.
You guy keep helping her.
But all wrong.
You guy actually scold her for causing me to skip school, cry & went home.
Friendship for 4 year plus but till i'm not strong enough to maintain it.
Now it seem that you guy are stranger to me.
I'm sorry.

Susanna
Thank for being there for me that thursday.
I alway thought that you're irritating & noisy.
Yes, you're still irritating & noisy but you're a good friend.
Thank :D

I realise that i have actually a few good friend.
Hope it not late to know it now.
Let stop here, i can't stop myself from dropping tear.

P.S: Hope everything will stop between me & ela.

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