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Sometime i feel like leaving this world.
Maybe i would be more happy when i'm in the other world?
All i know is leaving this world would be the best.
The only thing i wish for.
I will be privating my blog soon or change my url.
Reason ?
Cause that bytch seem to know mine URL.
Starting from tomorrow?
I don't want anyone to read mine blog.
Blog is the only place where i can write all mine unhappy thing in it.
Maybe those who want me invite them can leave their email address on mine tagboard.

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Now 1.20 pm.
I angry/sad or whatever emotion.
I feel that they are torturing me.
I can't take it anymore.
I giving up soon.
I giving up on the friendship with them.
I can't stand it anymore.
I wish to continue my friendship with them but they seem to be geting far from me.
Not that close anymore.
They are more close to that bytch.
The bytch trying to chase me away from them.
I will let her win.
Cause i can't take it anymore.
This is not mine fault.
Or i should say blame me for all this.
Since the day when the bytch join us, everything change.
I know they are talking bad about me.
We are FRIEND FOR 4 YEAR but till can't compare they & the bytch are friend only few month.
I feel like quiting school.
No more meaning to stay right.
but lucky i still have ANGIE.
ANGIE will alway be there for me, am i right angie?
Let stop here i guess.
Now i'm in Multi- media & i can't hold mine tear back.
Maybe i causes this to happen.
Once i leave them, everything will be alright i guess.

Let take it that i rather run away then facing problem.

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