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Guess what i dream ? I dream that i pregnant for 3 month. At that time, dk why like water bag bust. I so scare. But end up nothing. I sayang my tummy say must guai guai. My baby reply me. Baby even talk. I kana shock till fall down. I talk again and baby reply very soft. I was so scare that that fall will lose my baby. P/S : w love baby too.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. I found mine but his heart doesn't belong to me. So now i still have to find a new one that totally belong to me. Lappy have sented to hospital. Awww. Poor lappy. So gonna buy a new one once i have earn enough money.

The day before yestersday, i dream of me and that small little 16 year old boy together. We even slept together. Yestersday, i dream of w and the one i love. Such a sweet dream.

Yes, i still love him. Yet i'm bluffing myself that i no longer in love with him. It really hard to forget him and stop loving him. He so handsome, nice and perfect in my heart. He mine everything. P/S : W is soo cute. Edited Post Now 2.18 am. Day pass by, the more i think i'm not their real blood daughter. Mother say yes, second sister exam is more important than me. Mean i totally not important i'm her heart, I'm nothing in her heart. Whenever i have exam, i still have to work no matter what. But sister can don't work cause of exam. I having bad sore throat. My throat is pain like fuck. She don't even know. Even i'm sick i still have to work. i'm just a girl who she pick up from somewhere. She pity me so i get to stay with them. Two of her daughter is much more importabt than me. I'm nothing to her. nothing to this family. On my birthday, she gave me $60. Today, she keep saying over and over that her money drop to the sea.

Hi, Woke up late for work. I woke up at 4 am. Quickly rush. Work till 7 am. Work finish help mother take thing home. Using lappy now. Later going out with tian xin.

Now 12 plus am already. Birthday over. Why parent will forget about my birthday? Issit i'm not important or i'm just nothing in their heart? Just now thought of commit suicide. Forget my birthday nevermind but mum say does hurtful thing. Am i their real blood daughter? I been asking myself this question for year. I never once feel that i'm one of them. Never did i feel loved by this family. I really feel like commit suicide. So i won't feel sad & unhappy. Why can't they let me feel loved in this family. Anything goes wrong, i would be the one scolded by father. Even if is sister wrong, i'm the one who get scolded. I have been unhappy for day & noone know. Mother alway thought that i trying to run away from work cause of him. But no matter how much i explain, she keep on repeat that i don't work cause of him. I don't know what i suppose to do nor say already. I gave up. I no longer could stand it. I could say that if i really

Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead, Just walk beside me and be my friend Today is my birthday. But it seem like noone remember it. Even mama too. Every year, before she goes to work, she will make red egg for me. Now none. I'm very sad. Feel like crying too. Only Guan hao[see my facebook & when counting down to 16 day than wish me. Mean 5 october already wish me.], Gracia [See my msn nick yesterday] & Bee [Yestersday see my facebook] wished me. Today he not in singapore too. He went back to malaysia. Don't know why he choose to off today. Sad die me. Make me feel life soo meaningless. Edited Post Parent forget about my birthday. 1 pm out of the house & bus to tampines interchange. Shop alone till 4 pm. Meet angie for sushi tei. She bought a mini medoly cake. So nice of her. Wanted to watch movie but the timing cmi. Shop around till 7 plus pm & went home. Msg dad that is my birthday and

Ello, See the time i blogging right now? Today nono Yesterday, woke up at 9.30 am. Use lappy till 10.30 am. It like OMG gonna late soon. Bath all that & cabbed to school. School was okay :D School till 4.30 pm. Cab home as later working. So home & sleep awhile. End up overslept. So didn't went to work as sister helping me. Bath & study for BEO. Headache sia cause i hate this subject. Study till 11.30 pm. Was like hmmm hungry. So went to put water on the wok & on fire. Second sister heard it & offer to cook for me. Really touch by her. Almost cry. Thank sister. I love you althought your temper is bad. Really hungry till within few minutes i finish it. Pack my thing & off i use lappy. 简单的生日愿望是能见到他就开心了。 对，我是每天多能见到他。 但星期三他没做工。 好想和他说话。 好想见到他。 好想像过去一样。

Ello, Thing are alright now *I think so* Just hope that we could be like the past. Birthday is coming soon. But i have to work on that day. I alway wish that on my birthday, someone i love or someone who love me came to me with two ticket. Guess what ticket is that? Is Singapore Flyer ticket. He drive me there or we cab there. That is super romantic. 现在事情都没有问题 *因该是 * 只是希望我们能够像过去一样。 生日即将到来。 但那天我得做工。 我一直希望在我的生日那天，我爱的人或爱我的人拿着两张票来找我。 猜猜是什么票？ 是新加坡摩天轮门票。 他驾我或做的士去那里。 这是超级浪漫。

No longer friend So what for contacting? Didn't went to school again. Thing happen yestersday. Don't know how to face him anymore. Cry so badly about it. I need a break. I need someone to be there for me. I alway waiting for my birthday & soo happy for it but now not at all.

Me & two four year of friend are no longer friend anymore. I mean it. They are too much. On 2 october, we already no longer friend. Everything is obvious at 3 plus pm. They rather want her than me. I know what the answer i alway wanted to know. Thank. Going school soon. I'm still in holiday mood. T.T Woke up at 3.30 am. Work at 4 am till 6 am. My pig suppose to work at 6 am but he late lahs. F.Y.I: We are not together nor he know i love him. Home, eat my nasi lemak & sleep till 9.30 am then bath. Finally get to eat. Me since Satursday night never eat till this morning then eat. Awwww. Edited Post Now 12.45 pm. Just read my past post & i cry. Awww. after school going to buy contact lens with ANGIE

Ello, came to post before sleeping :} Woke up late for work. Suppose to wake up at 4.30 am but wake up at 6 am. Mama called me. Bath all that & went for work. Work was fine just that i don't know why i keep give the wrong change to customer & forgeting the price. Work till 11 am. Homed & use lappy till 1 plus pm. Order Mcdonald. Sleep at 2 plus pm & woke up at 3 pm. Bath all that & went to work. Working with him was fun okay. If he don't mention the girl name lahs. He mention & i won't talk to him so he don't dare mention. 'She' visit me today. Sian nor. Work till 10 pm & home sweet home.

Love someone who love you & not you love him/her I'm here to post! Anyone miss me? I hope there is. Hoping for more tag pleasee. Today woke up at 8 am due to stomache. Use laptop till 9 am & went to bath. 9.40 am went to work. Work was fine just that that idiot like to use a girl who work in dhoby ghaut who name as ah yue to make me. I alway angry because of that. Around 4 plus pm, i say forever don't want talk to him & he say sorry blablabla. But i still angry. Oh ya, mama called me around 3 plus pm to tell me that weiliang's mother ask her what is my surname. And weiliang finally talked to me. But he called me siao zabor it mean crazy woman. 5 pm ended work & packed mac home. Eat & watch tv till 8 pm. Went to bath & use laptop. Facebook, plurk & check email. :D That all.

4 month 2 day, i still loving you deeply Finally finish changing my blogskins. Nice? Hmm, 3 more day to school reopen. Don't like no no is Don't want school reopen. Hate school and those friend around me. Not all friends only some . But i know Angie and Tian xin will alway lend me their ear when i'm unhappy or something. I love them to the max pleasee. Shall post till here. Have to wake up at 6 am to have breakfast with second sister & work at 10 am. You guy no longer no friend. You guy take me for granted. You guy rather listen to 4 month of friend then 4 year plus of me. I'm dissappointed and sad. But no matter what, i have enough of it. Good bye, my friend.