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Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow
Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead,
Just walk beside me and be my friend

Today is my birthday.
But it seem like noone remember it.
Even mama too.
Every year, before she goes to work, she will make red egg for me.
Now none.
I'm very sad.
Feel like crying too.
Only
Guan hao[see my facebook & when counting down to 16 day than wish me. Mean 5 october already wish me.],
Gracia [See my msn nick yesterday] &
Bee [Yestersday see my facebook] wished me.
Today he not in singapore too.
He went back to malaysia.
Don't know why he choose to off today.
Sad die me.
Make me feel life soo meaningless.

Edited Post

Parent forget about my birthday.
1 pm out of the house & bus to tampines interchange.
Shop alone till 4 pm.
Meet angie for sushi tei.
She bought a mini medoly cake.
So nice of her.
Wanted to watch movie but the timing cmi.
Shop around till 7 plus pm & went home.
Msg dad that is my birthday and whether he could buy me this



Which i want it dam long.
But no reply from him.
Oh, i want this too.

Sister say want buy for me but never.
Sad lahs.
I still feeling sad & unhappy.
Sometime i feel that i not their real blood daughter.
Their action & sometime their word make me think & feel soo.

Special thank to : Alvin, Guan Hao, Gracia, Bee, Tian Xin, Hong Zhi for wishing me & Angie for accompany me.

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