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Woke up at 4.30 am.
Dam freaking tired please.
Work at 5 am.
I wore grey colour while that rascal wore dark blue.
But still boss say we still couple.
Cause i wore light colour while rascal wore dark colour.
Awwww.
You know what that rascal say when boss say we are couple?
He say okay lur you say what is what lur.
So funny please.
If i were him, i will denied all the way right?
But he didn't.
Just like yestersday he laugh while taking the stock.
I wonder what he thinking?
I really want to know.
He like to bully me.
Just like today.
He want to pack Nasi Lemak and he choose those dishes.
He say so fast till i take wrong dishes.
Still say i stupid.
Work was fine.
Time pass quite fast.
Love came late today.
He seem no mood.
I'm hurt please.
He seem to ignore me.
He don't feel like talking to me.
What i done?
He should know whatever he done/say will effect me.
When he no mood = me no mood.
His mood = my mood.
What should i do?
I'm like another him.
He take over my mood.
Sometime i feel like crying to him and say whatever i have to say but i have to keep it all by myself.
Cause i told his buddy before that i treat him as brother.
But the fact is no, i can never treat him as brother.
I never love a person for soo long and deep.
I know no matter how long i love also not a matter.
It matter that how deep is it.
But now all i want is he could treat me like last time and not time soo cold and hurt.
Okay, i should stop saying all this.
Off work at 12 pm.
Bought fish & chip for me and sister.
Have a quarrel with weiliang's brother weijian but is fake one.
Mum told me weiliang love gentle girl.
Should i be gentle to him?
Yes, only him.
But hor he super naughty please.
Home, eat, bath and sleep till 7 pm.
Order pizza.
Hehe.
Finally get to eat pizza but i craving steamboat more.
Pizza came at 8 plus pm.
Waited for mum to be home but she home at 9.30 am.
Eat finish and use computer till now.

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