In 2010,
I want
- Slim down
- Find a good boyfriend
- Find a good job with good pay
- Clubbing
- Pub
- not to be soft hearted anymore

Today woke up at 8 am.
Use computer till 8.30 am and went to prepare for work.
Work from 9 am till 11 am and chase home by boss.
I asked mum to fill my water bottle and she don't want help.
I have to serve customer and will be thirsty somemore my throat pain.
After awhile then she help me.
I say " Make people angry liao then help "
Boss chase me home and ask me go die because of this.
I been working for 3 year and 6 month.
Work so hard and this is what i get.
Skipping school just because they need people.
Work from morning till night just because they need people.
I very tired but never once say or reject whenever they need people.
Working so hard for them and this is all i get.
Since from the start i work, boss have been saying nasty thing but never once i talked back.
Mum alway want me to hack care him as he have to work so early in the morning at 4 am.
Still remember that time i want to be nurse, yes i really want to be.
But he say " You be nurse sure kana patient slap "
After that i give up on being nurse.
Yes, i admit my temper is bad.
But i control it already unless the customer is super cb one.
Everyone have limit but for mine even if it reach the limit i still keep quiet.
I never once defend for my self except for mum.
Whenever mum say me, i will say back.
But other say me, i just let it go.
I gonna give up sooner or later.
I can't take it anymore.