To be successful,

the first thing to do is fall in love with your work.

- Sister Mary Lauretta

Busy with work * Finding excuse for not blogging *
I rebond-ed my hair and snip off my fringe on tuesday.
I snip off my fringe * My Precious * to those like can be bang or push to the side.
New year, cut away the bad luck.
Everyone say nice even my friend who work in salon say nice too.
But stupid weijian and sister say not nice.
Those who is close to me should know, i take people word in hearts.
I care for what other think about me and it made me feel regret.
Oh ya, my love towad love is not as deep as before already.
CHEERS !
Awww, stomache.
* BRB *

* Back *
My Father dam cb ok.
He wanted to borrow my second sister laptop but she not at home.
So he ask small sister;
Him: " Where the laptop? "
Her: " Don't know. "
Him: " In room lahs ! "

Sister went in the room and take give him.
Her: " I don't know got battery not lehs "
Him: " Take charger "
Her: " I don't know where the chager "
Him: " Everytime don't know. Next time ask for money i also say don't know " *In a fcuking Tone *
Him : " @^&()_@#$^*()@$&*() "
Keep on kpkb.

Me: " KP lah ! " * Went into the room & close the door very hard *
I can't lock the door, maybe spoilt.
So i stand behind the door if not he sure come in and beat me.
And yes, i guess it correctly, he knock and the door hard and
say: " YOU BETTER COME OUT OR I SMASH YOUR HEAD ! "

He still say he won't give mom allowance.
Don't give don't give lor.
So less where enough.
So fcuking stingy !
To other woman not stingy.
Since sec 2 i start working, no money is given to me.
New year clothes, phone bill all i pay myself.
Oh, even phone i buy myself.
He never buy a phone for me before.
I remember clearly my first phone was second hand which cost 50 buck only.
Primary School only give 1 buck.
50cent for food ,50 cent for drink.
Enough mehs?
My mother have to pawn for jewellery often to have money buy food and thing for us.
No matter how we not enough money, mother will alway give us the best.
I remeber Primary 4 or 5 i steal money from him.
Who ask him so stingy give so less?
I steal is steal 50 buck or more.
After a sometime, he found out and trying to use a knife to chop my hand.
Whenever he is around, we never had a good life.
Even shopping or have dinner outside.
Shopping must walk fast fast cannot see thing.
Got one place can walk slow slow is those place that sell cheap and second hand thing.
Dinner cannot talk or drink water.
Fcuk lor.
Don't know why i have this father.
But since i steal money, he gave me 10 buck a week.
Alittle better right?
Last year, i have police case.
He didn't help me.
He afraid he might lose his job.
Know why?
Cause he work as an officer at changi prison.
Only my good daddy help me all the way.
Drive me to clementi HQ.
He is much much much more better than my real blood father.
His temper dam good too unlike my real blood father.
Family and relative should know his temper.
FCUKER !
One more time and i gonna report police.
He threaten me lot of time.
Since young, he threaten to use iron to iron me and lot more.
I guess very soon, i will leave this house.
No longer wanting to stay in this house.
Gonna work hard and buy a house for my mother and sister.
Bye, shall end here.
Have to work tomorrow.