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If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care. If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy. You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. They're basically the same. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can...
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第二十一天

从七月二十五日，你上了飞机✈️到今天八月十四日已经有二十一天了。每天没有你的陪伴的日子，我很孤单。你能了解我的心情吗？你说你的背得治疗三个月，我问你 ：‘我的生日，你会回来不？’。你答了看👀先。你知道我多么的伤心💔吗？你能体会到我的心❤️，我的感受吗？
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Hi, i'm bored :( Saturday & Sunday is wasted by doing nothing at home. Sian. Hmmm, i thought of getting driving license. Should i ? LOL. But once i get license no money buy car. Wasted lehs. Hais :( Try to save more ba.
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Broken Heart is what i can describe myself now. I shouldn't have asked why he is happy. All i can blame is myself for loving someone soo easily. Feel so lost now. Thank for treating me soo good, be my listening ear when i need it, comfort me. Thank for everything. Now all i have to do is telling myself not to contact you.
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It 01 January 2011 mean i'm 19th this year. It th first day of 2011 but i don't feel happy. Somehow, i feel extra in this family. I get the best & feel loved when they need me but i get the worst & feel unloved when they don't need me. All they care is both their precious daughter. Whatever goes wrong is my fault. I work, i pay for my everything. I need money, will they give me? My sister work but they help her pay for everything. In 2010, my birthday was lonely. They don't remember. I give up.
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我好想问你：‘你还爱我吗？’。 因为我觉得你没那么爱我了。 我对你的爱还是依然得那么深。 你打给我也越来越来得少了。 讲电话的时间也越来越来的短了。
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1st Malaysia trip with friends on 20 October 2010 :) Super late post :) Went malaysia with Xiu Zhen, 艳华 & her husband. The purpose to go there is dye/reborn & celebrate 艳华 birthday. Suppose to wake up at 5 am as i meeting them at bugis 7 am but i woke up at 6 plus am Too happy till can't sleep. So no choice, quickly bath & cab down. Took bus into malaysia. Reach there around 9 plus am. Cab to the place name sentosa as 艳华 want to visit doctor. Reach there but the clinic is not open yet. So have breakfast first. 肉骨茶 for breakfast. Super tasty :) Went back to the clinic. Wait awhile as the person not yet arrive. Open & wait awhile. While 艳华 & her husband is waiting, me & Xiu Zhen went shopping but mostly the shop not yet open. :( Went waston bought afew thing. Quite cheap. Back to the clinic. Still waiting. By the time finish, it already 11 plus am/12 pm. Cab to another place & bought ticket for bus. While waiting for...
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为何要一次又一次的伤我的心？ 我的心已翠得不能在粘回去了。 你即使才会珍惜我？ Hi, i'm here to update. Just changed blogskin. Nice right ? Hahas. Today woke up at 12 pm. Prepared & went out with little sister :) Cab to century square as i wanted to deposit money. Meet mom at nearby MRT. Little sister accompany mom to shop while i trained to dhoby ghuat. Buy some stuff for work & movie ticket for " Old Cow Vs Tender Grass ". Stayed at work place till 4 plus pm. Went to plaza singapura food court to have some snack with lilttle sister. Next is movie. Nice show uhs :) Movie ended around 7 pm. Shopped around at BEST ! Guess what i buy ? A pink, light & small lappy. hehes. Half my saving fly. :( Now my next item to buy is phone. Must wait till i off day then go see :) 8 pm went to work till 11 pm. Homed & used lappy.
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Hi :) I'm here again. * laugh * I'm awake thank to him ._. Ask him wake up call me, he really wake up call me. Somemore is 7 plus am. Buay tahan him. Talk on phone till fall asleep. He so proooooo. Okay, i just hanged up his call. Sian. I'm starting to save up now. Nowaday, i keep spent spent spent. :( Okay larhs, i want sleep back. Tired :(
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It been two month since i last updated ！ :) Life wasn't good. Not happy with my job & those people who work with me. I wanted to quit soo much that finally ( YES, finally ) yestersday i told boss that i want to quit. But he seem that he don't want me to quit. He say will find someone to replace my place. After that say will let me rest a few day. Awwww, i really want to leave man. HELP ! He did say work till end of the year cause the contract of the shop will end at that end of the year. But i have no heart to work for them already. 5 year & 1 month of working for this job already. It tough to work for soo long. Oh, i decide to leave potato :) It heart breaking but no choice. I guess he isn't the one for me, right WONG TIAN XIN ? The next guy will be better ! * Laugh * That what guan yin ma say. Hope everything will be smooth for me from now on. Just hope that he won't kana bully. :( He's soo easily kana bully. Really afraid that he wil...
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It been 18 day since last update. Feeling down. I really need to move out. Can't fcuking staying in this house anymore. Working with mom equal suck ! Hate working with her. She freaking don't know that all the staff there & even those delivery man/woman don't like to work with her. She too ZZzzzz. This cannot that cannot where can tahan ? Thought of renting a room but 大哥 ask me to stay at his house. But i will abit 不好意思 & i don't wish to trouble them. Hais. Why must i have so fcuk up family ? This few day, mom is freaking jealous with one of the worker. Reason ? Cause i too close to her & i say all my problem to her. You know, sometime something thing can't tell your own family & you need someone you can trust to let out your problem right ? She don't understand. WTF ! Can't stand it ! As for relationship, i decide to give up on him cause i know even if we were together, you are unable to last cause of my mom. All i want...
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Hi :) Just back home. Woke up at 9.30 am. Bath & went down with mother. Have our breakfast & went to buy those i need for my porridge. Bought watermelon too :) Watermelon my ♥ :) Now waiting for my porridge cook before puting in the meat & egg tofu. Wonder will the taste be nice? Hahas. Anyone want some? LOL. Okay lah, i go see my porridge liao.
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He fall asleep again. I hate that. He gonna go back malaysia soon. Cause the shop he working for is closing down soon due to the boss. Tomorrow gonna ask boss whether he can come back to work. :) But i miss ah hua too. how how? Gonna meet him before he go back malaysia :) I starting to feel tired & stress of this job. But everyday end of work, there is one msg from nicholas, i will be happy & forget the stress of the work. But no, he treating me coldly this few day. Hate it. Hais. 你能对我好一点吗？
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Hi :) Anyone miss me? I think no ba as my tagboard is soo quieeeettttttt ! It been 1, 2, 3.......18 day since my laast update. Every night i would talk to that potato but sometime we didn't get to talk as he was tired & fall asleep. But what i hate him most is he talk till he sleep & snore ._. Ass him. It been 1 month & 13 day knowing him & 1 month 3 day telling me that he have feeling for me. At first i have no feeling for him but every night talking to him since he quit on the 10 march, i started to have feeling for him. I did told him that i have abit feeling for him but no move from him till now. But i wating patient till 5 april. I know a guy actually we know long time but neither did we chat nor talk to each other till 5 april. Whenever i'mn bored, he accompany me & show concern & love toward me. But i didn't have feeling for him as my feeling for potato is so strong. Till 11 april, he sms me in " 想你晚安 " I asked him he ...
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为什么不打给我？ 为什么不回复我的简讯？ 为什么我叫你不打，叫你真的不打？ 难道你不知打女人是口是心非？
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