I'm here to post early as i want to sleep early . Hmm , today work till 10 plus am . Mom went home at 10 am as she meet-ing her sister . I have to wait till Xiao di came then can go home . Xiao Di take my food away ._. , , he act as if he don't know is mine food . Box him . Hmm , went home and have my lunch . Lappy till 12 pm and fall asleep till 3 plus pm . After that went to have a bath and hang clothes . Hang finish and iron clothes . I alone at home . Sian . Iron clothes lerhhs jiu lappy . I change-d new blogskin which i like it dam fuck-ing much . I choose dam long derhhs . Mom came home at 8 plus pm . I quite angry with her . She thought i never iron and hang clothes which i did . Cb siol . Okok . I have to end here . Tomorrow will be a busy day for me . ;D
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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