Hi . ;D . Was out the whole day . LOLS . Work till 10 am . Then went home lappy awhile jiu went bath . Gonna be late so cab-ed to tampines inter . Train-ed to Dhoby Ghaut . Have lunch at there then went bunk to play . LOLS . Play till $ 6.80 . Expensive siol . Then went to city hall , marina square shop shop . Then train-ed to kallang find zhi ying eat dinner . Then cab-ed to lavander mrt and train-ed to tampines to meet alex . LOLS . I thought he don't know which is me after he left . We go play swing . I shout-ed all my unhappiness . Then got one lady keep follow us so we quickly walk . While walk-ing , i call alex ask he know which is me marhhs . He say short derhhs . -.-'' . He know still say don't know . He say he not stupid derhhs . He will see picture before meet derhhs . -.-'' . MEIMAOs . Then jackie went home while me and tian xin went to play lan . We play-ed with a group of small kids . I keep win them . HOHOS . Then home . Bye .
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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