Change-d new skins bacause i can't see the background use-ing my computer . ;D . Hmm , work till 10 am . Then pack food for second sister . Reach-ed home , on lappy and on air-con . ;X . Eat finish lerhhs jiu went to bath and audition . Audition awhile niahhs then iron clothes . Iron till want finish lerhhs then fall asleep . ;X . Sleep till 5 plus pm cause mom disturb me . LMAO . Then iron clothes till 8 pm . Went down with sister to pack dinner . Mom bought a new lappy but she say is her sister derhhs . LALALALALAs . I break couple lerhhs . He's too far for me . ;D . Hmm , okok lerhhs . Bye . Tomorrow got work till 4 pm . -.-'' . Tired . Anyway , tuesday my birthday . I going escape theme park with tian xin , zhi ying , joey and jackie . But tian xin say she maybe no off . T.T . Hope she got off .
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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