HI ~~ . LOLs . Hmm , was abit late for work cause wake up at 5.30 am instead of 5.20 am . Mood was't that good . Maybe because i yesterday 12.30 am then sleep . I see 命中注定我爱你2 still cry and hug the DVD player cry . ;X . I really want that kind of guy . At work , lot of customer keep ask me i no school arhhs . Some even say i quit school . I told them my exam finish and now wait-ing for result . Got one auntie say so fast exam finish arhhs . My children haven exam finish lehhs . Wtf lorhhs . Different school , different tim-ing . Nevermind . Went home at 10.30 am . Use lappy till 11 am then went bath . ;D . Meet-ing second sister to watch movie . Hmm , she call and say she still in school . So i went to 206 to slack till she reach tampines . Then i cab-ed to tampines . While on the way to sit cab-ed , sister call and say saw me . So i ask her to alight next stop and went in the cab . Went to city hall . Want-ed to buy donut for boss but i forget the way . So went to buy the thing which my sister want . I WANT GO ' BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP ' TO CREATE A BEAR . But i can say is very expensive . ;X . Then went pasir ris to buy donut then went to meet boss and went home to get thing for mom and pass mom donut . Sister change clothes and we went to buy ticket of Painted Skin at 7.05 pm . Then went simei to buy FBT and went tahna merah to pass sister customer the FBT . Chio bu siol . Hehes . Then went back tampines . Waited for my sister customer to collect money that she earn . LOLS . She gave me some money and i save it in bank . Then off we went to have our lunch/dinner . KFC ~~~~ . Then go watch movie lerhhs . Hmm , the show was nice . Anyway , the show let me know what is true love . Just because of love , you will-ing to do anything for him . And i want stop my childishness and be mature . ;D . I swear i will . Watch till 9 plus pm the n bus-ed to 201 to buy pre-paid card . I gonna use pre-paid card cause i don't my bill to burst . ;X . First month of my new number came is $ 36 . Nice . Then went home and i chat-ed with mom . I told her i want spent more time with second sister to know her better . ;D . Oh ya , after movie went to meet another customer to collect money . Sister again give my money and i save it in bank . ;D . I told her i save it for her . She need money or anything i will help her . ;D . Ok , buy . Have to sleep . Oh ya , no more audi couple .
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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