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Love Is What I Need

Hohos . I so dam fuck-ing early blog right ? ;D . Hmm , today whole day stay at home . 10 am woke up . Actually more early derhhs but i lazy get up . Woke up and watch tv then brush teeth . Then use lappy . HOHOS . -.-'' . Lappy till 3 plus or 4 plus pm barhhs . Then went to sleep . I almost get into sleep then baobei call . zzz . Mean i have to get into sleep again . He alway call the wrong tim-ing derhhs . He either call when i bath-ing or sleep-ing . Pro right ? Sleep till 6 plus pm then mom wake me up to have dinner . Baobei call me but i don't know as my phone is in the bed . LOLs . Then call-ed him , he was sleep-ing / rest-ing . Hohos . Nice ;X Then lappy again . Bor-ing siol . Then baobei call me at 9.15 pm . Kup lerhhs jiu use lappy again . Use till about 12 am went down to buy food . Hungry , whole day eat 1 plate of maggie niahhs . Hmm , then use lappy or should say watch-ing 命中注定我爱你2 in dvd player . Sian lorhhs . I keep heard tio vibration derhhs sound . I now dam scare alone . Thank to satursday newspaper . AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH . Bye . I think i better go sleep lerhhs .

Love is patient and is kind,
Love does not envy,
Love is not proud.
Love is not rude.
Love is not self-seeking Love is not easily angered.
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth. Love always protects.
Love always trusts.
Love always hopes. True Love never fails.

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Woke up at 10 am . Use lappy then brush teeth . Then use lappy till sianhhs jiu watch tv . Iron clothes but iron 3 jiu don't feel like iron lerhhs . Mom snatch tv from me so went to use lappy . So sianhhs lorhhs . Then take sister 命中注定我爱你2 the last cd to see . Then she want watch . She know i watch-ing jiu purposely chase me away from her bed . As if i no money buy . I not like her . Got money jiu must spent . I want to save till $ 1000 . By the time i save , her bank still $ 0 niahhs . CB . I feel so unlov-ed . I don't feel any love from my parent . I don't feel any understand-ing from my parent and friends . I really hate it . I don't feel any concern . All i know is my mom want me to continue work-ing the same job . I hate this job . This make me more stress and one day i just might end my life . Hohos . Dad order KFC for dinner and gave me $ 20 . So ....

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Now 1.45 am lerhhs and i still not sleep-ing . Just came out of audition not long ago . Did 3 story mode . Dam fcuk-ing happy . Break Couple lerhhs . Not me is he the one who break and day is my break . WTH . Not going to couple him back . BLEADs . ;D .

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