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Didn't sleep for whole night . Feel like vomit-ing & stomachache . So stay at kitchen use-ing lappy so don't need rush to toilet . Went to work . Feel-ing giddy . My leg & hand no strength . Sat at there for 1 hour plus . Was late for ITE thingy . Ask dad to accompany me cause i not feel-ing well . Cab-ed there . BLABLABLABLABLA . $ 153 for school fee & $ 106 for uniform . Cab-ed to polyclinics . See doctor . Doctor ask i okay mar cause my heartbeat . Then went to eat . Dad order wanton noodle for me . I ate dam slow cause every bite make me wan't to vomit . Cab-ed back home .

MIA ! Lot of thing happen & my heart unable to take it . I tend to cry in my heart but noone know . All i know was to cry secretly . I'm a useless . I afraid of everything . I have no gut to do anything . I feel like killing myself . I thought of opening the window & jump down but i afraid of pain . I thought of drink-ing shampoo or detergent but no gut to drink . I thought of runing away from home but i couldn't bear to leave my mom . I thought of quit-ing school . ITE haven start , i'm already stress . I ate 36 diet pill . I feel like vomiting . While bath-ing , i cry . Sister heard it . But none of them seem to care . I ask-ed dad to accompany me to ITE but he told me not to worry , the people there will tell me what to do . I ask-ed friend to accompany me but none of them willing . I really very stress . I really hope tomorrow will not come . Just hope time will stop . But it's impossible . Why can't my mom understand me ? My stomach hurt now . I have a

Sorry forget what had happen today . Really sorry .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Mom went back to work place to do thing . Left me & boss alone . Chat-ed with boss lot of thing . LOLs . He keep see whether mom is back not . Cause we talk something which mom dosen't know . Home-d & lappy . .... & i forget what i do liao . PS .

Yo . Get to know which course & ite i get into . I get into simei ite & my first choice which is office . :D Woke up at 6 am cause have to go study food & hygiene de . So bus-ed to tampines inter . Mom call xiao di to ask whether wake up le ma . LOLs . After that again call . He say he make up ._. So ask-ed him to meet at bedok MRT . Reach Bedok MRT wait for him . He reach . He wear singlet & white jacket . Handsome lehs . Train-ed to Lavender . Meet those work place auntie there . Those auntie say me & xiao di very match cause i wear-ing tube & black jacket . Me & xiao di all the way stay together . Eat & study also together . He keep bully me . He fall asleep ._. Saliva .............. Went bedok eat . 8 pm reach-ed home . I ♥ FONG KWAI MENG <3

AHH ! Finish work at 10 am . Tired siol . Hmm , home-d , eat & lappy . Sleep . Wake up , lappy . Then sleep again . Mom home-d & kpkb so no choice have to bath . Eat panadol . Lappy & now got to sleep .

Tired yet fun Hi . Just finish eat-ing . Work till 1 pm . Work was fun nar . Cause xiao di keep disturb me . I ask him date that girl out cause they know each other mar . He say he rather date me . Auntie say fat him want mer . He say can give birth more baby mar . LOLS . I kick him . Mom say i no manner . After that mom ask me that to rubbish to throw but xiao di help me . I ask that fat auntie to accompany xiao di cause he lonely . Xiao di ask me what time . LOLS . Shyt him nar . I began to have feel-ing for him nar . DEAD . Muahahas Nevermind . Ok lar . I go bath liao then go kallang meet di liao . Oh ya , his brother suck lar . I call his house then the brother say wrong number . Then i msg his brother he say he kup one . Nevermind . Later he gonna get it . Bye , got to bath . Edit-ed Post * Cab-ed to tampines inter as it already late . Train-ed to kallang . Sister bought the wrong ez-link & expire . So no choice bought standard ticket . Reach-ed kallang & wait-ed for that

Work till 1 pm as Xiao di is off . Home-d & lappy . Fall asleep . Mom & both sister went to 4th aunt house . Sleep till don't know what time lar . Then continue lappy . Went to bath & lappy . Went down to buy food . Home-d & realise my food suck . Uncook lar . Then continue lappy & sleep .

Work till 10 am . During work stomach cramp . Keep pain . Then home while eating breakfast also pain . So went to bath . I don't know mom came back & kana shock went she sit-ing down in kitchen . Went to sleep . Out for dinner . But somehow the pain still bug me . D:

Work till 2 pm . Tian xin came to my house at 5 plus pm to help me do thing . But there something wrong with my internet . So went to lan . Reach lan but there no in charge . So went toilet & dinner . Back to the lan saw desmond . LOLS . What a surprise . Play-ed 1 hour . Keep heard desmond shout-ing . Mom call-ed to ask me buy cigg for her . So after that went work place to find XIAO DI to help me buy . He say i cannot buy myself mer . I told him i 16 nia . He say later people thought he buy give me smoke de . LOLS . I smack-ed him . Then went 7-11 as tian xin want buy thing & home-d

Work till 2 pm . Packet food home . Lappy & sleep till 7 plus pm . Bath-ed & cab to tampines inter to shop . Then cab back to 201 to meet tian xin to pass her christmas present . Home-d & maple . & sleep at 10 plus pm .

AHHHHHHHHH ! Very stressful cause have to choose course . Slept at 2 am . Woke up was kinda tired . Went to work . Packet carrot cake for both sister . Never packet for myself cause MY BLOODLY TEETH HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4 FEB 2009 then can check up . Home-d & lappy . Bath-ed & try to sleep but can't . Read the booklet & try to choose the course but i don't know what the course about . STRESS ! Okok , i going to sleep .

Slept till 11 am . Use lappy & off to bath . Couldn't find my school shoe so have to buy new one . Went down meet tian xin nuer at my work place there . Went to buy school & went to eat . After went home since we walk-ing pass my house . Put my slipper & take rubber band . Walk to school . Side of my stomach pain . But bear with it . Reach school & went to Mr tony / Mr ow office . Miss them lar . Saw Mr tony . Chat-ed awhile & off we went canteen . Bought drink & chat-ed about bytch . Went hall saw Mr ow . He say no more Ah-mi-tou-fo . I laugh cause that what i say when saw him . He say he got sing song later which is fake . Sat-ed down & chat with Mr ow . Bytch was with us too . We did talk but wasn't the same as before . I understand why she say i copy her . Cause she extend hair too with tian xin nuer but i didn't know at all . Even tian xin nuer didn't brief a word about extend-ing hair in her blog . Was like want-ed follow tian xin nuer

Hi , i just came back . Hmm , work till 10 am . Infact is 10.40 am cause xiao di came late . Buy shampoo & went home . On the way home , some lao tiko keep see me cause i wear-ing quite short de short . I was think-ing to wear long or 3/4 pant to work . Home-d & lappy . Eat my lunch & lappy awhile . About 12 plus pm bus-ed to tampines inter . Train-ed to dhoby ghaut . Wait for kenny di inside the MRT station . He ask us to go purple line . End up wrong is green line . So meet outside the station . Smack him for being late . Late for 11 minutes . Muahahas . Went to bunk and on 3 com . Me , sister & him . Play till 4 plus pm . Bunk $ 4.50 each . I promise to treat him . LOLS . Train-ed to tiong baru . Then bus-ed to the TEENS company . Kenny di went there to interview . End up me , sister & his di also kana . Fun siol . They keep take photograph . They give us gift . & take as group photo . On the way to busstop , i accidently step my sister slipper & spoil :x

Hihi . Yesterday sleep at 11 plus pm . Was iron-ing my clothes . Sat down , think-ing of him & what he say make me laugh . I want him Nevermind . Woke up at 5.30 am . Work till 10 am . I tell Xiao di he's dangerous & i scare of him . He say he more scare me & i more dangerous cause i accident-ly touch his backside . LOLS . Went out of work place & xiao di ask me walk carefully . He afraid i might touch other backside . Shyt him la . Packet carrot cake for sister & myself . Home-d , eat & lappy . 12 pm went to bath & read story book . Slept till 6 pm . Woke up , lappy till 7 pm & went down with sister for dinner . After that went pasa malam to walk but now de pasa malam sucky . Bought candy floss for sister . On the way home , saw my niece [ My cousin daughter & my god parent granddaughter ]. Both of them were so cute . They play-ing bubble . Both of them will-ing to share share . I wish i have baby too . I don't might being single mom cause

Today work till 2 pm . Dam funny nor . First is boss hang swing & touches my mouth . LOLs . Second is i accidently hit xiao di backside . :x Xiao di say i must be responsible for it . Boss ask xiao di don't stand near me cause that time i take plate acciendtly hit boss de didi . LOLs . Then when xiao di taking thing i move aside . He say he touch tio me will responsible de . LOLS . When i pass him thing he say want touch me back . He's joking . LOLS . After that the uncle that came to restock the box , paper , chopstick , spoon & plastic de came . When he put box , all the box drop on him . I laugh at him the loudest . Then he walk pass me & touch my backside . Then another uncle come restock chicken wing all that de came . The trolley overturn , i at there laugh . I want-ed to use rubberband to shoot the uncle who touches my backside de but fail . Have lunch with mom , boss & sister . Home-d & lappy awhile Bath & sleep . 19 year old de keep spam call &a

Hi . Work till 2 pm . Both sister upgrade their mobile plan . They have new phone . ._. Then have lunch with boss , mom & both sister . Then went to slack & eat chestnut . Home-d & bath . Lappy till now . Talk-ed with that 19 year old guy again . 4 hour plus of talk-ing . :D . I still fuck-ing fed up with that bitch . PCB .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy . Bath & talk-ed on phone with 19 year old small kids . He .... me . ._. But i can't find the love feel-ing . I don't know to love liao .:x . CB BITCH BACKSTABER . READER YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAY ? SHE SAY I COPY HER PIERCE EAR WHICH I DIDN'T EVEN PIERCE YET . SHE SAY I TELL TIAN XIN NUER & ZHI YING SUN NU THAT SHE COPY THEM BUY BAG . SHE TOLD ME THAT IN MSN . CAUSE I SCOLD-ED HER . SHE SAY I STAB AH LIAN . OH MY . I BEEN WORKING & SELDOM WENT OUT , HOW DO I STAB ? I WENT TO ASK TIAN XIN NUER . SHE SAY NEVER . THEN SHE TELL TIAN XIN NUER THAT I SAY SHE , ZHIYING NUER & TIAN XIN NUER VERY FAKE WHICH I DIDN'T . SHE ALSO SAY THAT EVERYTIME I WALK BEHIND HER . MACHIAM I DOG SIOL . CCB BITCH . THEN HOR SHE STILL SAY EVEYTIME I WAN'T BUY THING , SHE PEI ME THEN SHE WAN'T BUY THING I SAY I WANT GO HOME . SORRY LOR , I NOT THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE DE . WAN'T MAKE ME & TIAN XIN NUER QUAR

I AM SO HAPPY ! LOLS . HIHI ! Hmm , work till 1 pm . Xiao di never work . But mom & boss quarrel so mom went home early . Home-d & lappy . BAth & again continue lappy till now . Reader , you know why i happy ? Cause me & tian xin nuer ok lerh :D Thank to that bitch say about me ! PCB . Thurday meeting nuer together go school . Then satursday together eat dinner . I <3 nuer larhs . I miss her ton can . I thought she would believe that bitch . I thought she rather believe then ask-ing me . Lucky i went to talk to her & everything is fine . Bitch , i serious hate you the the core . Oh ya , i chat-ed with this 19 year old guy . Yesterday & today we chat . He fun to bully . Then today while chating with him also pei him play maple . He suddenly say ' I <3 YOU ' LOLS . SHOCK ! But he say he tell-ing the true . But he haven break voice . :x He everything also let me . So good of him . But i don't believe in love liao . :D Bye reader . I <3 you read

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . Bath & continue lappy . Saw what " SHE " write . I cry . Yea , she call-ed me a " bitch " but me call her " SHE " . YOu see sec 1 me & her close . Sec 2 me & zhi ying close . Sec 3 & 4 she & zhi ying close so me & jackie close . But even if i close to jackie , she still backstab me . No matter how close , she still will backstab . She's 2 faces human nor . Ya , now you & her close . So ? Doesn't mean she won't backstab you . She told you about me . Why don't fuck-ing come & ask me whether is it true ? uh ? PLEASE LAR . ASK BEFORE SAY-ING ME CAN NOT ? Last time you all say me on blog , i diam diam nia . Now i won't liao . Cause i not afraid to lose a friend or what cause can find new de friend . But now i say-ing all those is just to tell you , she want to believe her or what is up to you . I can't do anything . I'm just afraid she might hurt you . Cause i hav

Hi ~!! Woke up at 8 plus am . Lappy & went to bath . My dad is CRAZY !! He say don't wan't help me pay book end up give me $ 400 buy book . & $ 100 pay my phone bill . But bill only $ 60 niahs . LOLS . Later going amk wor . I want buy bag !! Edit-ed Post * Cab-ed to AMK . Sister see doctor for her leg . While wait-ing , went to have breakfast . Mom push-ed me & i knock-ed a LAOAHPEK . The LAOAHPEK diao me . I say my mom but she deny . I told my mom that in work those LAOTIKO keep touch-ing my hand when taking the money . But she don't believe & scold-ed me . Tear began to roll down . Then bus-ed to AMK MRT . Train-ed to city with mom while both sister train-ed to bedok . Went city hall buy donut . Bought old chang ki for mom & myself . When i tell her i bought for food , she say wait larhs , choosing donut . Then train-ed to bedok to help sister buy book . Then cab-ed home . Maple-d all the way to 9 plus pm then off to bed . But almost 11 pm then sleep c

I fuck-ing sad & no mood . D: Woke up at 7 plus am . Down for breakfast with mom . Ate carrot cake & drink soya bean . Kana force to drink soys bean . Mom don't let me drink cold drink / coconut drink . Only allow me drink cold soya bean . Home-d & lappy . Mom went to salon for a wash . She wan't us to bath & go out . End up it all a lie . Yesterday , she promise to go out but now she say her leg pain . Why she break promise ? Why ? Why ? Why ? I cry & fall asleep . Sister wake me up to go out . But i don't wan't . Mom PROMISE to go out . Guess what ? End up she go out don't know with who . Why she went out when she say her leg pain ? Why don't rather go out with me than going out with other ? Cry again . Eye swollen & hurt . I hurt myself by use-ing my fingernail to scratch myself . Hurt-ing myself is nothing . Cause what hurt the most is my HEART ! Now the scratch-ing mark is still with me . Maple-d & cook maggie . Sister home-d &am

Work till 1 pm . Morning can't find my key & sister don't wan't to help find . BLABLABLABLA . A china man give my paper instead money . LOLS . Buy thing give paper not money . He found out & say tmd ._. Scolding himself . Home-d & lappy awhile . Bath-ed & audition . Maple-d . From lvl 30 , now lvl 34 le . Today lvl by 4 . :D . Bye . I'm tired . Tomorrow & tomorrow de tomorrow off .

Work till 2 pm . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy while mom & sister went out . Fall asleep & wake up at 6 plus pm . Bath-ed & continue lappy . Someone knock-ed the door & i thought is ****** . I was scare . End up is sell ice cream . I bought chocolate ice cream for $ 12 . Continue lappy till now & i going to sleep .

Work-ed till 2 pm . Boss keep disiao me . Cause i accidently done something . LOLs . Have lunch with boss & mom . Home-d & lappy . Sleep awhile & went to bath . Continue lappy & sleep at 9 plus pm .

Woke till 2 pm as xiao di off . I have a dream . I dream of a guy who i saw his picture on someone blog . He married . Age 21 . LOLS . I dream that we tickle here & there . It seem that the relationship between me & him is close . Is very close one . GRRR ! & we went out with his wife . OMG . Third party ! I hate it ! Nevermind , it just a dream . Home-d , lappy & bath-ed . LALALALAs . Sian lar . Meow coming to tampines to work . Muhahahas . Can go disiao . :x My audition couple is crazy . He's 14 , me's 16 cannot be tgt de .

Finish work at 10 am . Bought food for sister & home-d . Home-d & lappy . Make yesterday food hot & eat . Maple-d & sleep . Woke up , maple-d & bath . Eat dinner & lappy till now . Now all you do is believe her . Somehow i feel that i'm the one you say-ing . If is me , why don't ask me whether is true or not . Know / find out the true before say-ing it .

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . 12 plus pm went to bath & cab-ed dwm to Tampines Mrt with sister . Went to buy glue that paste crystal on phone . Then went to have KFC with sister . After that went Tampines mall & cs shop . Then went to auntie house take thing & cab-ed home . Sleep till 9 plus pm . Meow want to jio me back . But sorry , i don't trust love neither & have given up on love . Eat the food which mom bought but eat abit & keep it in 冰箱 . Audition till now . Play-ed with couple . Ok , i have to go to sleep . Edit-ed Post * I just cry finish & i'm here to post what happen . I found out my $ 200 have gone missing . I have $ 250 in my pocket . Four $ 50 & Five $ 10 . But only saw the five $ 10 on the floor . I was so scare as all my saving is $ 250 . From $ 1000 left $ 250 . I didn't anyhow buy thing . Remember i bought ipod nano for me & mom so left $ 500 . Make hair extention $300 . So left $ 200 & $ 50 is my work pay for

Work till 10 am . Went to bank to make a new bank book . Was blur as dam long never go bank . The people who serve customer were nice . :D Home-d & lappy . Bath-ed with cold water again . Lappy & sleep . Wake up & continue lappy . That ben came our house again . I hate it can ? He lie on my parent bed . Dam him . At there kpkb . & yes , i scold-ed him . Hope he don't come again . !

Work till 10 am . Home-d & lappy . Went to bath . Went down with sister to sent her lappy to the shop . Wait-ed for mom & sister to come down . They came & went coffeeshop to eat . Only sister ate . Bus-d to tampines inter & train-ed to orchard . Went to the salon . Mom curl her hair while i cut abit of my hair . That day the kor kor help me extend hair one help me cut . He ask cut short ar . I say you cut short i kill you . They all laugh say he so handsome , i bear to kill him mer . Wait-ed for mom . Read newspaper . Korkor say the pose very nice . LOLS . Went to shop & eat . The long john silver suck . Can't eat finish . The fish was hard . Then blablablabla & bus-ed home .

Work till 2 pm . Ate lunch with mom & boss . I ate a little as on the right side of my teeth & gum hurt . So i use my left side to chew . Mom laugh at me cause like left side swollen . Home-d & use lappy . Fall asleep till 6 / 7 plus pm . Wake up & bath . Continue use-ing lappy till now . :D . That all .

Yo . Today work so good . Mood was good too except for some fucker customer . Nevermind , forget it . Boss say today i very good as i talk nice-ly to customer , try to help sister & help mom work till 3 pm . Lunch with boss , mom & sister . Home-d & lappy till 6 plus pm . & mom chase me to bath . ._. continue lappy & 8 plus pm went for dinner with mom , sister & boss . Ate a small plate of cheese fries & abit of toast-ed bread . Then went super market & home . LOLs . Ok , i got couple in audition ler . Is like finally he get to couple me . Cause he ask-ed me for rl & audition lot of time . But i hack carehim till today couple him niah . Monday i not going to make hair liao as now my hair look natural so don't waste time & money on it ler . My hair cos about near-ly $ 300 . M money fly liao .

Just got back home . Yesterday just fuck-ing slept for 1 hour 20 minutes . Chat-ing with ahboyy baby till 3 plus am . & change my blog skin till 4 am . Fuck-ing force myself wake up to work . Mom / boss bo tell me no work . So i went to work . Boss told me no work . So he ask-ed me want work ? Of course , yes . I don't wan't to waste time as i can't sleep back . So that fat auntie went home . In work wasn't really in mood as my stomach & i feel-ing cold . Now i want go out also hard . Need to wear jacket then can go out or i rather stay at home . Hmm , work till 10.30 am . Home-d & lappy till 12 plus pm . Went to bath . Cab-ed to tampines MRT to meet mom with sister to orchard . So train-ed to orchard . Shop-ed & eat till 4 pm . Ate hor fun as my stomach weak . Actually want fried rice but mom don't allow . The food & drink totally suck . Shop-ed & went into a salon to extend hair till 10 plus pm . Call-ed cab & home-d . I will post my pi

Work till 10 am . Went home & lappy . I'm sad & angry as my sister rather listen to a guy in audition then me . So i cried & my mind went sot . I ate 7 pill of diet pill . Eat 1 pill will become temper bad , very thirsty & will get nervous easily . So 7 pill will be more worst la . After that i feel like vomit but can't . Stomach become weak . Don't feel like eat-ing nor drink-ing . Text-ed Tian xin whether tomorrow got work mar . Cause her blog say that her work place nothing to eat . So want-ed to packet her some good food . But she reply-ed jackie accompany her . Hais , totally sad ! Bath & went to iron clothes till now . LOLS . But one side iron clothes , one side play audition . Play with ahboyy baby bubp & bp to earn earn . Hohos . Bye . Edit-ed Post * Now 2.25 am le & i still not asleep . Just came out of audition . Ahboyy baby now eating fried rice then continue audition . LOLS . He pig la . Keep eat . He don't belive i 16 . He say i

I WAN'T LEARN TO MAKE UP . ANYONE MIND TEACH-ING ME ? Hi . Sian then come blog der . Hmm , work till 10 am . oh ya , a customer stare at me siol . I stand on the right but went went to the left to wait . So i ask-ed him to come mine here & he stare at me . PCB . STARE WHAT STARE SIOL ? IS IT I TOO PRETTY LIAO ? BUT I CAN TELL YOU SORRY I NOT PRETTY AT ALL . I CURSE YOU TIO AID LA . CURSE YOUR EYE BECOME BLIND . HOPE YOUR FUCK-ING LAN JIAO GET ROT LA . LUCKY I'M TIRED , IF NOT I WILL SCOLD DER HOR . CCB . Home & use-d lappy . Bath-ed & mom home-d with breakfast . Use lappy till 2 plus & went to sleep . My phone rang so i msg-ed to ask who is him/her . Call-ed back again but hang-ed up without any talk-ing . So msg-ed again & him/her reply in malay . That mean wrong number la . PCB . I slept less than an hour leh . Can't sleep back liao so use lappy till now . OVERSEA HAVE BEEN POSTPONE AS IN MY WORK PLACE DER PEOPLE ALL HAVE TO ALL FOR A ONE DAY COURSE &a

Hi . Work till 2 pm . Xiao Di keep disiao me . Xiao Di kana scold by customer . & he no mood . He no mood = no people pei wo play . T.T FUCK-ING CUSTOMER WHO SCOLD XIAO DI PLEASE FUCK-ING FUCK OFF LA . IS NOT HIS FAULT AT ALL . CAN'T YOU JUST REPEAT WHAT YOU WANT ? HAVING MENS AR ? NOT IN THE MOOD THEN JUST FUCK-ING STAY AT HOME . DON'T VENT YOUR FUCK-ING ANGER OR WHATEVER TO HIM . CCB . HE NO MOOD = I NO MOOD . PCB . HE DONE NOTHING WRONG AT ALL ! BOSS ASK WHAT HAPPEN & YOU JUST FUCK-ING SAY NON OF HIS BUSINESS . EXCUSE ME ! HE IS THE BOSS & HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW . YOU MY PAULINE AUNT FRIEND BIG FUCK ? THEN FUCK-ING GO & DIE . WONDER HOW YOU HAVE A HUSBAND WILL-ING TO BE WITH YOU WITH YOUR FUCK-ING ATTITUDE . DON'T LEET ME SEE YOU AGAIN . EVEN YOU COME & BUY THING FROM US & IS I SERVE YOU THEN GOOD LUCK . CAUSE I DON'T FUCK-ING CARE BOISS SCOLD OR NOT ONE . I NOT HAPPY MEAN NOT HAPPY . BOSS SCOLD ME I DON'T CARE DE . BECAUSE HE KNOW MY TEM

HI , work-ed till 2 pm . Tired siol . At work i cry . Cause a fuck-ing customer . Too much man . Nevermind . Actually never cry but mom & boss quarrel about this so i cry . Have lunch with mom & boss . Home-d & lappy . View & read some blog . I feel kinda sad . Cause Zhi ying got sihao . Tian xin got jackie . Me lehhs ? NOONE ~! . Hais . Went to bath & sleep till 8 plus pm . Audition & found couple again . You were my daddy . Now you become my couple . :D . Donut mei can't take it . Cause my daddy is hers too . Mean i her Jie but now have to become her mummy . How i wish i'm all alone in the world belong to me .

Hi . Work-ed till 2 pm . Saw a cute baby . I ask-ed Xiao Di to give birth baby give me play . He say do with me arhhs . LOLS . If want i think i want be single mother . Cause guy useless . Hais . Went home & maple till 5 plus pm . Went bath & cab-ed down to tampines mall to have Long John Silver with sister . After that went to buy ipod nani ♥♥ . Went to burger king to pack for mom & sister food . The guy which serve us very cute & blur norhhs . He forget how much i give me & he ask himself instead of ask-ing me . Cab-ed home & make my ipod . Went audition & couple-d . Baby , i need you badly . Hais .

HI ~! . Kekes . Hmm , finish work at 2 pm . Have my lunch . I don't feel like eat-ing but force-d myself . Because yesterday have gastric & woke up at 4 plus am as gastric pain . On the way home feel like vomit-ing . ._. Went home bath & cab-ed to tampines MRT with sister . Train-ed to city hall . Shop-ed & train-ed back to tampines . Went to the ' Newstead Technologies ' to see MP3/MP4/IPOD . Bought-ed APPLE IPOD Nano 8GB , Cover & Screen protector for $ 277 . Call-ed mom & told her about it as it was for her . She say she heart pain cause expensive . LOLS . I use my money , she heart pain for what ? Bus-ed to 201 . Run from bus stop to another side . Lucky there was a kind lady let me share 雨伞 or else the ipod will get wet . Went super market to buy some item for maggie mee . Home-d & maple . Sister eat-ing maggie mee . LOLs . I tomorrow going to get the same ipod as mother but different colour . :D .

Hi . I hav-ing gastric pain now . T.T Hmm , work till 10 am . Went home & have my food . Lappy while wassh-ing clothes . Fall asleep . Bath & lappy . Mom & both sister went sentosa with boss . I;m lazy to go out so give it a miss . Maple & audition till now . That all . Bye . Next monday then go oversea as can't take off . Baby , i miss-ing you .

Hi ~! . D: I feel-ing sad now . Hais . Hubby online but play-ing dota . 2 day lerhhs bo msg me & pei me audi . Work till 10 am . Home-d and help sister with her audition licence . Went to bath & continue audition-ing . Cook maggie for sister & myself . Add lot of thing into it . Went to sleep till 6 plus pm . Woke up & maple till 9 plus pm . Hmm , chat with Weiai LOVELOVE & Tian xin nuer . Love my gans lotlot & * him * . MUHAHAHAHAs . Bye . Mom try-ing to cope from me $ 300 for batam . Last year she cope $ 200 from me . This year she say got GST so must $ 300 . LMAO lehhs she . She alway try-ing to make me say out how much i have . Shyt her .

HI ~! I nothing to do so come & blog . Work till 10 am & bought maggie mee home . Lappy awhile & went to bath as i meet-ing someone in jurong east to collect money . Bath-ed and cab-ed to tampines inter . Train-ed to jurong east . It took 1 hour plus to reach . Reach-ed & collect the money & train-ed to bugis as sister meet-ing a CB girl . Reach-ed bugis bought some food to eat while waiting for that CB girl . Went to find that girl & shopp-ed around bugis junction . Train-ed back to tampines . Shopp-ed around tampines mall & cs . Bought some ankle sock as mom need it . Find a place to sit as me & sister was too tired to continue walk-ing while wait-ing for another act cute girl to reach . Went to MRT station to wait for her . It was rain-ing . She arrive & sister pass her $ 69 . She say should be $ 79 . She check-ed her phone & say nevermind . Of course , nevermind larhhs cause is $ 69 marhhs . BUs-ed home & lappy till now . I'm tired .

HI . I get-ing lazy and lazy to blog lerhhs larhhs . Hmm , was late for work again . Mom and boss quarrel because of me . I feel guilty . D: . Home-d at 10 am . Lappy ahile and went to bath . Msg-ed ass all the way till i sleep . LOLs . Ok larhhs , not ass is hubby . Hmm , sleep till 6 plus pm and continue lappy . Sorry reader . I get-ing lazy to post so post will be short . Oh ya , reader view this . http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNTQwMjU1OTY=.html The fuck-ing father dam cruel . I pity the son . How can he chop his son ? His son left eye blind cause his father use knife to ..... I can't say anymore . I cry for that . Terry dam bad larhhs . He told me lot of ppl kana ban for hack . He hope i get ban . He say treat me eat when i kana ban .

Hmm , have a quick update as my mom chas-ing me to sleep . :D . Hmm , was late for work . Woke up at 6 am instead of 5.20 am . Reach work place at 6.20 am . Work work work till 10 am . Reach home bath and lappy till now lorhhs . :D . That all .

Just came out of audition . :D . Hmm , work till 2 pm . I want-ed to put my water bottle into the 冰箱 at work derhhs but boss tell xiao di if clean the 冰箱 then throw my water bottle away ._. So i put at somewhere . Xiao di say he will throw away derhhs . Then i ask xiao di when want to hug fat auntie then he say he want me bao bao . Hehes . SOO cute ~! I beat & smack him . He say 打是爱 ， 骂是爱 so he call me beat more . AHHHH ~! Went to have lunch with mom , boss and two sister . LOLS . Boss eat-ing saw a china girl infront the table . Her armpit lot of hair . Boss say see lerhhs jiu can't eat , like seaweed . Just nice i eat-ing seaweed . Zzz Then went home play audition . Hehes . Boy , i keep think-ing of you even daylight i dream-ing of you . You know how much you mean to me ?

Just came out of audition . :D . Hmm , work till 3 pm . Actually i work till 2 pm then mom work till 3 pm . She don't know she work till 3 pm and she went to have lunch without bring-ing me ! Nevermind . It was fun . Hehes . Xiao di ask me to learn hot fry egg . I know how to fry egg but work place is deep fry derhhs . Plus i scare the oil pop pop pop to my hand . So i hide my hand and ' BOMB ' ~~ he scare me . LOLs . Xiao di keep say he dote me . BOOOO ~~! I call the fat auntie quick married xiao di . Xiao di say want marry me . ._. After went to have lunch with mom . She see me eat . LOLs . Saw grandfather so i ran to work place . Xiao di bully me again . Then i ask the fat auntie wan't hug xiao di . She say ask xiao di want her not . So i ask lorhhs . Guess what he reply ? He say 阿 girl arhhs ? 要我要阿 girl . He say he wan't me again . :D . Hmm , went home and lappy till 7 pm and went to bath . Kana force to go chalet . I don't want go derhhs . So bo bian . Sit

Starting Time : 1.02 pm Name : Yeeling Shoe Size : I don't know Height : 160 cm ? I don't know :x Where do you live : Tampines Favourite Drinks : Coconut juice , QOO drink :D Have you ever- Been on a plane : No Fallen asleep at school : Yes , lot of time Broken someone's heart : I don't know . If i broke someone heart , hope the ' someone ' help me answer Fell of your chair : Think so Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yeahhs Saved e-mails : No What is your room like : I don't have the room of my own The last thing you ate : Nasi lemak which is yesterday breakfast Ever had chickenpox: Yes Sore throat : Yes Broken nose : Of course no Do you believe in love at first sight : Yarhhs Like picnics : Yarhhs , romantic Who was the last person you danced with : Noone Last person made you smile: I don't know , no real smile You last yelled at: Sister Today did you- Talk to someone you like : No Kiss anyone : No . [ First kiss is still with me

NOw 1 plus am liao . Just finish-ed play-ing maple . Work till 2 pm . Xiao di keep disturb-ing me . I keep laugh went a small boy came cause he told me why he buy this blablabla . Then xiao di go ask him i pretty marhhs . LMAO lehhs . Then i push him away . Hmm , and he call me names , i smack him . HE keep sing song . ._. . That fat auntie ask why he so happy . He say cause he give my flower . Diao lehhs . :D . Xiao di suddenly say pink pikini again . He remember . They say i wear swimming clothes sure dam cute derhhs . They say when i go swimming must ask them go . They want see . Hmm , have lunch and back home . Use lappy then bath . Bath liao wear a jacket . Too cold liao . Hmm , Then maple maple maple till now . That all . Boy , i still ♥ you .

YO ~! . I just wake up . Hmm , i woke up at 7 plus am . Actually can sleep longer derhhs but mom find thing very noisy . Use lappy awhile then play maple and audition . My audition kana hack . Thank to my new couple . _l_ . PCB . I decide to quit audition . Thank to him ! 9 plus am went to wash up and bath . Then cab-ed down to blk 138 to have breakfast with mom and both sister . It was fun . Having lot of joke . :D . Then cab-ed home . Maple awhile and went to sleep till 2 plus pm . Woke up , i cry cause i dream that my dad die and my mom don't ♥ me lerhhs . I cry till sleep . And wake up again at about 3 plus pm . Hais . Edit-ed Post * Now going to 10 pm lerhhs . Just came back not long . Hmm , bus-ed to tampines inter . Then shop shop shop . Eat dinner and continue shop . I been wear-ing jacket . I feel-ing cold . I don't know why . Hais . Anyway i kana hack , i'm sad instead of angry . Sad because why must he did this to me ? I totally no mood even i bought somthing i l

Hi ~ ! . Was not feel-ing well . D: . Hmm , work till 1 pm . Was hav-ing headache and i feel cold . Auntie say i going to have fever soon . Hope it true . Another fat auntie say cause xiao di never come so i going to fall sick . Went home , lappy awhile and went to bath . Sister cook and ask-ed me want to eat . Actually don't want but mom ask-ed me to eat . I ate abit jiu full , couldn't finish it but force to eat finish . Maple awhile and went to sleep . Dam cold siahhs . Woke up and continue to maple . That all . Tomorrow i off . Actually want-ed to ask tian xin to go out but she ask me to stop ask-ing question . Hais . Friend began to change to a person which i don't really know . What happen-ing ? Maybe going batam cause mom there derhhs relative call her to go . I miss them larhhs . Especially that cousin . I love him before but i now we are impossible cause he batam i singapore . I want go larhhs . Hehes . If can i want stay there don't want come back singapore .

Here to blog . :D . Hmm , work till 10 plus am then went home . Rain-ing heavily . I walk in the rain . It being don't know how long since i walk-ed in the rain . Reach-ed home lappy . I today dam du lan lorhhs . Sister blogshop customer dam unreasonable larhhs horhhs . Make my angry till scold vuglar . _l_ . The customer have gone to the limit . Nevermind , settle liao . Then went to bath . Mom home . I ate one curry puff . One whole day eat one curry puff only . :D . Hmm , i told mom that this few day , my body feel hot but inside of my body is cold and shiver-ing . She say gonna to fall sick . Hope it true and get a high fever or whatever . :D . Accompany sister went down then home and sleep . Woke up at 6 plus pm . Watch tv and continue lappy . Maple and level-ed . Hais . i can't stand the cold in my body . It shiver-ing . Ok larhhs . I go sleep lerhhs . Friday i tak-ing off . :D .

Tagged by KENNY to do this . you ASS ! (: RULE #1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. RULE #2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. 1. Do you have secrets? - Of course . Everyone have secret . 2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you? - No ! I not lesbian . 3. Do you enjoy going to school? - Sometime . 4. What would you do with a billion dollars? - Donate all to charity . 5. What is your view towards love? - It HURT but sometime i feel it sweet and happy . 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? - Being loved by someone of course . 7. List out your 15 favourite songs: - not in order. 01. Love Paradise 02. Way back into love 03. Be my lover 04.

I just came back . Dam hot and my heart beat quite fast . Hmm , work till 2 pm . Home , use-d lappy and went to bath . Cab-ed down to tampines mall to collect my MP3 from di . Went to Time Zone to find him . I say him bastard . Then went to have mac and window shopping . LOLS . End-ed up i bought a hairband . Bus-ed home and re put audition to my MP3 . Meet tian xin . Tiax xin saw KONG WEI SIANG . She heart attack . LOLS . Then run run run to a block . They sit on chair . I and tian xin sit on the floor . Then awhile went to sit on chair lerhhs . LOLS . I shout-ed twice as the rabbit wan't to jump to where i'm sit-ing . ._. He look like small kid lehhs . Hehes . Mean he should call wo jiejie . :x . Shhhhh . Didi ~~~ . :x . Then awhile jiu went home . Oh yaya , sister say i look younger then kenny . LOLS . Sister say i look like secondary 3 . ._. . Bye . I sprain my leg . I guess i have to rest at home . Mean work and home . No out-ing lerhhs . I'm scare . Scare i might sudd

Which place have 10 man ? Anyone know the answer . Tag me with your answer . I will post the answer out . ;D HIIIIIIIIIII . Lmao . Work till 10 plus am . Xiao di say bring me go see doctor cause i sing mao mao mao mao mao . LOLs . I beat him lot of time . He keep say me . Came back eat and lappy awhile jiu went to bath . Bath jiu went sleep lerhhs . Wake up saw my mom sister daughter at emy house . LOLS . So dad . He came back from oversea . Dad ask why there is red stain at the place where i slept . LOLs . My hair derhhs colour . Hmm , make my blog . Hehes . Hmm , tomorrow going wedd-ing lerhhs . Hehes . So happy . Hope won't time me like that 2 fucker . :x . Whenever i went in audition , i'm afraid . Afraid he might break couple . Lalalalas . Bye , off to sleep .

Happy 2 month with Aina [ sweetheart ] ! Sweetheart : Thank for being there for me . Whenever i have problem or what , you will help me to solve . We being together as sweetheart for 2 month and i hope will be as long as 2 month uhs . I love you sweetheart . Thank for being there for me . Hi , i now at Pc bunk blog-ing . LOLS . Hmm , 11 plus am went out of house . Sister went to find mom to take money . After that 7-11 to buy acash . LOLS . She left $ 5 after buy-ing that . Actually yesterday i plan to buy 20 k acash for her but i left $ 6 . So today get my 2 day pay which is $ 40 . So bus-ed to tampines inter and train-ed to Dhoby Ghaut . Went to have breakfast . I meet-ing someone to collect money so just nice the food came and she reach . So bo bian went to Mrt station find her . Wait so long lorhhs . My food turn cold lerhhs larhhs . So went back to have my food . Sister pass food to me and ..... she drop a bowl of soup . Dam MA LU lorhhs . Then went to Pc bunk but the road seem w

Late for work again . Cause overslept . Too tired . Hmm , went home at 10 plus am . Maple awhile and mom call-ed me to go down to remake my left side derhhs hair as it not straight . Make till about 12 pm went to find mom . Sit-ed infront of my work place . Mom told me xiao di wan't go eat . I couldn't heard what she say so xiao di told me ' Accompany xiao di eat ' . LOLS . Instead of use-ing ' Me ' , he use ' Xiao Di ' . He dam cute siol . Kekes . Then i felt bor-ing so i play with my mouth . I make my mouth like kiss-ing like that . Mom say i want to kiss xiao di . Xiao di laugh . >_< . Then sister came so i accompany her go buy cake . She bought me bread as i was hungry . LOLS . After that went back to work place wait for mom . Boss say i wan't to see xiao di . LOLS . Mom finish-ed work . I realise i have my mens . I dam fuck-ing happy . As last month didn't have mens and i was dam worry . But don't anyhow think larhhs . I never fuck

Today is unlucky day . Went for work . Was late as i overslept . Hmm , i cried today . Cause boss scold me . One fuck-ing customer . He didn't queeue so i ask-ed him to queeue up but he insist that he queeu-ed . The customer behind was kind enough to let him first . He want me to sell him . So nevermind lorhhs . BUT READER , I WORK IN COFFEESHOP SELL-ING FOOD DERHHS . IS NOISY INSIDE AND HARD TO HEARD WHAT CUSTOMER SAY RIGHT ? HE SAY I DEAD . PCB . I WISH I COULD USE A KNIFE AND STAB HIM . I cried as boss say me useless . I cried till very jialat okay . End up everything was fine . Went home and lappy . Use my sister lappy as she was not at home and her lappy is on . Lappy awhile , mom call-ed and ask me to go down rebond hair . Quick bath and went down . Brought Dvd player and psp . LOLS . Rebond till 5 plus pm then blablablablablabla and went home for lappy . Now tian xin on the way to my house . WOOT . Hehes . Edit-ed Post * Hehes . Came back lerhhs . Now 9 plus pm . Tian xin ca

YO . I was late for work due to my stomach pain . Woke up , wake my sister up for work . As i thought it was sun . LOLS . Brush my teeth but while brush-ing my teeth , i have difficult breath-ing . Then went to bath but stomach pain . Reach work at 5.50 am barhhs . Late for 5 Work till 10 plus am . Then went home lappy awhile jiu fall asleep till 3 plus . Actually today rebond-ing hair derhhs but change to tomorrow lerhhs . Lappy awhile jiu went to bath then lappy . 8 plus cook maggie . Quite long never cook maggie lerhhs . LOLS . Then continue lappy till now . Actually wednesday going bunk with sister as it was her birthday so treat her eat and bunk but she have course so plan to change to tuesday which is tuesday but mom book tomorrow for rebond-ing so no choice thursday .

Yoyo . ;D . Work till 2 pm . Quite fun lehhs . Cause alot of joke . ;D . Mood was good but 2 people make me angry . I forget what the customer pack so i ask her , she say me stupid . Cb . Another is 3 men stand-ing center and block-ing the way . Their parent own to place uhs ? Idiot . Xiao di lent my phone . He want-ed to throw it into the pot . At the end he say want see song . He open the music floder but he don't know how to close . Then have lunch with boos and mom . It rain-ing heavily . Then went home lappy awhile then went to bath . Continue lappy again . Help Kenny di change blogskin . Hehes . He give me the link to download for audition and now audition can play liao . Hahas . Di , i love you larhhs . Then audition awhile . Found audi . Oh ya , boss gave me $ 100 to rebond hair , He say i guai . Hehes . Later the continue post-ing . Got to go for dinner . Bye . Edit-ed Post * I'm back from my dinner . Hmm , cab-ed to bedok to have dinner . I gave half of the money whic

Gonna have a quick post before i went to my Dream Land . Work-ed till 4 pm . Then have lunch with mom , boss and 2 sister . After that me and second sister went home . I lappy awhile then went to have a bath . Then went to meet mom and bus-ed to simei to collect sister phone . Shop till 8 plus pm and bus-ed home . Okay that all . Bye . I miss-ing you , do you know that ?

I'm here to post early as i want to sleep early . Hmm , today work till 10 plus am . Mom went home at 10 am as she meet-ing her sister . I have to wait till Xiao di came then can go home . Xiao Di take my food away ._. , , he act as if he don't know is mine food . Box him . Hmm , went home and have my lunch . Lappy till 12 pm and fall asleep till 3 plus pm . After that went to have a bath and hang clothes . Hang finish and iron clothes . I alone at home . Sian . Iron clothes lerhhs jiu lappy . I change-d new blogskin which i like it dam fuck-ing much . I choose dam long derhhs . Mom came home at 8 plus pm . I quite angry with her . She thought i never iron and hang clothes which i did . Cb siol . Okok . I have to end here . Tomorrow will be a busy day for me . ;D