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Malaysia Trip With Sister on 21 December 2010 Picture uploaded at Fb. Blogger too slow liao.

我好想问你：‘你还爱我吗？’。 因为我觉得你没那么爱我了。 我对你的爱还是依然得那么深。 你打给我也越来越来得少了。 讲电话的时间也越来越来的短了。

1st Malaysia trip with friends on 20 October 2010 :) Super late post :) Went malaysia with Xiu Zhen, 艳华 & her husband. The purpose to go there is dye/reborn & celebrate 艳华 birthday. Suppose to wake up at 5 am as i meeting them at bugis 7 am but i woke up at 6 plus am Too happy till can't sleep. So no choice, quickly bath & cab down. Took bus into malaysia. Reach there around 9 plus am. Cab to the place name sentosa as 艳华 want to visit doctor. Reach there but the clinic is not open yet. So have breakfast first. 肉骨茶 for breakfast. Super tasty :) Went back to the clinic. Wait awhile as the person not yet arrive. Open & wait awhile. While 艳华 & her husband is waiting, me & Xiu Zhen went shopping but mostly the shop not yet open. :( Went waston bought afew thing. Quite cheap. Back to the clinic. Still waiting. By the time finish, it already 11 plus am/12 pm. Cab to another place & bought ticket for bus. While waiting for the bus, me &a

为何要一次又一次的伤我的心？ 我的心已翠得不能在粘回去了。 你即使才会珍惜我？ Hi, i'm here to update. Just changed blogskin. Nice right ? Hahas. Today woke up at 12 pm. Prepared & went out with little sister :) Cab to century square as i wanted to deposit money. Meet mom at nearby MRT. Little sister accompany mom to shop while i trained to dhoby ghuat. Buy some stuff for work & movie ticket for " Old Cow Vs Tender Grass ". Stayed at work place till 4 plus pm. Went to plaza singapura food court to have some snack with lilttle sister. Next is movie. Nice show uhs :) Movie ended around 7 pm. Shopped around at BEST ! Guess what i buy ? A pink, light & small lappy. hehes. Half my saving fly. :( Now my next item to buy is phone. Must wait till i off day then go see :) 8 pm went to work till 11 pm. Homed & used lappy.

Hi :) I'm here again. * laugh * I'm awake thank to him ._. Ask him wake up call me, he really wake up call me. Somemore is 7 plus am. Buay tahan him. Talk on phone till fall asleep. He so proooooo. Okay, i just hanged up his call. Sian. I'm starting to save up now. Nowaday, i keep spent spent spent. :( Okay larhs, i want sleep back. Tired :(

It been two month since i last updated ！ :) Life wasn't good. Not happy with my job & those people who work with me. I wanted to quit soo much that finally ( YES, finally ) yestersday i told boss that i want to quit. But he seem that he don't want me to quit. He say will find someone to replace my place. After that say will let me rest a few day. Awwww, i really want to leave man. HELP ! He did say work till end of the year cause the contract of the shop will end at that end of the year. But i have no heart to work for them already. 5 year & 1 month of working for this job already. It tough to work for soo long. Oh, i decide to leave potato :) It heart breaking but no choice. I guess he isn't the one for me, right WONG TIAN XIN ? The next guy will be better ! * Laugh * That what guan yin ma say. Hope everything will be smooth for me from now on. Just hope that he won't kana bully. :( He's soo easily kana bully. Really afraid that he wil

It been 18 day since last update. Feeling down. I really need to move out. Can't fcuking staying in this house anymore. Working with mom equal suck ! Hate working with her. She freaking don't know that all the staff there & even those delivery man/woman don't like to work with her. She too ZZzzzz. This cannot that cannot where can tahan ? Thought of renting a room but 大哥 ask me to stay at his house. But i will abit 不好意思 & i don't wish to trouble them. Hais. Why must i have so fcuk up family ? This few day, mom is freaking jealous with one of the worker. Reason ? Cause i too close to her & i say all my problem to her. You know, sometime something thing can't tell your own family & you need someone you can trust to let out your problem right ? She don't understand. WTF ! Can't stand it ! As for relationship, i decide to give up on him cause i know even if we were together, you are unable to last cause of my mom. All i want

Hi :) Just back home. Woke up at 9.30 am. Bath & went down with mother. Have our breakfast & went to buy those i need for my porridge. Bought watermelon too :) Watermelon my ♥ :) Now waiting for my porridge cook before puting in the meat & egg tofu. Wonder will the taste be nice? Hahas. Anyone want some? LOL. Okay lah, i go see my porridge liao.

He fall asleep again. I hate that. He gonna go back malaysia soon. Cause the shop he working for is closing down soon due to the boss. Tomorrow gonna ask boss whether he can come back to work. :) But i miss ah hua too. how how? Gonna meet him before he go back malaysia :) I starting to feel tired & stress of this job. But everyday end of work, there is one msg from nicholas, i will be happy & forget the stress of the work. But no, he treating me coldly this few day. Hate it. Hais. 你能对我好一点吗？

Hi :) Anyone miss me? I think no ba as my tagboard is soo quieeeettttttt ! It been 1, 2, 3.......18 day since my laast update. Every night i would talk to that potato but sometime we didn't get to talk as he was tired & fall asleep. But what i hate him most is he talk till he sleep & snore ._. Ass him. It been 1 month & 13 day knowing him & 1 month 3 day telling me that he have feeling for me. At first i have no feeling for him but every night talking to him since he quit on the 10 march, i started to have feeling for him. I did told him that i have abit feeling for him but no move from him till now. But i wating patient till 5 april. I know a guy actually we know long time but neither did we chat nor talk to each other till 5 april. Whenever i'mn bored, he accompany me & show concern & love toward me. But i didn't have feeling for him as my feeling for potato is so strong. Till 11 april, he sms me in " 想你晚安 " I asked him he

为什么不打给我？ 为什么不回复我的简讯？ 为什么我叫你不打，叫你真的不打？ 难道你不知打女人是口是心非？

What is love? -Love is everything & nothing -It is silence & peace I can't get back to sleep again. I did not have any good sleep when there is no air-con for me. That idiot didn't reply my text. I really wants a boyfriend but it seem hard to find one that is ` nice ` romantic ` fun ` care for me ` love me as much as i do ` alway be there for me ` reply my sms whenever i text him ` text me automantic ` & MOST IMPORTANTLY, LIKE KID/BABIES ! hahas. I crazy over having a family of mine own. But now i have to earn as much money as i can so my future kid would not suffer. :)

I'm awake since 4 plus am. I watched Tom & Jerry, plurked, facebook-ing & listening song but still can't get back to sleep. I hate it when being disturb when i sleeping cause once awake, i will have a hard time to sleep back. Plus even if sleep back, i afraid potatoe & his friend wll call & disturb. Awwww. This job is stress. I want to change a new job soon.

Now i'm feeling confuse. Cause of a guy whom i have alittle feeling & he have a alittle feeling to me too. But there a few reason i couldn't be with him. - He is 9 ytear older than me. * i know. age dosen't matter * - He look like 30 plus year old uncle - He is short & round - His friend have feeling for me too * i don't want their friendship to be destroy by me * - No matter how unreasonable am i, he just let me be or keep quiet * i know, this point of him is good * - He is malaysian * what if he go back to malaysia? how about me? * - I still in love with "s" so deeply pleasee * i don't want to bluff him * - I'm very sure that my mom would disagree Reader, tell me what i should do :)

HAPPY BELATED 18 MONTHSARY TO WEIAI;LOVELOVE on the 5 MARCH 2010. Hi :) Thought of updating yestersday but too lazy & tired. 09032010 Woke up at 11 plus am. Use computer till 12 pm. Bath & prepared to meet mama at Tampines Mrt for lunch at Tampines Mall. Went M1 to see whether any nice phone not as mama want upgrade her line. After that went aijisen for lunch. Eat till 2 plus pm. Went inter to buy handphone pouch. After that mama went home while i trained to work. Reach work place around 3.30 pm. Work till 10 pm & trained with boss to simei. From simei cabbed to 201 to meet mama. Saw "S" but i still didn't look at him. Accompany mama to eat macdonald. Reach home around 11.40 pm. While outside my house, potatoe called me. Chated with him for 43 minutes & auto kup cause card no money lur. Used another phone to call. Few minutes only, he auto kup & become his friend call me. They two sibei disiao. After that bath, use computer &am

I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(

I'm here to UPDATE ~! Happy to see an update? LOL Changed new blogskin. Nice? Comment please. & i stole lovelove animation * pointing to my tagboard * Let start from sunday. 28022010 Work till 12 pm. Bought food for both my sister & me. Homed, eat & prepare to go out with small sister. First, cab to Tampines Mall. Went Both Isetan & Wallet shop to see wallet. Wanted to get the Guy Laroche Wallet but out stock. So see other type of wallet but same brand. One of the wallet caught my eye at Wallet shop but it cost $109. Consider first. While considering, went back to Isetan to get a bag. Bought $29.90 bag. After that went back wallet shop to get the wallet. Happy yet heart pain. Bank in some money as bag and wallet is use net. Trained to 313 at somerset. Bought slipper @ Cotton On for $5 because i bought a charity bag at $2. Then head to a shop that sell lot of hello kitty stuff. Bought Coin purse @ $7.90 for mama & book @ $5.90 for mysel

It been 9 day since last update :) Gonna start work in dhoby ghuat as full timer on the 1 March. Salary quite good. Boss say will slowly increase. & i have 2 off day. Mean 2 week off 1 time. Hahas. Actually it the same company i working at now. Just that transfering there to work as full timer. P.S: Going to change new number this time for real. Not going to give anyone except mom, boss and the people i work with. So don't bother contacting me. P.S: I'm just a sparetyres to you. You quarrel/angry, you come to me. Once you two ok, you ignore me. I'm tired of it seriously.

Overdue picture ! At East Coast Park with Tian Xin At Singapore General Hospital visitibg Daddy when he is still alive Update now. It been long since i update. i still can't accept that daddy is gone forever. Regreted that i didn't accompany him as much as i could. But i can't do anything now. Today woke up at 8 plus am. Mood wasn't good due to quarel with mum. She dam unreasonable. Went visit daddy at his resting place and off we went to grandparent place. After awhile back home with grandfather as they playing majong at my house. Slowly, Desmond kor and his family, Ah Chew uncle and his family came. & it their MAJONG TIME. I did sleep and went macdonald to buy dinner for myself and some other with cousin and etc.... Alvin cousin and his mum came. 8 plus pm went to play sparkle with cousin and those little ones. Playing with Sparkie. Make (Heart shape) & I (heart shape) U with the help of jasper cousin, alvin cousin & small sister.

True Legend Just back home from watching True Legend with Tian Xin. Woke up at i-Don't-Know what time. Use computer and slacked till 2 pm. Prepared & cab to Tampines Mrt to meet Tian Xin. *See, i soo fast reach* Bought 4.05 pm show. Ate long john silver before enter the cinema. Show lasted for 2 hour. Nice show. But hor that tian xin keep pull my clothes. HUMPH! After that home sweet home. Hahas. I off first. Later continue update if there anything. Bye.

01022010 Daddy left us. He left us without seeing anyone of us. Daddy, i'm sad that you left alone without leting me to see you one last time. How could you? But atleast you went peacefully and i'm glad about it. :) Oh, and you finally not going to suffer from all those painfullness. R.I.P, Po Hok Sing. 02022010 Daddy, it the second day you left us. Wonder how are you now? Are you alright? Daddy, remember what mummy have told you and you have to remember it carefully. If not, mummy and all of us will be sad. But i know, you will remember cause you never once want us to be sad. Daddy, i really hope you could let me know how you now. Oh, don't worry about mummy cause she is alright now. But i only could ensure you till thursday cause friday you will be burn and i guess she will be crying. Don't worry, just go and find a better family that love you and dote you.

Hope daddy is alright. Seeing him make my heartache. How i wish i could take his place. I don't bear to see him suffer all this. I know daddy is still hanging on. I know he love chinese new year. Daddy, please stay strong. You know we need you and can't bear you to leave. Please daddy, please. You treat me like your real blood daughter and you are just like my real blood daddy. Whenever i need help, you will alway be there for me unlike my real blood father.

Gonna update. Blog dieing soon. Yestersday work till 10 am instead of 12 pm. Thank to 小馒头 for letting me off as he wanted to off too. Meet Tian Xin at 12.20 pm at simei. Bought glass bottle at popular. Bus 38 to bedok and from bedok bus 40 to east coast. Sat the wrong bus. So walk to parkway parade to east coast park. Rent a bicycle for 4 hour. (2 hour free 2 hour) The cleaner over there say we are china. ._. And something happen only tian xin know. Tian xin Shhhh horrrrrr. So no choice cycle to parkway parade and bought something. Cycle till pigu pain. Tian xin also. She need AHEM to help her pigu. :x We put our wishes in the glass bottle and put some sand in. I have 20 wishes and hopes. 16 for my 笨蛋, 1 for tian xin, 1 for xdd and 2 for myself. Threw it into the sea. Cycle till 6.40 pm and we went hongkong cafe for dinner till 7 plus pm. Bus to bedok and bus to tampines. Bought fried rice and water as mother want. I thought i saw 蜜蜂． But i'm supper tired a

Gonna update ~ Haha. Anyone miss me? Let update from Monday. 18012010 Work till 10 am. Homed, sleep (think so) and prepared to go out. Out at 12 plus/ 1 plus pm. Searching for red sock everywhere as helping people buy. Found and train to dhoby ghuat and pass her the sock. Saw Weijian. Hate him man. Train to bugis to meet tian xin. She accompany to search for new year clothes. KFC for dinner and simei next to search for clothes too. Bus 9 home. Reach home at 9 plus pm. 19012010 Work till 12 pm. Homed, prepare and meet mum. Going to Singapore General Hospital to visit god daddy. He dam skinny now. Heartache. How i hope i could suffer those for him. He left 6 month to go. When i knew it, i feel like crying but i hold it back. Cbhinatown next to search for clothes and buy grandmother clothes. Grandmother is another one. She become quiet not like last time so nagging. Bought her 4 clothes for new year. Train to dhoby ghuat at 7 plus pm. Homed around 10 pm.

Mistakes are a fact of life. It is the response to error that counts. - Nikki Giovanni Had a great cry and i'm fine now. Having Friend/Family or without is the same. I rather not have friends and family. I rather be alone so no quarrel and unhappiness.

To be successful, the first thing to do is fall in love with your work. - Sister Mary Lauretta Busy with work * Finding excuse for not blogging * I rebond-ed my hair and snip off my fringe on tuesday. I snip off my fringe * My Precious * to those like can be bang or push to the side. New year, cut away the bad luck. Everyone say nice even my friend who work in salon say nice too. But stupid weijian  and sister say not nice. Those who is close to me should know, i take people word in hearts. I care for what other think about me and it made me feel regret. Oh ya, my love towad love is not as deep as before already. CHEERS ! Awww, stomache. * BRB * * Back * My Father dam cb ok. He wanted to borrow my second sister laptop but she not at home. So he ask small sister; Him: " Where the laptop? " Her: " Don't know. " Him: " In room lahs ! " Sister went in the room and take give him. Her: " I don't know got battery not lehs

Don't give me hope if you don't mean anything I tried The Chinese Zodiac on my phone singtel menu. I see whether me and him  if together good not. Guess? If i'm not wrong he is Dragon and 22 year old. It say " They are very compatible and will be happy together as they share a good relationship " I tried Rabbit too cause maybe he is 23 year old. It say " The snake? Charm will attract the monkey. Howeveer, the monkey might not be happy in this relationship and eventually leave the snake. " I hope he is 22 year old. LOL. His mum told me he is 22 year old. Romance: Long awaited good luck arrives and will be filled woth joy Health: Take things easy and keep your spirits up. Travel: Good and Bad fortunes come in pairs, beware. Studies: Stick to your principles and you will be safe. Wealth: Be forgiving to avert misfortunes. Career: You will reap unexpected gains. Family: Strike while the iron is hot. Disussion: Good deeds will be re

It seem that you don't love me. And what your buddy and brother say were fake. If you really love me, you wouldn't act like nothing happen when your brother say another person like me. You just stand there and laugh. From the start my little feeling to you was wrong. So wrong. Reader, what would you do when someone told the person you like that another person like her?

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SISTER. May all your wishes come true. Sister, we have been together as sister for 7 Month & 10 Day. From Stranger to Sister without being friend. You came to my blog, knew that i'm a baby lover and tag me saying you are baby lover too. After that added each other in Facebook and continue chatting through facebook msg. From Facebook, we chatted till msn and we exchange number. We are sister for 7 Month & 10 Day but we never meet for once. We still don't know how each other look like in Real-Life. When i have some problem and need someone to talk to , you the one who will listen to me and give me advise. Thank for everything, sister. Sometime you make me feel that i'm irritating to you. You make me feel that maybe i should not bother you and leave you alone. [No Offence] Will update tomorrow if i'm not tired.

Update update. That star hor from don't know when say will update till don't know where lehs. Today wake up at 4.30 am. Tired you know. Bath and prepare and headed to work. Work was okay. Mum asked weiliang to move the Rice Tub cause very heavy, he say why don't ask me. ._. Wait till his next life is girl then will know. Boss not feeling well. Having gastric problem i guess. He keep calling love but no answer. Love came around 9.45 am. Boss say by the time  love came, the coffin already burn and melt already and love only came to put 3 joss stick. Love laugh. Boss went home. 小馒头came early too. Love and 小馒头 came early not good. It make the time go slower. Mum went home at 12 pm. Weiliang came. 小馒头 cook chicken wing and put on plate. Weiliang ask me take don't know which chicken wing and i ignore him. He say i gong gong. Zzzzz. Around 12 plus pm went Weiliang's mum shop to take two tray of egg. When i reach the shop, i wanted to go

In 2010, I want - Slim down - Find a good boyfriend - Find a good job with good pay - Clubbing - Pub - not to be soft hearted anymore Today woke up at 8 am. Use computer till 8.30 am and went to prepare for work. Work from 9 am till 11 am and chase home by boss. I asked mum to fill my water bottle and she don't want help. I have to serve customer and will be thirsty somemore my throat pain. After awhile then she help me. I say " Make people angry liao then help " Boss chase me home and ask me go die because of this. I been working for 3 year and 6 month. Work so hard and this is what i get. Skipping school just because they need people. Work from morning till night just because they need people. I very tired but never once say or reject whenever they need people. Working so hard for them and this is all i get. Since from the start i work, boss have been saying nasty thing but never once i talked back. Mum alway want me to hack care him as he have t