Finally done with my blog . This morning du lan with blog cause all mess-ed up so i delet-ed it away . Now i have recreat-ed . Okay let start my post now . Infact i already starting posting . zzz . This Morning went to work for 1 hour till 7 am . When home to make my blog but all mess-ed up so i delet-ed . Nevermind , now i have recreat-ed . At work , i almost cry cause boss wan't me work at 12 plus pm but i want-ed to see a doctor due to my eyes . But mom say it not pain when i play game . WTF ~ . She dun understand me . 9 plus am , went to meet Zhi Ying sun nuer to go Maths remedial together . Maths remedial is from 10 am - 12.15 pm but 11.45 am i went home cause i meet one of the audition friend at 12.30 pm . I told him i finish my remedial then went home to change before meeting him . But he want me to meet him after i finish my remedial so no chioce have to run away from math remedial . Went home bath then meet Zhi Ying outside school . As i was wearing a black tube and a black skinny . When my classmate saw me , i don't know why they laugh . CRAZY ~ . Sihao was waiting for Zhi Ying at opposite of our school . Then went to tampines mall , Zhi Ying bought bubble tea then i withdraw money . After that i went to Mos Burger to bought drink . Then went CS arcade to meet him . I saw him , i msg him to come out of the arcade . He didn know is me so i walk pass him and his friend and say si fucker . Then his friend say is me . hahas . After that accompany Zhi Ying and Sihao to eat . I didn eat as i was not hungry . Then went back to tm cause Sihao wan't to drink bubble tea and me want to buy chesse cake for mom . After that home sweet home . Reach home , i slept , change my clothes and use lappy . Once again i cried by what my mom say about me . Nevermind . I wan't go audi . Bye ~ .
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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