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Hohos . I'm back home with my favourite Ruffle biscuit [ Chesse & sour cream ] . On the way home feel like eat-ing but buy lerhhs jiu don't feel like eat-ing lerhhs . -.- . Today school was ok . The weather was cold . I can't stand the coldness . Finally get to talk with my mom . I cri-ed cause i ask-ed her whether she miss me but she say no . About to hang then she say of course will miss me . Science period i cri-ed alittle cause i miss my mom . Maths period i didn't sleep . ;D . I study ! . Hohos . After school call my mom . She still in JB . Hais . I want-ed to tell mom not to leave me again but i know one day she will leave me . I'm sad now . Noone can feel how i feel now . I know i don't listen to my mom . Sometime i even shout at her . I regret . Now i understand she's important to me . I need my mom to be by my side . I feel lonely and sad when she not with me . Yesterday , i can't even get to sleep . I wish to heard her voice but she didn't answer . How i wish she now with me . I ask-ed her to buy chilli crab and handphone pouch for me but now i don't want it , i just want her to be by my side now . MOM , I LOVE YOU . Ok lerhhs . Shall stop here . If i not i will continue cry-ing . T.T

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Went in audition to find couple . ZM went into my room and out . And for awhile he came in . He hong-ing the other za bor . I'm jealous !!! . cb . YAWN ~ I just wake up . Dam tired . Mom not back home yet . Hais . I worry and miss her badly . 9 plus went tampines inter to find mom as mom buy lot of thing . On the way there , i give my small sister a tight of slap . She say vuglar . She bought me crab . 2 packet of crab . ;D . Then mom and second sister went home to put their thing while me and small sister went to find boss to share the crab . YUMMY . But we manage to finish one packet niahs . ;D . Now mom back , i'm so happy . Okay lerhhs . I now go in audition . Bye .

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