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Today 7 am meet jackie at Tampines inter . Then have breakfast at mac . LOLS . Mac again . ;D . Then about 7.20 am jiu walk to school . Art exam start at 8 am to 11 am . Long siol . I didn't to any preparatory work but teacher have me do . Lucky . ;D . Hmm , during exam was dam irrat-ing larhhs . Guan Hao sut behind me . He keep sing song , cat sound and dot dot dot sound . Was dam angry but i can't do anything . Then went home . Mom call-ed me . We quarrel cause of work . Tomorrow boss want me to work . I don't want . I say i want to quit . Then don't feel like going home . So slack at 253 . Then walk-ed home . Want-ed to slack at my home below derrhhs but go people . Reach-ed home , watch tx . Never talk to mom cause i angry . Then she call me eat and make me laugh . -.-'' . Alway like that derhhs . Edit-ed Post * Now 8.20 pm . Just came back . ;D . About 3 pm cab-ed down to Toa payoh . Got a uncle siao derhhs . He walk to my beside and talk don't know wha

LALALALAs . Surprise marhhs ? I so early jiu blog . -.-'' 5.16 am , baobei call me . He wish me good luck for exam . LOLs . At first i thought 6 .16 am . Nevermind . We chat . If i'm not wrong , he say marry him if i fail my exam . LOLS . Then he kup and awhile call again . kekes . He say he com-ing my house at 5 plus pm to give ring . Diaos . He even ask my sister what ring size i wear . LALALALAs . Then kup and msg me . He say do my best for my N lvl . If i do my best , he give me another surprise . ;D . LALALALAs . After that can't sleep back . Then want-ed to revise . Revise abit jiu use lappy lerhhs . ;D OKay larhhs , i want go study lerhhs . Bye . Edit-ed Post * Meet jackie at 7 am . Then went to mac to have breakfast . Long time bo eat mac derhhs breakfast . LOLS . then about 7.30 am jiu slowly walk to school . 8 am to 9.15 am was science paper 1 . It was easy . Finish the paper by 30 minutes . Then sleep . I kana scare by the bell ring . T.T . Then paper 2 9.15

Boy , I Need Your Love . Today wasn't in a good mood too . Let not talk about work . I fcuk-ing hate work . _l_ . Home and lappy as i don't dare to bath . Got bee in my toilet . Then about 5 plus pm then bath . Then lappy and off and went for dinner . That all . Bye .

Today work dam tired . T.T . During work , i think alot of thing . I think-ing how to tell mom that i don't want work lerhhs . I want go find job that i like derhhs . Hais . Why not just find a man and marry and let him feed me . ;X . Hmm , whole morning not in a mood . I don't know why . It like something press-ing my heart and i can't really breathe . Got centipede on my leg . Boss laugh me for how i react . LOLS . Hmm , i rude to customer then mom say i don't want do jiu don't do . Then i say everything to her . LOLs . Then went home at 2 pm . Hmm , use lappy awhile then went to bath and sleep . But i can't sleep . I feel dam cold . -.-'' . Then share fish porridge with mom . ALot of cut-ed chilli . Dam HOTTTTT . Then went to sleep . Try to sleep in sister bed . But can't then sleep in my bed . Wake up on lappy . Went in audition and he break . That good . Just cause i can't online audition . I have to work lehhs . Have to sleep early . Can

Today was prepar-ing going to school .Then rain heavily siahhs . When i bath-ing , got lightening siahhs . I scare tio . -.-'' . Then saw tian xin msg . She ask me want go pasir ris park marhhs . I reply ok lorhhs . But rain heavily then actually she want come my house till rain get smaller then go derhhs . She say she go see got what food to eat . I go find her . We have roti prata for breakfast . ;D . Then went to take bus . Tian xin don't belive that from downtown east can walk to pasir ris park . LOLS . She own me ice cream . ;X . Then went to pick seashell . Not me uhs . Don't know what is that . It look like white balls . ;X Lot of vegetable . LOLS . Can last for month . ;X Then continue collect seashell . Got an uncle keep see us . _l_ . While tian xin collect seashell , i was about to sit on a chair then suddenly a cat jump onto to table . I scare tio . Then i run to tian xin there . LOLS . Then we write word on sand . ;D I ♥ Spider a.k.a Daniel . I ♥ Xiaoh

Will You Love Me Again ? Today woke up at 9 plus am . Wake up jiu create blog for FAM . ;D My headache . T.T . Spider meet-ing me next week . Tomorrow actually meet-ng 19 year old guy derhhs . But since joey promise zhiying to go school jiu nevermind barhhs . ;D . To say the true i'm humji to meet people . I need people accompany me to meet people . I don't know why . Because of my humji to meet people that why i'm hard to find / have friend . What can i do ? I'm afraid to go out alone too . Noone accompany me out , i rather stay at home . ;D . Joey , you can contact spider . I don't mind lerhhs . Since you have boyfriend lerhhs and i shouldn't think too much . ;D

I Need You Tonight Don't Leave Me . Today went to school . Small sister no school mean nobody pei me go school . But lucky second sister pei me walk . Then wait for joey outside school gate . After that went canteen buy drinks and went to class . Hmm , first period english . I force myself to sleep as i sleep at 3.30 am . -.-'' . But awhile i woke up cause too cold . I can't stand the coldness . Then Computer Application lesson . It like OMG , so cold lerhhs still must go computer lab . But lucky they off the air-con and open the window . ;D . Recess was okay but quite angry as one of joey friend want-ed to throw the bottle at joey but hit-ed me . Somemore hit my head . _l_ . Then Chinese period watch some movie . The movie suck lorhhs . See lerhhs dam giddy . Hmm , then maths period . I deesiao guan hao and shi qiang . I take guan hao pencil case and run to toilet . I will not his pencil case derhhs but he scare me alot of time . Then run back class take his calculator

I Need Your Love . My Life Without You Is Blur Yoyo . Today didn't went to school . But tomorrow must go school . Promise tian xin lerhhs . If not go out with mom derhhs . She off for today and tomorrow . Today she went out with her sister and tomorrow is for me to go out with her . LOLS . Wake up saw 11 msg 1 miss call . ;D . 2 from joey , 1 from audition friend , 8 and 1 miss call from spider . LOLS . Woke up at 9 plus am ? Watch Tv and brush teeth . Then iron a basket of overload-ed clothes -.-'' . Mom say buy breadfast for me but she didn't . Then she come to me with a cup of instant noodle , ask me want eat this . My heart totally sad and i cri-ed abit . She promise me to buy but didn't . Nevermind . Hmm , iron till 4 or 5 plus pm . Today Tian xin nuer seen so cold toward me . D; . Spider want me couple back him . That time break , he promise not to break again . And if he break again , i won't give him anymore chance . This is what he say but now he want

I want you by my side . D; こんにちは [ Hi ] . Yesterday dam fun talk-ing on phone with Spider . LOLs . He keep mak-ing me laugh and the way how he laaugh is dam cute . I say guan yi ma , he say knn . -.-'' . Almost fall asleep . As it was 1 plus am lerhhs . Sian lehhs . Never go school . Jackie say will call me to confirm whether going swimming marhhs . But she didn't . I even on my old number just for her as she don't know my ny number . WTF . -.-'' . Nevermind . I have plan already . ;D . Later going city hall to buy donut for boss . Then bugis as sister want to go . Sister pon because of me . Hehes . Joke . Because she don't want go . Edit-ed Post * I Need You By My Side . Now 6 pm and i'm back . About 11 plus am went to CS to have breadfast . The food i and my sister have is sour . We ask the auntie . She say is sour derhhs . I feel like vomit siahhs . Then my stomach pain . I feel that is the food . Hmm , then train-ed to airport . Not even half an hour

Sian lehhs . Actually don't want post derhhs . But sian so come post lorhhs . ;D . Again not in a mood for the whole morning and fcuk-ing du lan with one auntie . Nevermind . Have lunch with boss and mom . ;D . Hmm , have nasi bryni but boss and mom say salty . But i can't taste it . -.-'' Hmm , home and on lappy before going to bath then sleep . I forget to on the fan , it make me sweat and a short nap niahhs .

My love is still grow-ing for you . Yoyo . ;D . Today wasn't late for work . Hmm , the whole morning wasn't in a good mood . Boss and mom keep mak-ing me smile but can't . Work till 2 pm . Sister promise me to accompany mom till 4 pm but she didn't come . Then no mood larhhs . Boss call me go home . Then he say something . I know he is jok-ing . So i smile back but he still give me a serious look . Then nevermind lorhhs . Then he say me petty . I no mood still must smile merhhs ? So i cry lorhhs . Cb . Xiao Di was try-ing to make me smile . A few time fail but at last i smile . -.-'' . I smack him . I wash-ing my feet as got shampoo . BUt he keep sweep-ing the shampoo to my leg . Smack him again . LOLs . He ask me cut 10 chilli but i heard tio cut 3 chilli . So i cut 3 chilli lorhhs . He laugh . Then bought drink , i add-ed alot of salt to his drink . LOLs . Fun lehhs . Have lunch with boss and mom . Mom treat me eat but she cheat my money . GRRR . Hmmm , home a

I giv-ing up love life . I have to quick update before my mom is back . Hmm , didn't went to school today cause my PE T-shirt still not wash . So woke up at 8 plus am . Watch tv till 10 plus am , dad went out and i quickly on my lappy . ;D . Just nice mom home . -.-'' I just on only then she say i wake up jiu use . She home to tidy the house . I refuse to tidy . Why must i tidy up the place ? Why my sister don't need ? She say she dote me the most ? True ? I don't think so . She say some word which make me cry . GRRR . Nevermind . Help to hang towel . My mom want me to hang those towel with pole outside . I say it heavy for me . She keep say no . I try , it much too heavy for me . So i hang it inside . Then wash bed sheet . While wash-ing , i tidy and sweep the floor . Mom say she go out buy thing . More then one hour lerhhs still haven come back . Maybe she bluff me . She went back to work . LOLS . So fast friday lerhhs . Sian . Tomorrow and sunday have to work aga

I Want My Love . Where My True Love ? Yoyo . Didn't went to school . I'm tired . Woke up at 9 plus . Saw dad but we didn't talk . I don't why . =( . Hmm , dam sian . T.T I want go out . Chat with science teacher a.k.a Mr Hornp Goh . Me : meimaos derhhs . ;X Mr Goh : hello Einnor says: today pon ah Mr Goh : lol Mr Goh : i got your answers Me : yst bo give me Mr Goh : u come sch tmr lor Me : of course i will go . It just a short conversation . ;D . then he bo reply lerhhs . Dead liao . ;X . Edit-ed Post * Now 8.35 pm . Just came home not long ago . It was a fun days . Went marina square with mom , boss and small sister . Cab-ed there . Have lunch at a place which quite high class . It expensive man . It cost $ 63 . -.-'' . Then went to shop shop . ;D . Mom bought me a scarf . I love it man . Sister bought a shoe with a picture on it . Boss pay for her . After that went to food court to have lunch . Walk pass a buffet , a lady pass a card to us . She say Mr here a

Just have lunch . -.-'' . School same norhhs . Math and english period sleep . LOLs . Jackie never come again . Hmm , home straight after school . Playing viwawa , change my uniform and off to sleep . Have a dream and woke up . Try to sleep back . Finally fall asleep then mom wake me up to eat . Idiot siol . Then she take my blanket away , my stomach expose . She laugh . Grrrr . Bye . Try to get my sleep again . Edit-ed Post * 10.24 pm lerhhs . Woke up and realise my mom and sister went to have dinner without me . T.T But at least they bought dinner for me . ;D . Hmm , I worry about my dad now . I feel that something is wrong . My heart feel very uneasy . I almost cry . Althought i alway talk back to him but i care for him . Hais . Hope he is fine . I don't know when then i can have my phone back . My phone have been in ICU since 2 september . -.-'' . Just now play viwawa [ majong ] , mom snatch it and play . Hais . I dam fan .

Love is hurtful but sweet Now in school dam sian . Hmm , english period i sleep . LOLS . Now science period in computer lab . The computer dam lag . Now msg-ing ben the sex partner . I got lot of thing to say about joey . But i scare she might see it . I ask Tian Xin should i write and will she view my blog ? She say write lorhhs . She won't view derhhs . ;D . Someone told me that joey with a ITE guy dam close walk-ing together . I tell marcus about it . He keep ask-ing why but i never tell him . I'm afraid he might think that i break-ing them up . LOLS . brb . Edit-ed Post * Back . After school have lunch with mom , small sister and boss . LOLS . dam fun larhhs . Boss alway make me . grrr . Sian . Nobody to msg lerhhs . Going to change number soon . But change lerhhs will lose friend or even lost contact with them . But my mom want me to change to singtel . AHHH . Edit-ed Post * Now 8.25 pm lerhhs . Just came out of audi . JOey say want ask marcus to buy acash for her . What s

I want love & happiness , could i ? Love Will Never Fail ? Today , force myself to wake up . ;D . Hmm , jackie didn't come for school . It okay , i not lonely without her . Keep bully joey . Dam fun . When she eating , i keep shak-ing the table . Hehes . Hmm , english period and maths period i sleep . After school went home straight . Thought of going to tm to collect singtel sim card with mom derhhs . But she say want sleep . End up i came home she watch-ing tv . Nevermind . I hungry then i cook maggie . I eat one mouth of it then mom snatch it . So i have to cook to again . After that ask her want go marhhs . She say don't want . So went to on my lappy and sleep . Saw my science teacher online so chat with him . Me : ass ;X Mr Goh : hello Mr Goh : ah cat Me : -.-'' Me : dog ,. Mr Goh : me pig Mr Goh : u cat Me : nono . Mr Goh : ah cat this thurs bring the pink boOk dun 4get Mr Goh : eh i going to tag u Me : okok . Me : meimaos Mr Goh : .. Me : hehes . Dam funny lo

Today was not late for work but i woke up late . ;X Hmm , work was fine . Boss : I have 2 black $ 1 coin at home . Me : ya , your son de . [ BALL ] They laugh . -.-'' Boss : Xiao Di wan't quit cause i become bad . Me : LOLs . Finish work , i sat outside to wait for mom . A lady wearing a black transparent clothes walk pass me . Xiao Di saw it too and he came out to ask me whether i dare to wear marhhs ? He buy for me . -.-'' . Then he ask me help me buy food . Now going tampines mall to have lunch / dinner . Actually want meet SOMEONE de . But he going out . T.T . I hate him . Now you have my sister and don't care me lerhhs . Sobs . Edit-ed Post * Finally upload the photo finish . Hmm , went to tm to have my dinner . Then went to search my pouch . Then 9 plus pm bus-ed to find mom and boss . Play candle and fire cracker . Lantern Festival and it rain . Very less people play candle all that . Actually want to meet someone derhhs . But he went out . I wish he can

Today was late for work again . Not my fault . Is my sister . She woke up late again . -.-'' . Work was fine . Auntie : why never give mooncake . Boss : give you 2 mooncake . [ ball ] -.-'' Auntie : Good . Got double egg . I say to auntie that guy dam good . Everyday can carry lantern . You know why ? Cause they have a stick [ you know what is that ] . Dam pervertic . Xiao Di warn me not to learn bad . zzz . I beat him . LOLS . After work went straight home to iron clothes so tomorrow i can go out . Sian . It look like nobody wan't to accompany me out tomorrow . Jackie say don't want . Sister say want go collect thing . I'm lonely . D; . Who want to accompany me ? I think i want go beach . At night dam romantic derhhs . I love it . Guess noone accompany barhhs . Mean i got to stay at home ? I don't want . T.T . Who want accompany me msg 92268681 . ;X

Life is suck . Love Is What I Need From You . Today didn't went to school . So woke up at 9 am . Wash up and went to iron clothes till 12 plus pm . ;D . Just online and saw my science teacher a.k.a Mr Horny/Lollipop Goh . LOLS . Me : diaos . never go school ? Mr Goh : Where r u Now.. Mr Goh : im in sch.. Mr Goh : hehe Mr Goh : u sick ar Mr Goh : or pon Me : i want stay at home iron clothes larhhs . Mr Goh : lol Mr Goh : u going out later ar Mr Goh : haha Me : how you know ? Mr Goh : should be la Mr Goh : cos u didnt come sch Mr Goh : sure go out later de Mr Goh : lolz Me : LOLS . ya . going out with jac . Mr Goh : next week is last week Mr Goh : jac is last time the sec 5 one ar Mr Goh : jacqueline Mr Goh : is it prss de Me : nono . is jackie . -.-'' Mr Goh : oic Mr Goh : ... Mr Goh : next week u come for the final science remedial kk? Mr Goh : inform jackie Mr Goh : cos after next week hor Mr Goh : den exam on 29th liao Mr Goh : den i wont c u all forever liao Me : LOOLS .

My heart is still hurt-ing . Cherish Before It Gone . Hi ~ . Sian lorhhs . Went to school . Me and them have talk-ed . Yeahhs . After school , tian xin and zhi ying came my house to tranfer psp game . ;D Aiyo , nothing to post lerhhs . Sorry . Edit-ed Post * Sian lehhs . Hmm , 8 plus pm went down to find to make boss the phone . LOLS . This post dam boring .

Sorry , althought problem have solve but what you say have hurt me . 09 September 2008 Wake up at 6 am and meet jackie for breadfast at 6.30 am . Then went to school . Went to classroom as we having computer application exam . Teacher took our handphone . -.-'' . Exam start at 8 am and end at 9.30 am . But we are allow to go home at 10.30 am . Me , Zhi Ying & Tian Xin didn't talk . 10.30 am , jackie and guan hao went my house to take my lappy . And bus-ed to tampines mall to have long john silver while guan hao help me to fix my lappy . 1 plus pm then went home . Bus-ed home with jackie and saw a old man dig-ing his nose . Dirty man . I couldn't sleep at all . But end-ed up i cried to sleep . While read-ing what they write , my tear .... 10 September 2008 Today didn't went to school . As i'm afraid to face the problem . Woke up at 10 am . Tidy the house , wash my blanket . Do something to forgot about what they write but once i stop i keep think-ing about i

Hey friend , what am i to you ? 你好 . Cab-ed to school as it was going to late . School was ok but abit unhappy because joey msg-ed spider . School over and went straight home . Reach-ed home and use lappy . Anyway last month de phone bill only $ 70 plus but my parent phone bill was $ 90 plus . That great . Like that dad won't nag me . Hang clothes and mom bought me food . ;D . Currently my mood wasn't good . I cried because i found out something . Hais . I thought blog is to write our daily life and problem ? Even i have problem , some of the problem i can't write it down . To Joey : If you want daniel , you can have it . I don't mind giv-ing you . Feel free to take him . To Someone : I don't love him . I also never concern him . Just that i saw the character online and i know mostly is you the one who online that character . So i say ' Nuer ' to that character but it reply ' Who you ' . I felt weird so i msg you . If i love him , i have love him lon

Who Will Give Me Happiness ? Those Word Remain Kept In My Hearts . Late for work again . Not my fault is my sister again . Mood wasn't good but i try to hide and smile . But was quite happy cause what boss say is quite pervertic but funny . I keep say-ing people meimaos meimaos [ no hair / hairless ] . Boss : Who got more hair ? Me : Don't know . Boss : Your mom . Me : Why ? Boss : Cause she alway go salon . Me : -.-" Boss : Shao Lin Shi also got hair de . Me : Huhs ? They all botak de . Boss : Who say de . Big head no hair but small head got . Me : zzz . Boss mean their head is botak but their private part got hair . What a pervertic boss i have . But mom sometime scold him as i'm too young to listen those pervertic thing . Mom and auntie keep say i get-ing marry next year . Marry so early for what siahhs ? Marry lerhhs jiu become 黄脸婆 , no time to go shopp-ing , must give birth , must to housework and etc etc ... Marry lerhhs , husband will get tired of you de . So w

Please Forget All About It . ;D I'm Forget-ing The Memories Between You And Me . Sian . Again have to work . I hate it but no use still have to work . Grr . Mood was quite good . Maybe because having mens barhhs . Anyway when my mood good , time fly faster . Quarrel with mom cause i need to go simei to take phone as i loan phone . My phone next week then can take cause the part that spoilt have no stock to replace it . T.T My cousin came to buy food from me . The auntie thought is my stead . Siao . Then he at there laugh . Then another cousin came to buy . He call me auntie . zzz . Went home to change and cab-ed down to simei . THANK NUER FOR ACCOMPANY ME . I LOVE NUER LOT LOT . Then bus-ed back to my work place . Pei mom till 4 pm then have lunch or should say breakfast with mom , boss and both my sister . And home for lappy . kekes . Bye . I don't want the pain, so take it away. I don't want the hurt, not after what you did to betray. I'm sorry it seems we're th

I'm Sorry For Being Cruel . Please Forget Everything . No Matter How Much I Give Up , I Wan't You To Hold Me Tight . Today , i woke at almost 12 pm . First time sleep till so late . ;D . Sian . I haven eat . Noone buy breadfast for me . grrr . Noone pei me go out . T.T Mom and sister going bugis later . Left me alone at home . Broken hearts, love's deceit, pieces fall down to my feet. Broken promises, love's a lie, puddles form from tears I cry. Broken dreams, love's illusion, sorrowed cause of your intrusion. Broken hope, love's a game, doesn't last, ends the same. Broken sleep, love's the cause, digs at me with sharpened claws. Broken spirit, love of sorrow, stolen now is my tomorrow. Broken life, love is lost, Broken now and that's the cost. Edit-ed Post * Sian larhhs . I alone at home . Just now mom went out , i ask her money for lunch buy she don't give . Fucker larhhs . I want Tian Xin nuer come my house narhhs . D; . I don't want go o

I Love You For Who You Are & What You Are . ;D I'm Alone In The Dark . Hi . ;D . Today try to wake up at 6.30 am but i'm too tired so wake up at 7 am instead . YAWN ~ . Reach-ed school at 7.35 am . I know tian xin and zhi ying won't reach school so early so i call-ed joey to ask her where she and meet . We meet at a block opposite the school . Then went other block to find herly . They smoke . -.- . I cough-ing and flu yet joet blow at me . -.- . I'm not feel-ing well lerhhs . This morning i keep cough-ing and want-ed to vomit . Then my mouth got taste of blood . -.- . Somemore small sister give me see a dead baby hamster which have not grow hair . The baby hamster no head de . Kana bite by mother hamster . This make me feel like vomit-ing . -.- . About 7.55 am , i tell joey it time to go back to school as the paper start at 8 am . But she don't care . So we was late for 5 minutes . Lucky the teacher bo bar us from taking the exam . MAY GOG BLESS ME PLEASE . Sp

Today again have to go back school . So meet jackie at 9.30 am outside school and went to canteen to have breadfast . Then went for our paper . After that went home . Hang clothes and wash clothes . Then went to sleep . ;D . 3 plus pm wake up . Then use lappy till 11 plus pm . After that went down to buy some snack .

am i your real blood daughter ? I dam not in the mood . I feel useless in this world . Noone love me . Noone care me . Have chinese paper in the morning at 8 am . After that went 201 to have breadfast . Then went home . 11.30 am went to meet tian xin and jackie . Then walk bus to tm have lunch . Then shop and go school . 2 pm , listening comprehension . My phone have spoilt . So went home take thing and went to simei . Quarrel with mom . Cause sister phone spoilt she lent her . Now my phone spoilt she don't lent me . Nevermind . Jackie treat me eat . Wonder why she treat me eat . Anyway i thought couple ring should guy buy for girl ? But jackies bought couple ring but she pay half the money and her couple half . Then we bus-ed home . But we sat the wrong bus so have to walk home . ;D . Suddenly it rain heavily . -.- Then we walk pass very busstop , the people in the busstop keep see us . I know why cause can see bra colour marhhs . By the time i reach home , my whole body wet . But

YO . ;D . Today stay home the whole day . Wake up at 8 plus am . Although there is no school or work but still wake up early . Watch television till 11 plus am then iron clothes . And it going to be a boring post again . ;X .