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I giv-ing up love life .
I have to quick update before my mom is back . Hmm , didn't went to school today cause my PE T-shirt still not wash . So woke up at 8 plus am . Watch tv till 10 plus am , dad went out and i quickly on my lappy . ;D . Just nice mom home . -.-'' I just on only then she say i wake up jiu use . She home to tidy the house . I refuse to tidy . Why must i tidy up the place ? Why my sister don't need ? She say she dote me the most ? True ? I don't think so . She say some word which make me cry . GRRR . Nevermind . Help to hang towel . My mom want me to hang those towel with pole outside . I say it heavy for me . She keep say no . I try , it much too heavy for me . So i hang it inside . Then wash bed sheet . While wash-ing , i tidy and sweep the floor . Mom say she go out buy thing . More then one hour lerhhs still haven come back . Maybe she bluff me . She went back to work . LOLS . So fast friday lerhhs . Sian . Tomorrow and sunday have to work again . I hate it siahhs . Monday to friday time fly dam fast but satursday and sunday dam slow . I hate it . Okok , write till here . I go continue sweep the floor lerhhs .

I have given up on you . I hate shar-ing you with other girl . I giv-ing up . I will try not to contact you . I love you but i can't let people know i love you except my sister and my mom . It really hard to love you . I gonna stop it before my love get deeper . I will try to forget all about you .


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Now 2 pm . Mom back at 11 plus . Just now have a quarrel with mom cause this morning i call to Sony Ericsson to ask whether my phone is ready to collect but forget to tell them i change my number . But i forget what my new number . zzz . Just because of this we quarrel till very jialat . End up she make me laugh . -.-'' . Alway like this derhhs . Then i mop floor . Mom say want order pizza . Don't order until where ? ROAR !

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Now 4 pm . Mom went now to have lunch at about 1 or 2 plus pm . She promise to buy for me food . End up came home without my food . I dam hungry . Tidy the house , mop , sweep the floor and i get this ? If she care for me , she would remember to buy for me . I really hate her . Ask her where my food , she say buy myself . WTF . Why ? Why ? Why ? Why must i get this ? She never think of my feel-ing . CCB larhhs .

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