I want you by my side . D;

こんにちは [ Hi ] . Yesterday dam fun talk-ing on phone with Spider . LOLs . He keep mak-ing me laugh and the way how he laaugh is dam cute . I say guan yi ma , he say knn . -.-'' . Almost fall asleep . As it was 1 plus am lerhhs . Sian lehhs . Never go school . Jackie say will call me to confirm whether going swimming marhhs . But she didn't . I even on my old number just for her as she don't know my ny number . WTF . -.-'' . Nevermind . I have plan already . ;D . Later going city hall to buy donut for boss . Then bugis as sister want to go . Sister pon because of me . Hehes . Joke . Because she don't want go .

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I Need You By My Side .

Now 6 pm and i'm back . About 11 plus am went to CS to have breadfast . The food i and my sister have is sour . We ask the auntie . She say is sour derhhs . I feel like vomit siahhs . Then my stomach pain . I feel that is the food . Hmm , then train-ed to airport . Not even half an hour jiu train-ed to bugis . Went to bugis street to find jumper but don't have . And it dam hot as i wear-ing jacket . I not siao horhhs . Is i wear-ing derhhs tube keep drop-ing so bo bian wear jacket . Bought 2 shirt for $22 and $ 29.90 . Saw one more clothe i like but i wonder want to buy marhhs as i have spent finish my $ 65 . LOLs . Then went to bugis juntion derhhs cinema to slack till 4 pm . LOLS . Then went to check how much i left in my bank . See got money to dig marhhs . Took $ 30 out and left $ 50 in bank . -.-'' . Hard to save money . Then went back to bugis street buy the shirt . The shirt $ 18 . So left $ 12 . Bought curry puff for me and sister . Left $ 10 . Cannot go out lerhhs . Must save money then can go out again . LOLs . Walk back to bugis juntion and find a place to sit . Got a uncle sell-ing tissue , he touch my hand . Was like dam du lan . I scold vuglar . ;X Then sit down pack my bag . 4.45 pm went MRT station to wait for a girl to collect her neck bra . LOLS . I told tian xin and nick about the uncle touch me and the uncle quite ke lian . Tian xin say i stingy for not buy-ing tissue from him . Nick say not fair cause uncle touch me and he never touch tio . zzz . Then train-ed back to tampines . And bus-ed home . ;D . I now wash-ing my new clothes . LOLs .

7 pm derhhs show dam touch-ing . I cry . -.-'' . The Wife throw the ring into the sea and say i want to put you behind . She throw the ring and just nice her hubby came and say NO . The wife say if he could find the ring then say . At last he found the ring and they hug . The hubby say ' I didn't cherish you so the god make me lose you . Now the god give me a chance to cherish you . ' Dam touch-ing siahhs . I cry for what he say . ;D

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Now 9.48 pm . Just went in audition and realise he had break the couple . We today just sent the fifth heart only and now he break . He even say want marry . He say i didn't put any love in it . It him , he is the one who heart not with me . He want to patch with his ex . So he say I LOVE YOU is fake derhhs . Nevermind . It Okay . Some people ask me for couple but because of you i didn't accept it . Althought i know your heart is not with me but i didn't break the couple and couple with other guy . Yesterday on phone he say he love me forever and now what ? CCB . ANd why can't i talk to my ex ? Break lerhhs cannot be friend ? WTF . You tell people i hong but i didn't . Just talk to ex jiu say i hong . _l_ Love suck . Nevermind . Since my heart only got ' SOMEONE ' only .
A withheld [ private number ] call-ed me , i thought is you but it wasn't . I felt happy when i thought is you but after know-ing is not you , i totally upset . D;

I feel that people around me and my love one are get-ing away from me . D; . What happen ? Hais . I wish to end my life silently . ;D