Today work dam tired . T.T . During work , i think alot of thing . I think-ing how to tell mom that i don't want work lerhhs . I want go find job that i like derhhs . Hais . Why not just find a man and marry and let him feed me . ;X . Hmm , whole morning not in a mood . I don't know why . It like something press-ing my heart and i can't really breathe . Got centipede on my leg . Boss laugh me for how i react . LOLS . Hmm , i rude to customer then mom say i don't want do jiu don't do . Then i say everything to her . LOLs . Then went home at 2 pm . Hmm , use lappy awhile then went to bath and sleep . But i can't sleep . I feel dam cold . -.-'' . Then share fish porridge with mom . ALot of cut-ed chilli . Dam HOTTTTT . Then went to sleep . Try to sleep in sister bed . But can't then sleep in my bed . Wake up on lappy . Went in audition and he break . That good . Just cause i can't online audition . I have to work lehhs . Have to sleep early . Can't he understand me . zzzz . Neverind . Thank him for let-ing me know he not the guy i want . Since we break alot of time . And i not going to cry or sad for him lerhhs . ;D . My mei blog got sell couple tee . I want . T.T . Bye . I want sleep lerhhs .
I TRASH KONG WEISIANG 5 ROUND . HOHOS .
I'm here again. :) I found out that "S" told a lie to me. I asked him about something and he deny it. Few day ago, i found that it was a lie. I felt so angry, sad, hurt and disappointed toward him. I don't know why i feel sad and hurt. I should be angry and disappointed. Yes, i still love him. I alway told myself that i don't love him anymore. I love K.W.L but now i found out that i love both of them. Oh, i'm confuse. :( He say sorry today and i don't know why. My heart went soft. Whenever i think of those memories with him, i smile and tear roll down. I can't live without him for sure. But i know it take time to forget him. I can't for sure. What can i do? :(
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