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I'm Sorry For Being Cruel . Please Forget Everything .

Goodbye, My Love.

No Matter How Much I Give Up ,
I Wan't You To Hold Me Tight .


Today , i woke at almost 12 pm . First time sleep till so late . ;D . Sian . I haven eat . Noone buy breadfast for me . grrr . Noone pei me go out . T.T Mom and sister going bugis later . Left me alone at home .

Broken hearts, love's deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet.
Broken promises, love's a lie,
puddles form from tears I cry.
Broken dreams, love's illusion,
sorrowed cause of your intrusion.
Broken hope, love's a game,
doesn't last, ends the same.
Broken sleep, love's the cause,
digs at me with sharpened claws.
Broken spirit, love of sorrow,
stolen now is my tomorrow.
Broken life, love is lost,
Broken now and that's the cost.



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Sian larhhs . I alone at home . Just now mom went out , i ask her money for lunch buy she don't give . Fucker larhhs . I want Tian Xin nuer come my house narhhs . D; . I don't want go out . I want her come my house . T.T . Hais . I dam fcuk-ing sad and hurt . Me and spider is over . He use-ing all sort of excuse to break it . Why must i get this from guy ? Why can't you guy be faithful to girl ? Why ? We girl so faithful to you guy but end-ed up get-ing hurt from you guy . I really don't understand what you guy want . Hais . Nevermind . GUY , PROMISE DOSEN'T MENT TO BE BROKEN . DON'T PROMISE ANYTHING IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT . YOU GUY KEEP PROMISE WILL LOVE FOREVER , WILL ONLY LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU , WILL BE EVERLASTING . IT ALL FAKE FAKE . I HAVE ENOUGH HURT FROM YOU GUY AND ENOUGH OF MY TEAR FOR YOU GUY .

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